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the rhythm of my heart returned irregular, my mind did not know where it was going, I did not know what to say and what to behave like in front of the family of master hans. I was just downcast when I entered the boarding house when I arrived at the living room
''good afternoon all introduce this pe....I mean lutfiah, our bride-to-be' said the mother kos, I am confused? why did mommy introduce me as someone else instead of introducing me as a rainbow
''hallo son please sit down, and don't be ashamed we will all be your family'' said a woman who I estimate is the mother of master hans my future-in-law hehehe, yes candidate, is not yet officially hehehe
I sat flanked by my mom and dad, at a time like this I felt like they were my late parents, so friendly, kind and loving.
''come home son, sit beside mother'' said mama muan hans, I stepped with my head still bowed and then sat beside mama hans, mama hans, he smiled and raised my face so that everyone could see, I was surprised to see the face of mama hans her face was very similar to my boarding mother, in my heart asked ''what are they twins, why are they so similar''
''of course nak fiah already know the purpose and purpose of our arrival family'' said a man may be an elder in their family
I didn't answer because I was confused about what to say?
''sa..saya.. I do not know for sure sir?'' I answered nervously
''hehehehe well son, let me explain! We and our family came to propose to nak fiah, we already know that our son hans really likes you and we hope the fiahpun son has the same feeling, said the old man
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''how son, is our proposal acceptable to nak fiah?'' asked mama mister hans while sealing the back of my hand
I looked at her expectant face, her eyes were already beginning to glaze over, I realized all eyes were staring at me waiting for the answer I was about to give. Finally I ventured to open my voice after a long time just silently listening to what everyone in the room was saying.
''I'm sorry, can I talk alone with Mr. Hans' mother?''
my question is to immediately make the look on the faces of people look strange like they are confused, maybe they do not understand what purpose I want to talk to the mother of hans
''of course it's okay, son, please talk in the mother's nursery'' answered the boarding house like understand I mean
master Hans's mother walked ahead of me and I tailed behind her. I was again astonished by my future in-laws it seems like he was very sorry for the ins and outs of this house, because he went straight to his son's room. When I arrived at the room I immediately started talking to master hans' mother
''pardon me earlier ma'am, se.sese.actually I am not lutfiah my name is rainbow ma'am, I also have not long known mister hans, I am only an orphan from the village, I am a child from the village, my aunt doesn't even like me when she's the only family I have she says I'm just an unlucky bearer to others. If you want to cancel this marriage is okay mom, I also feel inappropriate accompanying the mother's child. Mother's son is so perfect while I lack a lot, nor do I want to deceive mister hans or his family because I know that beloved mister hans was a late mistress lutfiah not me bu'' I said to him
''son, listen to mother, mother does not care who you are who your background is or where you come from whom you know the mother's child loves you so much and it is the greatest happiness for the mother and the son's family
''but ma'am, I don't want to deceive mister hans by pretending to be the late lutfiah mistress, I won't be able to lie ma'am''
''mother knows son, we and family already know you are not lutfiah because he is dead, your boarding mother and want the senses to tell, ' he said, your boarding mom she's her sister our mother's twin brother therefore our faces are similar, if you don't love your daughter it's okay son, but mom asked please can you pretend for a while? if hans can already accept reality and you still do not love him you can go son, but if later you love him you can stay son and it will make mother happier''
''but I feel unworthy for mister hans, and I also find it hard to pretend to be ma'am''
''no one is more worthy than you, son, please help mother son, mother wants to see her son always smiling like this. It has been a long time since the departure of the lutfiah, the mother's child has never smiled or talked to anyone else except the mother, her father and the senses' said the mother of tuan hans while uniting her two palms together in the chest, I saw his eyes begin to condense
''good ma'am I'm willing, sa.saya.say.I accept this proposal ma'am'u answered, I replied,
Ahh.yeah, this is how I can least see others sad and suffering. I also thought if I got married wouldn't it be better than helping people I also have a family here, I thought
''thank you son huhu..hu..hu.hu.huuhuuuu..'' replied mama tuan hans crying.
''ayo son, we meet them, surely they are very happy to hear this news'' he continued, wiping his tears
''alright ma'am, but can I ask you a favor?'' ask me before we get out of the room
''anything for you son'' he replied with a beaming face
''can my mother tell my aunt if I am going to get married, even though I know she is not coming, at least they know that I am going to get married
''of course, son, they should know'' he replied
our footsteps felt so slow as very far from the room to the living room, either because of my feelings or indeed I walked very slowly now
''allo all, let's greet our bride-to-be' said tuan hans' mother to the people who were there, sounding boisterous applause in the room
prok prok prok prok
''is it true son, you accepted our proposal?'' ask mr. hans' father
''yes, sir, I. I am accepting this proposal, '' I replied.
''is that really a baby?'' said mr. hans with sparkling eyes
I glanced at her mother and her mother nodded her head as if to signal that I said yes
''yes, sir, uh.I mean sweetie'' I replied nervously and made the people in the room laugh out loud
''hmm it seems, our future ghost is still timid'' said the father of master hans, everyone laughed again not least mister hans, I looked at his face, I looked at him, so perfect he was especially if he was laughing he was so charming
''it seems like someone is being fascinated, to the point of not blinking to look at her future husband'' said the senses that made me bow as soon as possible, I felt so ashamed that I was caught admiring God's perfect creation before my eyes
''don't be shy, because every morning you'll look at her when you wake up'' she replied
''hanssssss, don't tell me you are also fascinated with your future wife, she was the one who looked at you, now you also follow her by looking at her without blinking hahahahaha'' said the father of mister hans was teasing his son
somehow my appearance now I think my face is red now much redder than a ripe tomato, Ahhhh more than nothing. I saw Mr. Hans was misbehaving, laughing a little while scratching his head that might not itch.
''okay son, when are you ready to marry our son?'' asked the old father, it turns out he is the grandfather of the lord hans his name is mr. philip
''i just follow the decision of the father'''' my answer is short because I do not know what to give an answer
''well how all the good dates are for their wedding'' asked mister philip on all of them
''faster better kek'' replied mr hans
''hehehehehehehehe.., apparently some are impatient'' said mr. philip accompanied by laughter throughout the room.
''good nak rainbow according to you when the time is good because it seems your future husband is impatient''
uh huh?heh? does it mean impatient? can't wait for what? my brain goes everywhere you rainbow, my mind
''how about a 2 month anniversary fiah again how's son?'' ask my mother
''I follow how good it is ma'am'' I replied
''today it has been decided that 2 more months of marriage will be carried out, during which you should not meet until the wedding day and cannot be rejected because it is our family tradition'' said mr philip
''huh uh? 2 Months old cake very, it has not been able to meet as well'' protest hans
''yes, you must be patient if you want to get married, if it is discovered you meet him secretly the marriage will be immediately canceled''' said mr. philip
''but kekalan will miss dong'' protest again.
''hold your longing is only 2 months'' said mr. philip
There was a long discussion about what to prepare for the wedding after all had reached our insistence on lunch together, shortly after they and their families were no exception Mr. hans
''titip my daughter ya dek'' said the mother of mister hans to my boarding mother who was replied with a nod of the head by her, happy my heart heard she called me her daughter, it feels like I have a new family here
''please dear I also take care of your health, I will always call you every day'' said Mr. hans before passing into the car with his parents, only I reply with a nod of the head and a smile