My son My spirit

Congratulations and Happy Haru

Congratulations flooded into Niqy and Nandi social media accounts. Niqy's extended family welcomed Nandi's arrival with great happiness. Praying for Nandi with a simple thanksgiving event, because two more days must return to the SPN.

The struggle has not stopped, Nandi must continue to follow the education of Bintara Polri for 7 months. Who should be quarantined in SPN following Education training and the Establishment of Police Headquarters, for which there will be no communication with parents during education. The mobile phones of all the members of the Police Station were left at home.

Niqy again inflamed, thinking the child only wayangnya had to separate for a while within 7 months. Longing will surely fill the days of Niqy. Given all this time Nandi and Niqy have never separated from their residence. Concerns remain, but Niqy again believes that God has given the best for himself and Nandi.

Only two days later Nandi will be transferred back to SPN.

That day Niqy's best friend came back. Nirmala accompanied Niqy and Nandi bought any equipment that would be brought during education. The hand of a friend who always understands the state of Niqy. Friends who are considered like sisters who continue to support him. The friend who always provides his shoulder for Niqy, and continues to hug and hold tightly to Niqy's hand in times of joy and sorrow.

The night before Nandi to SPN engaged in a conversation between Mother and Son. While folding the clothes that will be brought tomorrow, Niqy said to Nandi.

"Nandi...during 7 months later mama will not have communication with Nandi, because the rules are like that. So I'm sorry if there's a wrong teaching I gave to Nandi all this time, because we'll never know what tomorrow will be like. And mama also wanted to ask Nandi, What things did Nandi not like the most to mama all this time?" said Niqy

"Maa..mama remember when mama hit Nandi with wood until broken?!, that's where Nandi felt mama did not love Nandi anymore, Nandi, and it occurred to Nandi that time to find Papa and live with Papa. But Nandi's mind changed when Mama again invited Nandi to talk from heart to heart, although at that time the way mama according to Nandi was very rude. At first Nandi could not accept, but Nandi saw the sincerity and form of attention that eventually made Nandi regretted having made a mistake. Forgive Nandi Maa", said Nandi held back his tightness in the chest.

And hearing that all of Niqy hugged Nandi while sobbing.

"I'm sorry Mama's also in".

The next morning everyone was ready to deliver Nandi to SPN. Nandi and Niqy were sitting in the living room. Suddenly his wife Bang Apris asked.

"Niqy...did Nandi's father know that Nandi graduated?".

In his heart, Niqy simply said, "You never know what I've been doing all this time but have been ignored by him". But Niqy ignored that selfishness.

Niqy then looked at Nandi's face and said.

"Nandi told you that Nandi graduated?", asked Niqy

"Or just call Di", ask Niqy

But Nandi only looked into Niqy's eyes for a few seconds, seeing the sincerity of his mother who still continued to ignore his selfishness in order to give the best for his son. Although we have to make peace with the situation. How kind your heart is mama. and Nandi is only able to say.

"Maa...Nandi dear Mama", then Nandi hugged Niqy and shed her tears. Then give the phone to save.

A few minutes later....

The car is moving slowly. With the last togetherness it was all joking in the car, giving the best impression for Nandi who will take time not to meet each other and communicate in a long time span.

All delivered Nandi with very haru right in front of the gate of SPN. Good luck Nandi, Mama will miss you so much......!!!

Thank you God....!

Allah is All-Good, and will continue to give the best for those who are able to be patient and live everything sincerely in this life.

Playing a double parent as a father and mother to a boy is not easy. But when we involve Allah SWT in every step and prayer, everything will be fine. God will not test His Servant beyond the limits of his own ability.

Ignoring the desire to have and be owned by someone else in place of Nandi's father is the best way to keep giving full attention to the child. Because age, sustenance and soul mate are all secrets of Allah SWT. Although it does not always come quickly but rest assured it will come at the right time. 😊

BE THANKFUL THEN YOU WILL BE HAPPY, ENJOY EVERY PROCESS OF LIFE, AND SAY THAT YOU CAN GET THROUGH THIS ALL 😊 🙏

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