RUINED MY HOPE

8. Still in the shadows

It had been a few days, but Reza still could not forget that incident. Beautiful memories with his wife still continue to loom over him. Reza wanted to feel something new the first time he felt. But seeing Sintia who returns to her true nature is impossible will give it again.

To get rid of that desire, Reza preoccupied himself with returning to work. Maybe by working Reza won't want that anymore. After that Reza started taking a shower and prepared to go to the office. It didn't take long for Reza to finally go on his bike.

The car that Sintia uses goes nowhere. Elsewhere it turns out Sintia is with her lover Panji. Panji who was Sintia's lover since she was in college. Although Panji knows that Sintia is married, but he still loves her.

The Flashback

A few days after her father's return from the hospital, Sintia rushed to see her boyfriend to discuss serious matters.

"I'm sorry I'm late" said Sintia, who had just arrived at a restaurant.

"It's okay, sit down. I've ordered your favorite drink" replied Panji who had been waiting for him since.

"Thank you" said Sintia again who immediately sucked her drink because she felt thirsty.

"So what will you talk about? What's the problem?" asked Panji who was curious because when he was on the phone he spoke so panicked.

"Look at Panji, it's actually me, me." said Sintia who felt hard to continue her words.

"You why? Come on story," asked Panji again who was increasingly curious about the silence of Sintia.

"I was actually betrothed by papah," said Sintia.

"What's? Why don't you just refuse. Don't you love me?" ask Reza.

"It's not like that Panji. I love you so much, I don't even want to lose you. But I can't resist papah's desire because papah is very sick," said Sintia who began to glaze over.

There was no answer from Panji, he felt confused to answer what because he loved Sintia so much. But the moment he heard Sintia was about to get married, his feelings seemed to be shattered into pieces. He doesn't know what to do.

"Panji, I beg you to say something," said Sintia who saw her lover now speechless.

"I don't know if you're married to someone else" said Panji, who is now sad.

"I don't want to marry someone I don't love, I just want to marry you. But seeing the condition of papah, I do not have the heart. Papah says this is his last request," said Sintia who again grieved given the condition of her father.

Panji who did not have the heart to see Sintia sad was finally willing to let Sintia marry someone else. Although very heavy but Panji should be able to let go of Sintia because all this Sintia do just for the sake of the papah. For a moment Panji fell silent, recalling all the good memories they had once shared.

"Alright if it has become your decision, I hope you will live happily with the person you have chosen for you" Panji said stammeringly.

"I love you so much Panji, I'm doing this just for papah's sake" Sintia said.

"Yes I understand, then I'll go home. Everything is clear, right?" pamit Panji's.

"Wait a minute Panji, I still miss you a lot. I still want to be with you" said Sintia who held Panji's hand.

"But soon you will marry someone else Sintia" Panji said.

"I know, but I don't love her. In this world I only love you," said Sintia with teary eyes.

Sure enough, after the wedding day was over Sintia kept her distance from Reza. Sintia does not want to give something of her worth to a man she does not love. Even after Reza went to work Sintia always went to see Panji outside.

"I'm sorry because I've been waiting for you for too long" said Sintia, who had just arrived at Panji's apartment.

"It's okay, I've been waiting for you since," said Panji who immediately embraced his lover Sintia.

"What about your first night? Is it all so beautiful?" ask Panji who seems jealous of his lover.

"Ish what the hell, I didn't even sleep one room with him," Sintia replied.

"Is that true?" ask the banner that links the two halis.

"Of course it's true" said Sintia who felt annoyed while closing her hands.

"OK, okay I believe," said Panji again who immediately hugged Sintia from behind.

Sintia who felt that was happy, because she could meet her lover. Without a doubt Panji fondles every inch of Sintia's neck. Sintia who carried the atmosphere was lying on a soft bed owned by Panji. They are mutually******* with each other.

Instead of Sintia doing that with her husband, Sintia actually did that with her lover. Until something unwanted happens between them. Panji was happy even though he did not marry Sintia, but he gave everything to Panji.

"Thank you dear," said Panji who kissed the head of Sintia.

"Dear together, I love you so much" said Sintia.

"I love you a lot too" Panji replied.

It did not feel like time passed so quickly, Sintia had to come home soon because her husband would definitely be coming. Sintia rushed away using a very high speed. But unfortunately Reza turned out to come early.

"Where have you been, why did the clock just come home?" asked Reza who linked the two halis.

"I'm from a friend's house, because I'm bored all day at home" replied Sintia.

"What before you go you can't prepare food first or order food? I'm tired after a long day at work, now I'm very hungry" cried Reza who was upset because almost every day Sintia always do this.

"No, I don't want to cook for you!" tekik Sintia who turned angry to Reza and immediately rushed away leaving Reza into the room.

Without much talking Reza immediately cleaned himself, after which he went back to look for food. Reza immediately took out his motorbike and rushed away.

"Where is he going these nights?" said Sintia who saw Reza from behind the window.

"It's none of my business, no matter where he goes," he said again who immediately closed the curtain.

Flashback Off

Already a few days after the death of Mr. Eko, now there is no more sadness seen on the face of Sintia. I don't know why he could forget his sadness after meeting his lover.