My son My spirit

The endless sadness

"Maa...Next Sunday, are you ready?", asked Nandi

"Will whatever result you will receive, we must be grateful for all that God has given".

"Maa...Nandi hopes to graduate".

"We can expect Nak, but not too high, so that at the time we expect not to be in accordance with the wishes, we will not be too disappointed. Expect everything to minimize disappointment". Niqy said again.

"We must strengthen in Prayer, ask the Owner of the Power of the universe, increase Tahajud prayer".

"Nandi is often Tahajud as well as Maa, but if Nandi's soy sauce falls asleep".

"It's okay Di, it's part of our efforts, then we all leave it to the Owner of Power".

"Yes Maa....".

Nandi then hugged her mother.

"Thank God for giving me such a great mother. Whatever the result, God willing Nandi will accept it Maa".

"The law must be like that, accepting whatever is the result that has been determined, must be legowo, God willing there will be wisdom behind our struggle".

"Yes Maa". Reply Nandi

Suddenly, Nandi's phone rang.

Tuuuuuttt....

"Wa aleikum salam, who is this", replied Nandi then took a few meters away from Niqy.

"Oo Jihan, what is it?!", asked Nandi

"I heard you entered the Bintara candidate test?", asked the voice across.

"Yes.cuma just enliven" answered Nandi casually.

"Hmm..you didn't ask me".

"Hehehe, sorry yes.

"I want us to be like Nandi" Jihan said

"Sorry Jihan, I want to focus on my ideals, sorry I never contacted you again, because there are things I can't tell you" Nandi said

"About your Mama?", asked Jihan again

"Jihan forgive me. I want us to be friends, wassalamu'alaikum" Nandi said, hanging up.

Sometimes ignoring the taste to a friend is better, than having to hurt the feelings of parents, especially our mother.

Niqy's phone is ringing.

"Assalamualaikum, where is Maa?", asked Nandi

"Wa Alaikum salam, Mama dijalan Di, just finished participating in the socialization event, nih just want to go home".

"Tomorrow pantukhir Maa trial".

"Yes Di, Mama knows that's why mama's coming home, just back home" Niqy said

"OOO yes Ma, be careful", replied Nandi

Niqy At home......

"What clothes to wear tomorrow at the announcement" asked Niqy

"Wear Ma's usual clothes, white long-sleeved shirt and black trousers".

Niqy starts to prepare everything, ironing Nandi's shirt and reminding him of nothing to bring tomorrow.

"Maa tomorrow we will go to the SPN what up, the trip there after Maa" said Nandi

"Let's try to call Apris first".

"Tomorrow Nandi is already there at 6 am Ma, so Nandi can not be together. Parents arrive on time at 8, and only one person can enter the Hall room".

"Yes good, my mom is alone, hehe" Niqy said

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Niqy is looking for her brother Apris, who has a Car Rental. When passing by right in front of the house Niqy greeted her brother.

"Sir Apris, tomorrow Nandi's announcement, can not borrow the car, we go there together to support Nandi".

"My car has been rented Niqy, besides the cars here also have no driver". Answer Apris.

Niqy again swallowed disappointment, until at the end like this, not even my brothers gave me any support.

Patience son, we are just two, no one cares about us.

Back came the figure of Dad who continued to strengthen me. Reminds him of all his advice :

"My son Niqy, you must be strong to face every obstacle that passes through your life, because it is not eternal".

"Yeah Paa....Niqy is strong enough to face all of this" Niqy said.