Neighbor's Room

Can't Stay Silent

The dug dug dug.

I don't know whose heart sounds louder then. Both Felix and Citra, can hear the heart of each of them are timid. And, of course, that made both of them nervous.

"W-what do you mean, Om Felix?" ask Citra in a nervous voice. He was still staring at Felix's face with a frown.

Felix, who was asked Citra, somehow became more nervous. However, he was determined to be honest with how he felt. Felix tilted his body until now faced with Citra. Don't forget Finn is still in their midst.

"Ehm, as I said earlier, it looks like I'm starting to fall in love with you, Cit. To be honest, I've never felt anything like this before. In fact, even with my lover was not like this" Felix replied.

The image still silently flinched while staring at Felix's face. His hand also still covered the front of his body with a blanket so as not to be too exposed in front of the papa Finn.

"Me-feel what?" The image was still nervous when asking.

Felix tried to regulate his heartbeat which was still crazy before answering Citra's question. He himself was still at a loss as to why it could be like this against Citra. In fact, even with his old lovers he did not feel something like this.

"Honestly, I'd be pretty upset if I hadn't met or heard your voice in a long time. I often think about what you're doing, what books you're reading, what movies you're watching on your phone, even I often feel annoyed if you smile yourself when replying to messages. I don't know why I could be like that. Maybe that's what jealousy means" Felix said.

"Jealous?" re-image. He was completely shocked when Felix said that word.

"Yes. I am sure I am jealous. At first, I didn't know and didn't realize what I was feeling. But, since Finn was in the hospital yesterday, that feeling has been getting bigger. Moreover, when you talk casually when a male doctor or nurse comes to visit."

"Maybe you don't realize how sweet your smile is when talking to them. I saw it, immediately annoyed. I wish I could pry out the eyes of those men who have seen your smile. I'm really upset. My chest was hot and I always wanted to be angry at that moment" Felix said with hunting breath. It was seen that he was trying to hold back his annoyance when telling what he felt at that moment.

The image could only gawk when it heard Felix's words. He really did not expect that Felix could feel such a thing. The image so replayed his memory a few days ago while in the hospital. 

From Felix's confession, it seems that Citra's questions began to be answered about Felix's strange behavior when Finn's doctor and nurse were male. At that time, Felix always stuck with Citra. In fact, Felix did not hesitate to hug even once dyed the head of Citra. 

Of course at that time Citra could not immediately protest because there were doctors there. He can only withstand the shock and annoyance because of the work of Felix. And Felix's explanation just now, finally able to answer the reason Felix was acting strange while in the hospital.

"So-so, was it because it was yesterday in the hospital, when Felix hugged me and even kissed me when there were doctors and nurses?" ask Citra.

"Hmmm. At first, I didn't realize why I would do such a thing. But, after I tried to dodge what I was feeling, my heart grew even more painful. And, I really gave up. I can't keep ignoring you. I'm really in love with you, Cit."

Finally, I can go up again. Sorry othor yesterday there is still year-end work. Hopefully after this the othor can be a bit often up. Thank you for voting, liking and commenting on Felix's crossbar.