
Two days after the fateful event, my daughter and I were allowed to go home. I was confused not knowing where to go, and again I had no one else.
''Son, where are you going?'' Ask a mother of one of the residents here.
''I don't know ma'am, I don't have anyone anymore''
My tears were dripping again, considering my very unfortunate fate, what else my son should feel.
''If you want, come with me, son. Mother also lives alone, said the mother.
''Thank you ma'am, but am I not troublesome?''
''No son, I'm very happy if you want to live with mom, you can consider your own parents' mother a son''
I immediately hugged the mother, I poured all the sadness and happiness into my tears.
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Months have passed since the incident, in my heart I still hope that Hans will come looking for me and our daughter. Hope remains hope, wishful thinking to build a happy household extinct already. I don't blame Hans either because he must have thought we were burned to death in that burning car.
I live with Dita's mom. I also helped in polindes, because when I was in school I majored in nursing even though I did not continue college at least I learned the basics of knowledge about the world of health.
''Son, are you awake?''
''Ma'am, come in. I won't lock the door''
I got up and sat on the edge of the bed, so Dita came up to me with a plate of fruits.
''Son, you eat these fruits. This is great for nursing mothers, son''
I grabbed the fruits, I said thank you to Dita.
''After this, you get ready we will go to the factory to see the production of tea. I want you to learn so that later you can replace mother, if mother is gone''
I nodded and finished the fruits under Dita. After that I immediately took a shower, not to forget I also bathed my daughter who was almost 1 year old.
I'm not surprised to hear the words of Miss Dita because every day she keeps repeating it.
After getting ready I immediately walked to follow Dita's mom into her car. On the journey of bu Dita told me many things, it turns out he also fared almost the same as me. Actually she also had 3 children at once, but she said her children were dead, while her husband divorced her and threw her away.
I feel lucky even if I'm not with my husband at least I have my daughter.
''It's up to ma'am' said Pak Beni, the driver at the residence of bu Dita.
''Thank you sir, please go home and rest, maybe a little afternoon we just came home. My husband and wife will eat at home''
''Well ma'am, I'm sorry''
Mr. Beni went home, me and Ms. Dita went into the factory. Ms. Dita and I were greeted kindly by the factory workers, and I and Ms. Dita returned their greetings as well. Long enough we roamed around in factories and plantations did not feel the day was already noon.
We went back to the factory and had lunch with the plantation employees and the factory workers. I was happy to be in their midst, there was a genuine look on every face of those people.
Ms. Dita took me to a room so I could put Claudy to bed there. My daughter I named CLAUDY PUTRY WIANDRA, she grew up to be a healthy child.
''Son, I have a little business outside, you rest baby''
Miss Dita left me breastfeeding Claudy, I looked around and saw a photo on the wall. There is a photo of Dita bu sitting on a chair holding 2 babies and in front of her stands a young girl.
''Why did I think of Hans?'' Mumbles.
''Mom, are you back?''
There was no reply from Ms. Dita, I saw her tears running down her cheeks that were already getting old.
''Ma'am, don't cry, I'm sad to see my mother cry'' I said wiping her tears.
Ms. Dita looked at me, then kept the photo she was holding.
''Why are you crying? Is there a problem mom?''
''No son, I only remember my children, may they be quiet in heaven''
''Ma'am, we pray for them''
Before long Claudy woke up from her sleep, we immediately went home because the day was getting late. On the way, Dita was more silent than usual, I also did not know what to say.
There was no talk on the way home, until Dita's mom immediately went into her room. I, too, Claudy, also went into our room, we both took a shower and then went down to the bring floor. I saw that Dita was sitting in the living room with some employees at the factory.
''Son, come here for a while there's something I want to say''
I immediately stepped towards the living room to meet my mother and the guests. I greeted them one by one and then sat down beside Dita's mother.
''Uncle Beni, bring it all in!'' Tell Dita ma'am, Beni sir came to bring some dus that I do not know the contents.
Beni sir put everything in front of me.
''What is this ma'am?''
''It's a necessity for tomorrow son, if we still lack we can add and if you don't like, then we go together to buy''
Ms. Dita further confused me, my forehead wrinkled at her words.
''It's a necessity for the birthday party of my granddaughter son, I want you to celebrate Claudy's birthday. I hope you don't reject him, son''
Ms. Dita clasped my hand, I looked into her eyes, I wanted to refuse but I couldn't bear her, if I accepted it also wasn't nice because Dita was nobody. Even though I consider him my parents, I still don't want to be a burden to him.
''Mom will be very disappointed if you refuse her son''
''Well ma'am, thank you so much''
I immediately hugged Dita and thanked her and most importantly to God.
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Today the house is so crowded with villagers and workers in the factory. It turns out that Ms. Dita is celebrating a massive party for my son. There are no words I can say to God but thank you for all the goodness of God to me.
The show went well, everyone looked happy enjoying the party. Claudy often makes people laugh with his funny behavior and babbles.
It was a tiring day, I tried to close my eyes but I couldn't.
''Son, are you asleep?''
Ms. Dita went into my room and brought a cell phone box.
''This is what I bought for you, son, if you want to contact someone wear this, or you want to play social media to entertain yourself. Mothers also often look at social media so that mothers can see market prices and entertain themselves''
I grabbed the phone given by Dita ma'am, it feels like I can no longer repay Dita ma'am's kindness.