RUINED MY HOPE

24. Why go home?

I can explain Sintia, please listen to my explanation," Panji said.

"That's it, everything is clear. I know now, it must be because of that woman" pointed Sintia at the woman standing near her husband.

"Wait for Sintia, I'm sorry. I beg you," said Panji who knelt before his wife.

"I'm disappointed, I think you really love me. But it turns out you could betray me mas," Sintia said with a trembling voice.

"I promise I won't repeat it again Sintia. Please forgive me," said Panji.

"Are your words trustworthy?" asked Sintia who linked the two halis.

"Yes Sintia of course, I will not repeat it again," Panji said while holding Sintia's hand and reassuring Sintia.

Sintia finally believed her husband's words. Sintia tried to forgive her husband's mistakes, maybe it's true that she was a khilaf. Hopefully he won't repeat his mistake.

It was not without reason that Sintia had to forgive her husband, that she did it only for the sake of her son Zidan. He did not want Zidan to be the victim because of the selfishness of his parents.

"Yes, then I will go home" said Sintia.

"Dear, be careful on the road, sorry I can't take you home. I'm doing a lot of work" Panji said.

"Yes mas is okay," said Sintia who immediately rushed away from her husband's office.

Slowly but surely Sintia started to step her legs. Sintia is looking for a taxi to keep her from overheating. A few minutes waiting finally the taxi passed in front of Sintia.

When the car stopped, Sintia immediately got into the car.

"Ke way orchid sir," said Sintia from the back seat.

"Ready ma'am" replied the driver as he drove his vehicle.

In the car Sintia began to think about her husband's actions earlier. Sintia never imagined that her husband would do that. Because he knew Panji loved him very much.

As a woman it is not easy to forget the actions of a husband who has betrayed her.

"Are the words of Mas Panji to be trusted? Will he not repeat that again? I don't know, my head got dizzy thinking about all this. Hopefully Panji mas can really change," muttered Sintia while stroking her forehead who felt dizzy.

"Mom, I'm sorry we've arrived" said the driver.

"Oiya sir, sorry I didn't hear. Thank you very much sir," said Sintia while giving the taxi fare and immediately down.

"It's okay mom. Yes, equally," replied the taxi driver who immediately drove his vehicle.

Arriving home, Sintia sat limp on the sofa. It felt so tiring especially after seeing her husband with another woman. It made Sintia become unsettled.

A few months passed, Sintia did not feel suspicious or see anything strange about her husband. Since Panji apologized, she tried to trust her husband again.

But when her husband was in the shower, suddenly her phone rang. In the phone it does not see the name of the caller, there is only a number.  Sintia also raised the call, but there was no sound of the caller. And not how long the call was interrupted.

"Who just called?" sintia inner murmur.

Not for how long there was a message that went into the phone. Feeling curious, Sintia immediately opened and read the contents of the message.

'Honey I just called you, but it looks like your wife answered that's why I hung up again. I've come to the usual place, baby.'

Degs..

"Who's message is this? Did Panji do that again?" sintia inner murmur.

Sintia immediately put her husband's cell phone above theteen. She immediately left so that her husband would not see her. In the living room, Sintia really felt sad and disappointed. Her gut says her husband is still in contact with the woman.

Sintia planned to follow her husband from behind.

"I go first, baby," said Panji who immediately prepared for the office.

"Yes, be careful" replied Sintia, who tried to be calm before her husband.

After her husband left, Sintia followed Panji from behind.

Not long after the Panji arrived at an apartment. Panji got off his car and immediately rushed towards someone's apartment. Before entering Panji also looked to the left and right sides, then he immediately went inside.

"Whose apartment is this?" sintia inner murmur.

Feeling increasingly claustrophobic and curious, Sintia immediately scowled the apartment bell.

"Mas Panji, mas Panji," said Sintia from outside.

Not how long came out a woman who was tidying her clothes.

"Who say," had not had time to continue his words Panji was surprised by the arrival of his wife.

"So this is how you act behind me? You really can't change! I'm sorry I gave you a second chance!" pekik Sintia's.

Plaque..

Not how long Sintia vented her anger by slapping Panji.

"I can't stand it anymore, I want us to split up!" peekik Sintia who immediately left the place.

"But Sintia please listen to me first" Panji said.

"Sorry mas, for this time I can no longer afford it," said Sintia who pretended to be tough in front of Panji.

"I will take care of our farewell mas," Sintia said again as she passed leaving Panji.

With tears in her eyes, Sintia immediately rushed to her house. He cleaned all his clothes and Zidan's clothes.

"Where are we going, mah?" ask Zidan.

"We're going to get out of here" Sintia replied with teary eyes.

"But where is mah?" asked Zidan again who was confused because he had to leave his own house.

Without asking much more, Zidan simply followed what his mother had said. Sintia went to a bus stop not too far from her house.

Flashback Off

"That's how Za was, I left because Panji betrayed me. Though I have given a second chance," said Sintia.

"Fuck the Panji" said Reza, clenching his hand.

"Where are you going?" ask Reza.

"Come on, I'm confused too" replied Sintia.

"Yes, you have come to my house" said Reza.

"But what about your wife" asked Sintia.

"Let me talk to him later" replied Reza.

Finally Reza decided to bring Sintia and her son home. Without thinking long Reza immediately invited them, because they felt sorry. A few minutes later they finally arrived home.

Ting's..

"Mas, just got home?" Sail Arin while opening the door.

"Yes, there is someone who will stay at our house" Reza said while demanding Zidan and Sintia next to Zidan.

"Mba Sintia?" ask Arin.

"Do you mind rin?" ask Reza.

"No brother," replied Arin briefly. Actually Arin was confused why ex-wife brother Reza should be brought to his house? Actually what happened.