RAINBOW FOR HURRICANE HANS

WHITE ROSES AND YELLOW ROSES

It has been a month Frans and his little family have lived with us and our days have been filled with happiness. There was a cheerful laugh of Claudy heard in every corner of the room in this house if she was playing with the baby Queen.

I am grateful that the arrival of Frans in this house is able to bring a new atmosphere, especially for Claudy, I can see him laughing freely.

Today we plan to visit Robin's grave, since Nisa's sister had a dream about Robin, we haven't had time to come to her tomb. Much has happened since the arrival of Frans and his family.

''Brother Frans, today we plan to go to Robin's tomb, do you want to come?'' Ask Nisa when she meets Frans in the living room.

''Seems like not the deck, sorry because the legs of the brother still can not be used to walk'' replied Frans. Frans had an accident falling from the stairs so that his right leg suffered a serious injury due to broken glass table where Frans landed.

''Okay, sister, there will be a Desty bi who will take care of Queen when we leave. If you need anything, just tell Bi Desty''

''He deck, you guys be careful on the road''

''I live first, mas be careful at home. I will return quickly, said Brother Nilam.

''It's also careful''

We say goodbye to Frans and bi Desty, slowly the car drove away from the yard.

''Sir, please look around Frans' brother into the house yes, who knows he will need something later. You also eat later in us already cooked earlier. We'll excuse you sir'' I said to Mr. Yos.

''Well ma'am, be careful on the road''

The car drove slowly down the dense main road to the edge of town where Robin's brother was buried. Along the way I kept remembering the memories Robin left me.

Even the letter I found in Robin's bedroom when she died was still neatly stored in the dresser along with other important papers.

''Mama why?'' Ask Claudy.

''It's okay, baby''

''It's okay, from earlier we invite to talk mama just be quiet while daydreaming. What did mama think?''

''It's okay, boy''

''Mama must have thought of her first love dear'', said Nisa.

''Oh right tuh aunty hehehe'' said Claudy then both chuckled.

''Ish you guys what the hell''

''Udah don't have to be shy mah, I also love papa Robin''

We were all in the car laughing for him, that's how sister Nisa if she sees someone is daydreaming or sad, she will make the atmosphere become cheerful with her behavior that can sometimes be said silly.

Along the way we kept telling stories about our childhood days while still in the village.

The times when I too had to fight life after the departure of my parents.

After a long distance we finally arrived at the cemetery gate, before entering we bought some yellow and white roses. Both roses were loved by brother Robin, in his room he even kept the flowers.

''Well, I bought this white rose for Papa Robin huh?''

''Don't you have any money?''

''Yaaa''

I was just shaking my head at Claudy's behavior, if something related to Robin's brother he would always be excited.

I bought eight tons of yellow roses and Claudy picked 5 stalks of white roses. Sister Nisa, sister Nilam, aunt Dewi and Om Jordi each bought 2 stalks of white roses.

After putting the car in the cemetery parking lot, we walked along to Robin's grave. From the tomb gate, we had to leave about 100 meters to arrive at Robin's grave.

''Hello son, how are you? Today we came to visit you a lot. Look at this, who's Mama taking? Surely you don't know, then let mama introduce. Son, this is your brother Nilam, it's been a long time mama's looking for him it's not far from us just that God has not met us. But now, mama is grateful God has answered the prayers of mama so that at this time mama can bring her to meet you even though you can no longer meet face to face'' said Aunt Goddess with a sad face also the roar of tears.

''Hello deck, I don't know what you have to say, which I'm sure sorry I didn't get to see you until you left us all. Brother wants to spend time with you but sister can not, thank you for taking care of father, mother, Nisa and Roni'' said brother Nilam with a face torn by tears.

I let Robin's brother's family first to let go of the miss with Robin's sister. While Claudy had also returned to the car he said he was sleepy, probably because he didn't get enough sleep last night.

''You didn't meet your love'' Nisa said as she walked past me who stood looking at Robin's grave.

''We go to the car first, talk to Robin if you have anything to say. Om knows he's the only loyal listener of all your complaints and stories''

After their departure I rushed to eat Brother Robin, I put the flowers I bought earlier on the grave of Brother Robin. I took the picture and then wiped it with the tissue I brought.

''How are you there? I hope you're okay, you have to be good there. I know, we have 3 new family members, there is Frans, there is Nilam sister and baby Queen. If only my brother was still here, my brother would be very happy to meet them. I'm sorry brother, I just had time to visit brother again, a lot of things happened after brother left. I don't know why so many people hate me and Claudy, so many people want us out of this world. If there were no one who would dare to do evil to us, I am so fragile, brother, I cannot be as strong as you ask me to forgive. I bought you a rose, though you can no longer see or touch and breathe its scent, I will still give it. There are many things I want to say, brother, but I can not linger long as the baby Queen if it is too long in her mother's stay. Next time I'll be here again, I'll tell you a lot with brother. I went home first, sister, thank you for filling some time in my life with sweet memories''

I hugged a picture of Robin's brother before putting it back on top of the tomb.

'Don't cry Anggi, you'll get ugly' somehow I suddenly feel like there's Robin's voice.

Maybe because I'm not ready for Robin's departure, it makes me hallucinate if I hear her voice. After being able to control my feelings, I caught up to the car because we had to get home before the baby Queen cried looking for her mother.