My son My spirit

Wants Back

Tuuut.

The Niqy phone kept ringing,

"Who's calling Di?", Niqy asked Nandi from the kitchen

"From Papa", said Nandi.

Hmm tumben he called Niqy murmur in heart

"Yaa Nandi just got the call", told Niqy to Nandi

Nandi : Hello...

Jon : Hello Nandi this is Papa, what's Nandi again?

Nandi : Nandi again watch Pa.., Papa why not go home2?

Jon : Papa work, ntar klo papa job has finished papa come home, ya....where is Mama? why did Nandi pick up the phone?

Nandi: Mama again in the kitchen, cook...

Jon : oo yes already, say the same mom later Papa call again, first yes, papa want to work again.

Nandi: dadaaaa Papa.

From the kitchen Niqy headed to Nandi who had disconnected the phone,

'Papa said what Di?", asked Niqy to Nandi

"Papa said he'd call mama again" replied Nandi

"Owh kirain said if you want to send money" Niqy said slowly

"What ma?", asked Nandi again

Where the direction of his thinking, each would call only want to ask the news of the wife's child but there is no effort to abort his obligations as husband and father of Nandi. There have been no charges for several months since leaving Niqy and her son. Although being at work is an excuse not to go home to cover up their family problems, but instead Jon is more ignoring his responsibilities.

Tuuuutts.

Niqy's phone rang again and this time Niqy picked it up, Jon's name was there.

Jon : Hello, okay,...

Niqy : Hm..

Jon : Niqy has been angry, I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry,.for our son Niq, I've thought about many things and I realize I'm a khilaf, I'm very happy, I promise not to repeat my mistakes, I'm sorry I hurt you too much Niqy, being away from you, I miss Niq, miss our togetherness, Niqy, don't just shut up

Niqy: What do you want me to answer?

Jon: How dear Niqy is, my dear Niqy I miss you and our son

Niqy: If you miss going just like your boyfriend.

Jon : Well, if you don't want to accept my apology, that's okay, it's important not to associate my sincere apology with my past, well then, let me know that your heart can accept me again. I love you, Jon said, ending the conversation.

Haaach I love you???!! in disbelief Niqy heard her husband's muttering, as the pain was more heart-piercing than any plea Jon asked to return was never again taken seriously by Niqy.

Well the betrayal is still imprinted and the pain is still felt, and at this time Niqy still wants to enjoy her happiness with her new world that relaxes all the burdens of life that feels stifling.

Her night....

Jon called back apologizing and begging Niqy to be able to accept his return, but Niqy still with a cold attitude refused and Jon again relented by hanging up the phone.

Getting Soluble,..That night it rained so hard, as if the roar of Niqy's heart was offset by the night's weather, the cold was silent, only the sound of the raindrops heard on the zinc roof broke the mood, the sound of the rain, distancing the beautiful hope, Niqy was speechless, just a sentence of plea and regret from Jon kept ringing, "Did he really have regretted his mistake?, he said?, was he really sincere and wanted to come back?,

Niqy could only sigh deeply, in the third of the night, and continue to pray the Prayer pleading with HIS Lord to be guided by all the problems he faced. May the true happiness be with me, Niqy hoped at the end of her prayer.