RUINED MY HOPE

37. Feel Happy

Not long after they finally arrived at Panji's house. Panji brought Zidan into the room so Zidan could rest. Before long when Zidan would lay his body, Zidan was like hearing someone call him.

"Zidan, Zidan," cried Sintia from outside the Panji house.

"It's like a mamah pah voice" said Zidan from inside the Panji house.

"Ah impossible, your mother must be busy working," said Panji who still did not hear the screams of Sintia.

"Pennants.. The banner!" peekik Sintia once again.

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After several times calling him finally Panji came to also open the door.

"Synthea? Why don't you call me" Panji said as he opened the door for Sintia.

"I've been calling you since, but you didn't come out either" cried Sintia who was upset.

"Sorry Sintia, I don't hear you" Panji said, scratching his non-itchy head.

"Where's Zidan? Zidan's.. Zidan," cried Sintia as she entered the house.

"Mamah.." cried Zidan who immediately embraced his mother.

"Honey, why not tell mamah if you go with papah," said Sintia who was disappointed with Zidan. Though he will always tell Sintia if he will do anything.

"I'm sorry, but Papah said he asked permission from mama," said Zidan.

"But, the Panji said nothing to me," muttered the inner Sintia who did not tell Zidan the truth.

"Yes, you may forget, we go home!" bring Sintia.

"But I want to stay here" said Zidan.

"What's? But it can't be darling" said Sintia, who was shocked by what Zidan said.

"Please mah, I beg you," said Zidan who began to glaze over. This immediately made Sintia not bear, eventually inevitably he had to give permission to Zidan to stay with his father.

"Yes if you want to stay, but you have to go home. Tomorrow morning papah anterin you go home," said Sintia before he left.

"Yeay, I finally want to stay the night" Zidan cheered with great pleasure.

After his conversation with Sintia, Zidan immediately rushed to Panji's room. All this time Sintia had just seen Zidan so happy. For this reason, Sintia must give permission to Zidan.

"I'm taking Zidan, but I want to take Zidan home tomorrow morning" Sintia said shortly before returning home.

"Okay, aren't you going to stay the night?" tanya Panji seduces Sintia.

"No, I can't" replied Sintia who immediately rushed away from Panji's house.

Hearing Panji's statement made Sintia not want to linger in her house. Although not yet officially divorced but Sintia does not want to stay one roof with Panji. Sintia always remembers when Panji betrayed her.

While Panji just smiled knot while teasing Sintia. He knew very well that what he said was only a temptation. Panji deliberately wants to upset Sintia.

After what he did, Panji felt so sorry and felt so guilty towards Sintia. So at that time Panji's relationship and also his affair was only for a moment. Panji caught her lover being with another man. This is what makes Panji finally end his relationship.

Being at home makes Panji feel happy when he can sleep with Zidan. Zidan who had been asleep since earlier, made Panji want to linger looking at him. Panji always felt guilty for Zidan because he had been pushing him.

"Excuse me papah son," muttered Inner Panji while rubbing Zidan's head.

"I'm sorry I'm also Sintia, I promise to improve our relationship so we can get back to the way we were, '" muttered the inner Panji who felt confident in what he was doing.

Panji was very hopeful that Sintia would receive him back. He wants everything back to being as it was. And he promised never to waste Cintia again.

While elsewhere, Sintia still could not close her eyes. In every position he tried. Starting from the back, on his stomach, turning to the left side and even turning to the right side he had tried.

But those eyes are hard to shut. During this time, only now Sintia sleeps apart from her child. Being away from her son made Sintia uneasy. Sintia felt that something was missing when Zidan was not next to her.

"When you know you're with your dad, son. But mamah misses you so much," muttered Sintia.

The night was getting late, but Sintia still could not close her eyes. But Sintia should not be selfish, however Panji is her father. He also deserves to be close to his son.

Likewise with Zidan, he also deserves the love of his father. However, Panji is his real father. He deserves the love of his father.

Sintia always tries to think mature. But in the middle of his daydream, Sintia suddenly thought about her relationship with Panji. What should I do if he asks me to come back?

Actually between Sintia and Panji there are no official farewell words. At that time Sintia was the one who came out of the house when she found out her husband was having an affair. So they can come back whenever they want. Feeling tired with what he had thought finally made Sintia fall asleep as well.

The next day Panji had been up from the beginning to prepare breakfast for his son. The banner deliberately makes chocolate toast and chocolate milk because the food must be liked by children.

"Zidan, wake up baby it's noon," said Panji who slightly shook Zidan's body.

"Before morning's reward, I'm still sleepy" whined Zidan as he rubbed his eyes.

"But it's noon, son, you'll be angry!" panji said again so that Zidan immediately woke up from his sleep.

Remembering the words of his mother yesterday made Zidan instantly wake up. He remembered his mother's message if he had to go home early in the morning because he had to go to school. Zidan immediately took a shower.

After the shower, Zidan immediately ate his breakfast.

"Well toast, it's really fragrant" Zidan said, sniffing the bread before eating it.

"Dear, finish the breakfast. Keep the milk is also drunk still warm," said Panji.

"Definitely pah" said Zidan as he chewed his food. Zidan was so happy that he was finally able to sleep with his father.

"Quick spend the meal dear, we leave," asked Panji.

After finishing his meal, Panji immediately rushed Zidan to Sintia's house. Zidan was so happy that his father could send him home.

An hour later they finally arrived at Sintia's house.

"I'm home" Zidan shouted as he entered his house.

"Hi dear, mamah waitin also from earlier," said Sintia who is now ready with her office clothes.

Meanwhile, Zidan immediately changed his clothes to school uniforms.

"Let me take you to school" Panji said.