RUINED MY HOPE

44. Second Chance

Sintia wait!" call Reza who sees Sintia pass in front of him.

"I'm sorry Sintia, I didn't mean to" said Reza, who did not continue his words because he was ashamed of Sintia.

"It's Za, don't talk about it. Besides, I am also guilty because," said Sintia who did not continue her words because Sintia also felt that this was also her fault.

For a moment they were silent. No words came out of both of their mouths. Reza felt guilty, as did Sintia.

"What if Arin finds out about last night?" sintia asked who suddenly thought of Arin. As a woman Sintia certainly knows the truth with what Arin feels if he finds out.

"Let's know I'm confused too" said Reza, who was anxious when Sintia asked about it.

"Then excuse me" said Sintia who immediately rushed to leave Reza.

"Yes." replied Reza briefly.

Reza immediately rushed towards his room. In the room Reza could not think clearly. Reza kept thinking about last night with Sintia. While Sintia began to busy himself so that he could quickly go home.

Elsewhere Zidan was preparing to go home soon after almost a day of school. Zidan had been sleeping with his father for a few days. Zidan was so happy that he could sleep with his father again.

Panji has been waiting for his son. Panji deliberately wanted to pick her up so that he could deliver her to his mother.

"Hi dear," said Panji to his son who had just dropped out of his class.

"Father." shouted Zidan who immediately ran towards his father and immediately hugged him.

"We go home well," asked Panji while returning his son's embrace.

"Ok yeah!" said Zidan who raised his thumb as a sign of agreement.

Zidan had been staying at his father's house for a few days. He feels happy and happy. Likewise with Panji who felt so happy when he could be with Zidan. Especially if you can be with Sintia, happiness will certainly be more complete.

Today Panji plans to bring Sintia back. Panji hopes that Sintia will receive him back.

An hour later Panji and Zidan finally arrived home.

"I'm home" Zidan shouted as he entered his house.

"Hi baby, how are you? Mamah misses very much with you," said Sintia who turned out to have arrived first at her home. Sintia immediately hugged her son so tightly because it had been a few days they had not met.

"I'm good, ma'am, how was it? What do you do as long as I'm not home?" ask Zidan again like an adult.

Degs..

Zidan's question made Sintia surprised. Sintia fell silent and remembered the incident last night with Reza. I don't know what Sintia will say, which is obviously impossible if Sintia has to tell the truth.

"Well, mama? Why are you silent?" asked Zidan while holding Sintia's hand.

"Eh yes, sorry, dear" said Sintia who was confused to answer what.

"Yes, you have taken a quick shower there, after that we eat yes," said Sintia to divert the conversation.

"Ok Mah" replied Zidan who immediately ran towards his room and rushed to take a bath.

Sintia was relieved because Zidan had gone to take a bath. While Panji was still standing in the doorway. He did not dare to enter before the owner of the house allowed him to enter.

"May I come in" Panji said shortly before actually entering the house.

"Of course please, oiya want to drink what?" ask Sintia.

"Yes I'll make coffee then" said Sintia who immediately rushed to the kitchen to make coffee.

Not long after Zidan came in after he finished his bath. Sintia who had finished making coffee immediately gave it to Panji. After that, he cooked for dinner.

"Have you finished cooking?" asked Zidan who felt his stomach was rumbling.

"Beauty soon, wait a minute, yes" replied Sintia who was still struggling in the kitchen.

Actually, Sintia had prepared her cooking since then, now there was only a little more that she needed to finish. Finally after a few minutes of waiting, Sintia's cooking was finished as well.

Sintia cooks Zidan's favorite soy sauce chicken and kale, not to forget it also makes sambal and also crackers as a complement. They also eat together at the dinner table.

"Let's eat first, the food is ready," said Sintia who just finished serving food on the table.

"Well, chicken soy sauce, I haven't eaten mamah for a long time" said Zidan, who was very happy.

"Come pah!" take Zidan who grabbed Panji's hand.

"Yes, come on!" tukas Panji who now follows behind Zidan.

The three of them finally ate together. Zidan felt very happy because he had a full family. Likewise with Panji who feels very happy to be able to eat together like this.

Sintia also began to take rice for Zidan and Panji.

"Thank you" said Panji after receiving the plate from Sintia.

"Sama-sama," said Sintia who now takes rice for herself.

There was no special talk while they were eating. All orderly and busy scooping rice each. Not long after they finished eating.

"I feel good about being able to eat together like this" Zidan said innocently after finishing his meal.

There was no answer from Panji and Sintia, they just exchanged looks as if confused to say what. Sintia just smiled a little at Panji, and vice versa.

"If Zidan has entered the room yes, sleep because it is now night," said Sintia who saw the time shows at 8 pm. Sintia immediately clean the dining table that has been used.

"Yes, I want to brush my teeth first and then sleep" said Zidan who immediately ran to his room.

"Then you go home, yes" said Panji just before Zidan went to his room.

"Well, come home" said Zidan, who was disappointed to hear his father had to go home. He was happy when his father was with them.

But after being given understanding finally Zidan gave permission to go home to Panji. And not for how long Zidan finally rushed into his room after he embraced his father.

"Take the coffee first" said Sintia.

"Alright," replied Panji who was again sitting in the guest room.

Panji sipped his coffee occasionally as it was still hot. Not to forget, he immediately took out his shop in his pants pocket.

"Oiya Sintia may I say something," Panji said after sipping his cigarette.

"Yes why?" ask Sintia.

"I beg you to give me a second chance Sintia, I feel unbearable to see Zidan. He looks so happy when we ate together earlier, because I also feel very happy when I can be with you" said Panji.