RUINED MY HOPE

26. Why It's Still Here

A few weeks have passed, Arin hopes that Sintia will soon leave his house. At the first time, Reza said that Sintia only sleeps for one night. But in reality, he's been at home for a few weeks now.

"Sister, can Arin ask?" said Arin who opened the question when he was putting clothes in the closet.

"Yes why?" asked Reza who linked the two halis.

"Why is Sintia still here? Isn't he going to sleep one night?" ask Arin annoyed.

"Like Rin, brother is also confused as to when he is here. Big brother doesn't feel good to tell him to leave here" said Reza.

"But brother, until when will we be like this continue. I can no longer afford it" said Arin who was confused and upset by the presence of Sintia.

Arin feels uncomfortable when he has to be on one roof with another woman. This woman is the ex-wife of her husband. Which woman will not feel upset if she is in one house with another woman. Arin wants to end this.

Hearing their talk made Sintia feel bad. Actually, Sintia did not want to go, but she felt confused about where to go. Plus he's bringing a kid who doesn't know where to go.

"So all this time they didn't like my presence," muttered the inner Sintia.

After hearing the conversation between them, Sintia rushed to her room to take care of all her and her child's clothes.

"Where are you going?" asked Reza who linked the two halis because she saw Sintia who suddenly packed.

"I'll get out of here, I don't want to bother you anymore. Forgive me for disturbing the peace of your lives" Sintia said with teary eyes.

"No Sintia, not like that" said Reza who felt guilty.

"Did she hear my conversation with Arin earlier," muttered inner Reza.

"It's Za, I know everything" Sintia said.

After everything was ready, Sintia immediately rushed away from Reza's house and brought her son Zidan with her.

"Where are we going, mah?" ask Zidan while whining.

"We will leave this house" replied Sintia as she led her son along.

"But mah I feel at home here, I love living with om and aunt" said Zidan again with tears that began to fall on his cheeks.

While Arin can only silently look at Zidan from a distance. Actually Arin does not want Zidan to leave, but Arin also can not if you have to live with Sintia. What do people say? What if his father suddenly came to his house? How Arin will explain everything.

"I'm sorry aunt Zidan, auntie can't prevent your departure. Dear aunt Reza," Arin wails in heart.

Seeing Zidan leave makes Arin feel sad. A few months of living with him made that affection grow in Arin's heart. He thinks of Reza as his own son. Although Arin could not bear but Arin had to do all this.

"Wait for Sintia" cried Reza who had just witnessed the two of them. Reza couldn't bear to see Zidan cry.

"What else is Reza, please let me go" Sintia wrote.

"But what about Zidan, I can't bear to see him cry like that" Reza said.

"Let her cry like that, this is all just Temporary," explained Sintia who immediately hailed a taxi in front of her.

"Let's hurry Zidan," said Sintia who immediately forced Zidan into the car.

"But mah" replied Zidan who felt heavy stepping his feet into the car.

As the car drove by, Reza did not stop crying. He just kept calling Reza and Arin. Zidan really loved them both.

"Had Zidan stopped, later we will stay again at Aunt Arin and om Reza yes," said Sintia who tried to calm her son.

"Mah's truth?" asked Zidan on the sidelines of his cries.

"Dear dear," said Sintia.

Hearing his mother's words made Zidan feel calm. Zidan felt no sadness after hearing that.

"I'm sorry son, you have to lie to you, mamah" muttered Sintia.

At home Reza can only be silent watching Sintia leave his house.

"I'm sorry about Zidan, om can't prevent his departure" Reza muttered as she watched their car go further and further.

"I'm sorry Sintia too, I can't prevent you from leaving here. I'm sorry reward, I can't keep your promise" muttered Inner Reza again.

Reza loved Zidan so much, he even considered Zidan like his own son. Reza has been waiting for a baby for a long time.

"Maybe it's like this to be a father" muttered Reza.

Reza rushed into the house after seeing their departure.

"Are you satisfied to see they're gone?" reza asked when he saw Arin.

"It's not like that brother, actually I also feel sad to see the departure of Zidan. I can't bear to see them go. But I can't let Sintia be here either.  It will definitely make our household destroyed" explained Arin.

"Why can you think like that Arin?" ask Reza.

"I always felt afraid that if you would fall in love with Sintia again, I don't want it to happen" said Sintia again.

"No Arin, it can't happen" Reza said.

"Of course, it's up to the big brother. I'm lazy to argue with brother, I'm tired," Arin said, who was really upset.  Whether the answer is what else Arin must explain, Reza really does not understand his feelings.

"I'll go first check the contents," said Arin who immediately rushed from home.

"Let brother Anter Rin," said Reza.

"No need, brother, I can be alone" replied Arin who soon passed by leaving Reza alone.

Arin actually did not want to if he had to constantly argue like this. From the beginning Arin never quarreled with Reza. Arin and Reza are always happy. But this time since Sintia's presence in his house, there's always been a misunderstanding between them.

Arin immediately called a taxi that passed in front of him. And he rushed immediately. It feels sick for Arin to argue things that should not be important for their relationship.

"Wait for Arin" cried Reza who saw the departure of his wife.

Reza was really confused as to what to do with Arin. Though he only wanted to help Sintia, there was nothing else that forced him to do that.

"I'm sorry brother, actually I feel tired of everything that's happened lately" Arin murmured.