RUINED MY HOPE
41. I don't know What Feelings
The day began to change at night. It didn't feel like Reza worked all day. He was so tired of his activities today. Reza put his body on his bed. Slowly he began to close his eyes.
But just as he was about to close his eyes, suddenly the shadow of Sintia appeared before him.
"Why did he suddenly come to my mind?" reza's aghast inner murmur.
"Why brother?" asked Arin who was surprised to see her husband was aghast.
"Eh no, it's okay. Brother is just a nightmare" said Reza, who was forced to lie to Arin.
Without feeling suspicious Arin also breastfeed her child back. Reza turned his back to Arin. Reza doesn't want Arin to know the truth. Arin would be sad if he knew about Reza's feelings.
"What actually happened to me? Why since yesterday I kept thinking about Sintia. I don't know what feeling I'm feeling right now" muttered Inner Reza.
After a long time turning her back to Arin, Reza finally turned her body again to face Arin again. Reza looked at Arin so deeply.
Arin fell asleep after nursing her child. Maybe he was tired from being awake.
"I'm sorry brother Rin, brother never wanted to hurt you" muttered the inner Reza who had been staring at Arin.
Reza immediately enveloped Arin. Reza felt unbearable when he saw Arin, but he did not understand what he felt. I don't know what Reza felt.
After a few hours, Reza fell asleep. Reza sleeps so well. Arin woke up because it now shows at 4 am. Arin deliberately woke up early so that he could perform circumcision prayers.
Finished the prayer, deftly Arin did some light homework and cooked in the kitchen. Quenza cried for not long, with half-running Arin rushing to her room.
"Good God your father didn't wake up to the horror of your crying, son," said Arin who immediately held Quenza.
"Sister, brother! Ih the sister, her son woke up even engrossed in sleep," said Arin again while shaking a little body of her husband.
"Sister is still sleepy Rin," said Reza, who almost woke up and yawned.
"But this brother is already noon," said Arin again.
"What's? It's noon? Why don't you wake up brother?" asked Reza who was aghast and immediately woke up from his sleep even though he was still sleepy.
"It's fast into the water" said Arin, who now pushed Reza from behind.
Without saying anything else, Reza immediately obeyed his wife's orders. He immediately rushed to the bathroom. Not long after Reza finally came out of the bathroom and immediately put on his work clothes.
"Sister went straight away, Arin was already noon" said Reza who immediately went to his office.
"Well, don't you eat first, brother?" ask Arin.
"Later in the office" cried Reza who was on the doorstep.
Arin just shook her head because of her husband's behavior. Arin who has been busy with various jobs and taking care of her son feels so tired, lucky at home there is a housekeeper who helps his work.
While Reza went to his office using high speed. Reza almost forgot about the important meeting today. An hour later Reza finally arrived at his office.
As Reza was walking in a hurry, he accidentally ran into a woman.
"Oh," said the woman who fell to the floor.
"My leg is sick" said Sintia, who was trying to get up.
"Aw, it seems like my leg was sprained when it fell," said Sintia who grimaced in pain while holding her right leg. Sintia uses high heels, so that when she fell her legs sprained.
Feeling guilty, Reza immediately carried Sintia into his room. Inside Sintia on the seat on the sofa. Reza saw the sprained part of Sintia's leg. Reza spontaneously grabbed Sintia's leg and tried to treat her.
"Which part of it hurts Sintia? I'm sorry, I didn't mean it" said Reza, who felt very guilty. Because Reza was the one who caused all this to happen. If only Reza hadn't rushed, maybe Sintia wouldn't be like this.
"Had Reza been okay, I was also wrong for not being careful" said Sintia, who kept holding her leg.
Feeling panicked Reza also continued to massage the sprained part of Sintia's legs.
"How does Sintia feel better?" asked Reza who was still holding Sintia's leg.
"Aw is still sick," said Sintia who even felt increasingly sick.
"Yes, then I'll take you to the hospital" Reza said.
"No need Za, no need to bother," rejected Sintia who felt bad.
"It's okay, it's my fault anyway. I have to take responsibility" said Reza, who immediately carried Sintia into his car.
Some of the employees who witnessed their departure began to riot. There are those who look with a dislike gaze, some are pampered or feel curious about what really happened. Why was he treated that way by Reza.
But Reza paid no heed to the cynical gazes of some of his employees. Reza just wants to take Sintia to the hospital immediately. At a very high speed Reza immediately launched his vehicle.
It didn't feel like half an hour later they finally arrived at the hospital.
"Let me pick you up" Reza said as Sintia got out of the car.
"No need Za, I can walk alone," said Sintia who felt bad because from earlier she carried him.
"It's okay, Sintia," Reza said.
"Please za, I beg you to feel bad because you are always like that in public places" Sintia said.
Finally Reza understood with Sintia's wish. Sintia slowly got out of the car and tried to walk into the hospital. While Reza watched from behind and occasionally helped Sintia as she was about to fall.
Sintia who felt that she was about to fall could only remain silent as Reza tried to help her. Sintia feels so excessive to Reza, even though he knows that Reza just wants to help him.
Reza immediately registered Sintia, and soon after, Sintia was called by a doctor. Slowly but surely Sintia immediately entered the doctor's room.
"Excuse me doc" said Sintia as she entered the room.
"Please come in, please sit down," the doctor said, smiling.
"Thank you doc" said Sintia.
He immediately told the doctor the truth. Before long the doctor immediately examined and applied the ointment on the legs Sintia. Sintia pin grimacing in pain. He felt bad about what the doctor did.
A few moments in the doctor's room, make Sintia now better. Now Sintia does not feel so much pain as before.
