RUINED MY HOPE
31. First Day of Work
Today is the first day for Sintia to work. That means Sintia has to wake up early to clean up the house and prepare breakfast for herself and Zidan. Although heavy and very sleepy but Sintia must do all this.
"Well, why do you have to work?" asked Zidan who saw Sintia from earlier started to get busy.
"You're doing this just for you, baby. If mamah does not work, who else will pay for your school," said Sintia who felt sad by her son's question.
Zidan who heard the answer from his mother instantly fell silent. Zidan felt guilty because he shouldn't have asked like that.
"I'm sorry mah" said Zidan lirih.
"Sorry why, baby? Mamah is fine," replied Sintia who directly aligned herself with Zidan.
"I shouldn't have asked you that question, ma'am," said Zidan.
"It's okay, baby" said Sintia, who smiled.
"Yes now you have breakfast first yes, soon your invitation will come," said Sintia.
"Yes," replied Zidan who immediately ate his food.
While Zidan was eating, Sintia immediately prepared to go to the office. Although not heart but Sintia must do all this. This he did solely for Zidan. Panji as his father never financed his son or even just ask how his condition.
"Your gold even to this day you have never asked our news," muttered Sintia who immediately glazed over.
"Well," cried Zidan who immediately broke the daydream of Sintia.
"Dear, for a minute" replied Sintia from inside the room.
A few moments later Sintia came out of her room. Sintia now looks so neat. Meanwhile, Zidan was ready because the invitation from his school had arrived. Which is a plus in Zidan school, there is a shuttle facility for each student. For that Sintia does not need to bother having to deliver her child first to school.
"Well, I went to school first yes, the car has come," said Zidan who greeted his mother before leaving for school.
"Yes, be careful. Learn well!" sintia cried out who kissed the head of Zidan before he left.
"Dadah mamah" Zidan said, waving his hand and immediately rushed to the parked car not far from his house.
"Dadah dear," cried Sintia who saw the departure of her son before he actually went to work. Sintia continued to pay attention to the speed of the car until the car was no longer visible. Sintia just left after the car was completely gone.
"It's noon, I have to leave immediately" Sintia said after seeing the clock in her hand.
Sintia immediately went into the house to pick up a bag and immediately locked her house. Once ready Sintia locked the house and walked briefly to the highway. It only takes a few minutes to get to the highway. Sintia is waiting for a taxi to be stopped so as not to overheat.
But as he sat down, suddenly someone came up to him
"Synthea!" call that man.
"Panji Mas? What are you doing here?" asked Sintia who linked the two halis.
"I want to talk to you, Sintia" said the man
"But I'm sorry I'm late for work," said Sintia who immediately called a taxi. Sintia immediately entered it.
"Why did he meet me?" sintia inner murmur.
"Damn! Why Sintia should avoid, I just want to apologize," Panji said, who could only watch Sintia leave.
"Thank God I was able to avoid it. I don't want to talk to him anymore" muttered Sintia's mind.
Without feeling finally Sintia arrived at his office. Sintia walked towards her room so hurriedly
"Synthea?" call Reza from behind.
"Yes," replied Sintia who spontaneously returned her body.
"Why rush like that Sintia? Is there a problem?" asked Reza who saw Sintia so worried about something.
"I'm okay, I'm just bad luck. That's why I'm in a hurry" Sintia replied.
"Oiya I forgot, isn't today your first day at work" Reza said.
"Thank God he believed," muttered the inner Sintia who continued her steps towards her room.
After answering Reza's question, Sintia immediately continued her steps. Sintia hurried away leaving Reza for her room.
In his room Sintia immediately sat down and immediately drank water on his desk. Sintia was relieved because she was finally able to avoid Panji.
"For what Panji suddenly came after such a long time of not meeting. Whether he wants to apologize, or will take Zidan away from me," muttered Sintia who was feeling confused. Sintia is afraid that Panji will take Zidan from her. All this time he's been taking care of Zidan.
"No, none of that I will not let go," muttered the inner Sintia.
"What's Sintia? Why have I noticed since then but just daydreaming," asked Reza who had been watching Sintia at the door. While Sintia did not realize that Reza was in front of her since.
"When were you there?" asked Sintia who linked the two halis. Sintia is unaware of Reza's arrival in her room. He was just busy with his daydream.
"I'm from here," replied Reza flatly.
"Why not call me?" ask Sintia again.
"How many times have I called but you didn't hear. What are you thinking?" ask Reza.
"I, I'm fine," replied Sintia who was trying to hide the truth. Sintia feels Reza does not need to know if Panji meets him, anyway it is not his business.
"Yes, if you don't want to tell a story, I just want to make sure you don't have any trouble on your first day at work" Reza said.
"So far, I still can. Later if there is something that I do not understand I will definitely ask," Sintia said.
"Yes, I went to my room first" Reza said.
"Yes," replied Sintia briefly. Actually Sintia did not want to always answer Reza's question. But this was in his office, Sintia could not if had to ignore Reza. For that Sintia only answered as necessary.
Somehow Reza felt that Sintia was hiding something. Sintia looked so worried since this morning. I don't know what he's thinking.
"What was Sintia thinking? Yesterday the feeling was still fine. But today, since this morning I noticed he was thinking of something" muttered Reza.
Reza should not interfere with the affairs of Sintia, because he is no one else. But somehow Reza felt so worried about Sintia. Reza always thought about Sintia. Is this all because of Reza's promise to his father?
"I know all this just because I promised to keep Sintia with her father. I don't love her, I just want to keep your promise" Reza murmured.
