Secrets of a Lesbian Heart

Star Change

Since returning from Gia's house at that time, now the Star looks a lot changed. Not only Gia, but her mother also felt the change.

"For a long time I noticed you daydream often, eat you also irregular and now a lot of silence. Are you sick Bin or is there a problem..?" ask Mom to the Star who is worried about the state of her beloved daughter.

"The stars are fine, ma'am.. The stars will go to the room, rest first, ma'am." replied the stars as they walked to the room.

The star did not want his mother to ask a lot, because He could not tell many stories about what He really felt and experienced.

Now that the Star had laid her body on the bed, she again vividly remembered what Brother Tika had told her that day. He did not know what to do now, even though he felt that what was said by Kak Tika was indeed true. But what about his feelings, also Gia's feelings that will be very hurt.

Dring.dring...

The sound of the phone belonging to the Star rang, clearly stated there was an incoming call from Gia. But the Star did not want to answer him, He chose to let the tone of the call stop by itself. But shortly after, the message sounded. A sign that there is an incoming message received, then the Star immediately opens and reads it.

**Gia: "Assalamu'alaikum, yes,,

What are you again, baby ? Why is my phone not answered ? You're okay, aren't you ?"

Star: "I'm fine baby, sorry can't answer the phone. I'm just a little unwell, maybe soy sauce.."

Gia: "Dear take medicine, let it heal quickly.." 🤗

Star: "Yes my dear, thank you.." 🤗😊

Gia: "I'm the one.."

Star: "Yes my dear, what's wrong ?"

Gia: "Is there something you are hiding from me..?"

Star: "Nothing, what's the matter baby ?"

Gia: "I feel, now dear changed not as usual.."

Gia: "Come on, I feel like it's different now.."

Star: "Maybe it's just an affectionate feeling.." 😊

Gia: "Yeah baby, hopefully.." 😊

Gia: "If there's anything, dear story.. Don't be alone, I'll always try to be there when baby needs me.." 😉

Star: "Yes my dear, thank you.." 😍

Gia: "Dear together, now rest.. May it heal soon, I love you, my star.." 🤗😊

Star: "Aamiin, hopefully.. I love you too, Giaku.." 🤗😊

Gia: "Met rest baby, then don't sleep late at night.."

Star: "Yeah, baby, you don't stay up. Miss you.." 🤗

Gia: "Miss you too.." 🤗**

The star put his phone on the table, then put himself back in bed. Not feeling his tears were now flowing, there was sadness that suddenly approached him.

"I'm sorry, Gia. I'm sorry I couldn't act like I used to,mmmh.."

The Star murmured inwardly, forcing his eyes to shut and wiping away the traces of tears that had been dripping.

On the other hand, Gia's figure was still sitting by her bedside. While staring at the photo that he had been holding since, a photo of himself and also the Star of the lover that He loved so much.

"I know, there's something you're hiding from me, Star. I can feel it, but you won't say it.."

Gia said in her heart, hugging tightly the photo she was holding. Then dropped his body on the bed, while imagining the face of the Star that He longed for so much.