RUINED MY HOPE

33. Suspicion Arin

While Arin feels still suspicious about what really happened with her husband. Almost overnight Arin could not close his eyes. Arin was still thinking about her husband who was suddenly injured.

"What actually happened, brother? Why is my sister hurt?" inner murmur Arin.

"Why do I feel lately that Reza's sister is hiding something" murmured Arin again.

"What actually happened, brother? Why is it that you get suddenly hurt?" asked Arin once again who saw Reza was preparing to go to the office.

"Sister said, brother fell yesterday to make my lips bleed," cried Reza with a voice so loud. Reza never said that before. Reza always spoke softly to Arin. But lately I don't know what happened to her husband.

"Don't go to work yet?" pamit Reza who immediately rushed to the office.

"Yes, sister" answered Arin briefly and did not turn to her husband. As a woman Arin was never treated like that.

Arin felt very hurt by Reza's words. Reza never raised his voice to Arin. But this time, I don't know what happened to Reza. He never did this before.

Though Arin is pregnant, Arin will soon give birth to the fruit of his love with Reza. Reza should have paid more attention to his wife, instead of snapping at Arin.

"Your work, brother," murmured Arin with teary eyes.

Before leaving, Reza only saw Arin from a distance. There was no apology he said. Reza immediately rushed away from his house without pecking at Arin's head. Normally Reza would do that, but it's been a few days that Reza hasn't done it.

"Excuse brother Rin, sister Khilaf," muttered inner Reza while on his way.

"Why have I been like this lately" murmured inner Reza again.

Since meeting with Sintia, Reza's mind began to divert. I don't know why Reza suddenly always thinks about Sintia. Either Reza starts to love her, or there's something else that makes Reza that way.

While elsewhere, Sintia is also still thinking about the events of yesterday. Sintia is afraid of Panji's threat. Sintia is afraid that Panji will suddenly come and take Zidan away from her. This time Sintia should be more vigilant and careful.

From a distance Panji still lurks the house of Sintia from a distance. Panji noticed the direction around and tried to approach Sintia again. Finally Panji immediately approached Sintia who had just come out of her house.

"Sintia," call Panji who comes again to his house.

"What are you doing here?" pekik Sintia who was surprised by the arrival of Panji.

"I told you I wanted to talk about something" Panji replied.

"What else are you here for?" asked Sintia who was disturbed by the arrival of Panji.

"Please give me some time, I just want to talk to you" Panji said, pleading.

"OK I'll give you a few minutes to talk" said Sintia who immediately sat on the porch seat of the house while folding her hands.

Agreeing with Sintia, Panji began to sit down and tell him the purpose of his arrival. Luckily Zidan had already gone to school so Sintia felt much calmer. Maybe after conveying his point, Panji will not disturb Sintia anymore.

"Let's say Sintia, before that I want to apologize for my mistake. I'm sorry for betraying you and letting you go from home" said Panji, who regretted his actions.

"What's? After months you kicked me out you said you were sorry? Where have you been this selawa helo?" asked Sintia who was confused about what to do. Actually Sintia felt hurt for the actions of Panji to him. Even until now Sintia still feels annoyed by Panji's actions.

regretting what I did," said Panji once again.

"Maybe I can forgive you, but I can never forget that incident" Sintia said.

"I also want us to be together again Sintia, I beg you," said Panji.

"What's? Did I not hear wrong? Then that woman, will you kill her?" asked Sintia who did not believe what she heard.

"No Sintia, you didn't hear me wrong. Me, I have nothing to do with him anymore" Panji replied.

"Sorry I can't mas. Sorry I have to work mas, it's too late" said Sintia who immediately locked the door of her house.

"But why Sintia? Is all this because of your ex-husband? Doesn't he have a wife? At least do this for the sake of our son Sintia," Panji said again.

No words came out of Sintia's mouth. He ignored Panji's words. Sintia kept her feet off Panji.

"Sintia wait," cried Panji.

"I'm sorry I'm too late" said Sintia who immediately left Panji. And only those words came out of his mouth.

"Sintia wait, I haven't finished talking yet" Panji chanted.

"I'm sorry I'm too late" cried Sintia who happened to have a taxi passing in front of her.

Panji was disappointed with Sintia's attitude like that. Though Panji really sincerely wanted to apologize to Sintia. But Panji had no other choice because Sintia actually left him.

Seeing Sintia who had gone far away, Panji rushed home.

"I feel surprised after a long time, Panji suddenly came to apologize and invite back. What am I supposed to do?" sintia's inner murmur while in the car. His mind did not calm down thinking about his relationship with Panji.

"Do I have to accept Panji mas back? But I can't be with her anymore, my heart is already so hurt. What am I supposed to do?" sintia inner murmur.

Throughout the journey Sintia continued to think about his relationship with Panji. Arriving at the office, Sintia immediately rushed to her room. Sintia began to busy herself so that she would not think about all that.

But just as Sintia was about to start, suddenly Reza entered his room.

"Sintia, is Panji not bothering anymore?" ask Reza who just came.

"No, he doesn't bother me anymore" replied Sintia who was forced to lie. Sintia did not want if she had to talk about her personal problems at the office.

"Alright I will leave you," said Reza who immediately left the room Sintia.

"Thank God he's finally gone from here, too" muttered the soul of Sintia who was throwing her breath away violently.

Without saying much Sintia also began to do her work. Sintia wants to get everything done so she can go home early. Lately Sintia is always busy with her work and she wants to spend her time with her son Zidan.

"Forgive your mother, son, as long as you start to work, you lack the attention of Zidan," muttered the mind of Sintia who was getting excited in doing her work. Although tired but Sintia had to do this all just because of Zidan.