RAINBOW FOR HURRICANE HANS

BITTER REALITY

I woke up to the noise, my eyes twitching slowly and reflexes were wide open when I saw the nurses were busy. Either because my consciousness had not been fully gathered, I had not moved from where I was just stunned by the panic that occurred.

''You all right deck?'' Ask brother Roni who can resuscitate me immediately. My eyes were round when I saw Claudy was short of breath with a pale face. Immediately I approached my daughter and tried to hug her but Roni's leg pulled me away from my daughter.

I was about to protest at him, but before the word was spoken from my lips, Roni spoke first.

''Let them do their deck work. Pray that Claudy is okay.

I think also the words of Brother Roni, I noticed, painstakingly the two nurses did their duty. There was panic on the faces of the two nurses.

''Sir, ma'am, it looks like we have to take the patient to the hospital. His condition is very critical, said a nurse named Irma.

''Do your best for my niece Sus'' said brother Roni.

Shortly heard the siren of the ambulance from the yard, a moment later appeared some other nurses carrying a gurney and raising claudy there. I grabbed my wallet and cell phone and followed Claudy into the ambulance followed by Roni. I was sitting in the car with two nurses and Roni's sister.

''What if there are bad people in the hospital?'' I asked Roni.

''Just relax, our deck will take him to the police hospital, not just anyone can enter there except members of the police, his family, and residents in our housing. There is guaranteed safe as in the housing we live in'' said he while rubbing my shoulder.

It took about 45 minutes to arrive at the hospital. The nurses immediately took my daughter into the ICU room, while I was not able to get inside until Claudy's condition returned to normal. I walked back and forth in front of the door of the ICU room, hoping that my daughter's condition would be fine.

Long enough I stood there, watching my daughter's condition from behind the glass door of the room. My heart is so painful to see how it is, if I may ask that I wish that I was the one in Claudy's position.

''Sit on the deck, pray your best for Claudy'' said Roni's brother who remained faithful to accompany me at this hospital.

It was 3am, but there was no word from the doctor about claudy's condition. I saw the bench on my left side where Brother Roni was sitting earlier, brother Roni was no longer by my side when I just saw he was still sitting next to me. Maybe because I was too busy thinking about Claudy, I didn't realize that brother Roni was leaving.

Before long brother Roni came from the end of the hallway carrying a large plastic bag that had no idea what it contained.

''Drink the deck first, if you are hungry just eat here, brother also buy some bread packs'' said he while handing over the plastic bag he brought.

I grabbed it then took a bottle of mineral water and gulped it down until the toilet was gone. Either because of thirst or because I was worried I could finish one bottle of mineral water.

''Grandfather, there's something you want to say but you have to promise you must be strong'' I frown at the incomprehensible omen of Roni's words.

''What does brother mean? Does this have anything to do with Claudy?'' I asked who got the headband from brother Roni but he shed tears. I panicked more and more to make him, what news he wanted to convey until he had to shed tears.

I who in fact cannot see the most sad people just make me cry even my heart feels so sad to hear his cry even more my heart hurts. I don't know why my tears are running so hard and my heart hurts so much more and even the pain is much more when I lose Robin's brother. Suddenly the shadow of my son's smiling face appeared before me. What is this sign? My inner.

''Huhuhuhu. Remember don't be weak your daughter still needs her mother said Nisa's sister on the sidelines of her cries.

I loosened my arms and looked deeply into Nisa's eyes. The shadow of my son's smile came back to my mind.

''What sis, don't make me prejudiced. Either true or only my premonition says that my son is in danger, '' I said with tears in my eyes.

Nisa's sister hugged me tightly and cried back, her cry even more heartbreaking than before.

''Dek watch over Claudy for a while I'll take Rainbow to meet someone'' He said to Roni's brother who was answered by nodding his head.

As hypnotized I just walk in the footsteps of Nisa. Walk further away from the ICU room where Claudy was treated earlier. My eyes opened perfectly when I was taken into one of the rooms that most people didn't want to go into the hospital. Yeah, we were standing in front of the morgue, where there were a lot of police officers.

In a still confused condition, sister Nisa took me inside and headed to one of the bracages with a cloth covering a lifeless man lying up there. My heart ached so much as it approached the figure on top of the gurney, it hurt like it lost a very precious person to me. Even when Robin left me I wasn't this sick.

''You are strong'' Nisa's sister embraced my shoulder.

Deg

When the cover cloth opens, it feels like half my world is collapsing. My feet no longer sit on the floor. Is this really what I see in front of me? What other harsh reality is this?

There lay a figure that I longed for so much, a figure who had a part of my life. I froze where I had no words spoken from my lips. Only tears continued to pour out with a rush from both of my eyeballs. The shadow of his smile continued to be reflected in my eyes.

''Daddy..''

I woke up from my daydreams when I heard Nisa's voice, I tried to stare back clearly at the figure in front of me to convince myself once again if I did not see wrong.

I cried when I tried to touch her cold cheek. I tried to convince myself again if what I see now is not the figure I missed, but again fate said another.

I don't mind the people who look at me anymore, I don't even think about Claudy. I kept crying so much, even scolding some people who wanted to separate me and the figure that was ringing up there. I don't know what I did wrong so God punished me by giving me two wounds and pain at the same time. The harsh reality I had to face, where my daughter was lying weak and my son was leaving me for good.

''Grandfather, strengthen your heart deck, he is happy there with his father. Do not be weak remember there is still one person who is lying weak and needs your presence, said Nisa.

''We have to get out of here deck, before any of your husband's family sees us here. It could be dangerous for your safety and Claudy's if they find out you're here. Take it easy the cops outside won't tell anyone else if you're here. We will also bury your son, '' he said again. I also immediately realized and passed from the room even though it was heavy but I had to do it. Claudy's safety is very important to me now, but I will still find out why my son can leave me. If this is intentional, then I won't let anyone. He must get the right punishment.