
Three months had passed on the arrival of Rosa with her parents and children. Mas Hans began to divide the time, sometimes the weekends he spent with Farhan. Farhan named son of Hans mas, he is good unlike his mother, his nature is like Hans mas. He also did not hesitate to greet me, invite me to play even he called me mother.
I think I already have a child if I am with him, I also hope to immediately put one baby in my womb but until now there has been no sign of me being pregnant.
Nothing has changed from Hans, he still loves me like he did before Farhan. Until one day I was walking in the park with Hans and Farhan. Mas Hans walks into a minimarket intending to buy Farhan ice cream.
Farhan ran after Hans, I also ran after him because the minimarket was across the street. From behind I saw a car that wanted to hit Farhan, as hard as I could run after Farhan, I grabbed his hand until we both fell onto the asphalt. Farhan immediately stood back up after falling with me, it was good that he seemed to be okay I thought, while I was still sitting on the asphalt I felt my stomach growling.
Brucks
I saw Farhan being hit by a motorcycle, he was lying on the asphalt with his head bleeding. I saw Rosa standing next to me but she ran into hiding as I looked at her. I immediately ran towards Farhan no longer ignoring the cramps in my stomach. I picked up his little body and took him to the hospital in a taxi without telling Hans first.
''Doctor, please save him, '' I said as I cried carrying Farhan into the IGD.
The doctors there looked at me while examining Farhan. My clothes were full of Farhan's blood, he was fitted with various medical devices and then pushed away.
''Doctor, where is he going?'' ask the doctor.
''Sorry ma'am, we have to take the patient to the ICU room, the situation is critical, '' the doctor replied.
I felt my legs limp like they had no bones. I followed where Farhan was taken, I was so scared that Hans was angry because I couldn't look after Farhan. I forgot to call Hans, he must be looking for us now.
Kurogoh my bag is looking for a cell phone, want to contact Hans. Just now I'm going to dial her number she's already emerged from one of the hospital corridors. She came with the whole family, Rosa and her family were there too.
''How is Farhan?'' ask Hans.
''He is being critical mas'' I replied fearfully.
''Huh? critically, you are my son until he is so, anyway you have to take responsibility said Rosa. Why was he worried, just now he was just looking around when his son was hit did not help him even he was hiding.
''Mas Hans said with a reddened face, he pulled my hand hard until I felt a bit of pain.
Mas Hans took me to the hospital park, the park looked deserted.
''I'm sorry, I failed to take care of Farhan'' I said regretfully.
''Forgive me for saying, do you think I can forgive you for harming my son!'' said Hans with a high tone of voice even I heard this time.
''I mean harm how?'' I was confused because there was never any intention to harm Farhan I even considered him my own son.
Mas Hans showed me a picture of Farhan being hit by a motorbike and my hand outstretched. If it is only seen as usual people think that I am the one who pushed Farhan, maybe that is also what Hans thought.
''You see for yourself, I think you are a good woman, you sincerely love my son, but it turns out you are a two-faced woman, she said, in front of me you are good but behind me you plan to kill my son, you sly women deserve your aunt hates you.
My tears rolled down my cheeks, Hans' words like a sword stuck in my heart leaving wounds and tightness in my chest.
''But I have no intention of hurting Farhan mas'' I said as I held his hand.
Hans brushed my hand away, he was so angry with me. Before long Indra came with a bag that I know, yes, the bag I was wearing kept my clothes when from the village first.
''Now that you take back your things, I don't want to live with a bad woman like you, get out of my life and don't come back. From now on you are no longer my wife and leave before me before I report you to the police for harming my son.
He took the bag from Indra's hand to throw it in front of me, I took the bag. When he was about to speak again, Hans first spoke.
''Indra took this woman away from me, if she didn't want to drag her. You just wait for my divorce papers, said Hans and then passed back to the hospital. I saw that there was Rosa waiting for her, Rosa flanked my husband's arm and leaned against his shoulder. I see that Hans is not resisting, maybe this is a sign that I should go.
''Madam I will take the mistress to the gate'' said Indra
''Thank you Indra, but I don't need to be alone'' I stepped away from Indra, I stopped my legs for a moment and turned back I bowed to Indra and said thank you.
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I was waiting for public transport in front of the hospital, when suddenly Rosa came to me.
''I've already lost it, you won't win against me. I will get Hans back even if I have to sacrifice my son, Rosa said.
''What? What do you mean?'' I asked because I felt something strange about his words just now.
''Yes, your mind is right, I pushed Farhan, and all that I had planned including the photo earlier, so this is really not a pure accident more precisely in wakai, he said, I hope he never realizes that people don't know if I pushed him. I was going to hit him with a car but you helped him''
''I said, ''It is very evil of you Rosa.
''Yes, I am indeed evil for my sake I am willing to sacrifice anything including Farhan'' he said as he passed back into the hospital.
I wanted to tell someone, but no one would believe me. I was still standing in front of the hospital gate, not knowing where I was headed. There's no way I'm going back to the boarding house mom will definitely not accept me anymore because surely this news has reached them.
I decided to go to a bus stop, I felt my stomach growling again. While sitting a mother approached me, I felt familiar with her face but I did not remember who she was?
''Son Rainbow, is this true nak Pelangi'' said the mother.
''Mom, do you know me?'' my many.
''This is mom son, the person you helped the other day when mom was starving son, who was at the rain stop, '' said the mother. I just remembered that I helped a mother when I came home from work at a restaurant.
''Sorry mom, I forgot that. Where are you going?'' my many.
''I'm going back to the orphanage, son, want the rainbow itself where to take the bag so?'' ask the mother.
''I don't know ma'am, can I come with you?'' I said because I didn't know where to go.
''Of course, son, I will be happy, '' he said.
We took the bus together, three hours we traveled until we arrived at the orphanage managed by Asni's mother, fortunately I still have money in my work bag while at the restaurant so I do not bother Asni to pay my bus fare. I didn't bring anything from Hans everything I used was mine. Hans' blood-stained clothes were changed and I returned them through Indra.
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A month or two months had passed, and Hans had never looked for me. I live in the orphanage to help Asni take care of the children, I am happy to live my days even though sometimes I miss Hans.
Huwek...
I feel nauseous again, it has been a few days my stomach feels less healthy. Ms. Asni asked me to check with the doctor but I felt no need. Ms. Asni came up to me, she helped me up and out of the bathroom.
''Mom call the doctor yes son, this time you can not refuse, I do not want you to get sick more severe son'' said Ms. Asni as she passed.
Soon she returned with a female doctor.
The doctor examined me and smiled.
''Is it during this time regular menstrual mothers?'' ask doctor.
After thinking about it turns out I have never menstruated during the wait, do I not-don't get pregnant.
''Congratulations mom, I'm pregnant said the doctor.
''I'm pregnant doc?'' my many.
''Yes, if you want later in the afternoon to come to my clinic in front of this home, we can check how many months the mother's womb, '' said the doctor.
Happiness and sadness in my heart. I am happy that a baby has been placed in my womb, but I am sad that he will be born without a father. I'm not gonna tell Hans about my pregnancy, maybe she forgot me, not even once she's looking for me.
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In the afternoon I was with Ms. Asni came to the doctor's clinic earlier, there were many people waiting in line to check the womb as well. I waited for my name to be called.
''Mother Rainbow, please come in'' said a nurse.
I went into the doctor's office, the doctor told me to lie down on the bed. He checked my blood pressure, then did an ultrasound.
''The age of the mother's womb is now entering the age of 11 weeks it means 2 months 3 weeks, keep the diet bu and multiply the rest do not be too tired'' said the doctor.
''Good doctor, thank you, '' I replied.
I got out of bed, the doctor prescribed me some medicine and vitamins to take. Before returning home we stopped by to buy some children's needs at the orphanage beside the clinic.