My son My spirit

Back Drunk

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A knock on the door from the front, in Niqy's room turned on the lights and noticed that the clock on the wall was showing at 02:00 in the morning, then immediately headed towards the door that was tethered earlier to open the door that turned out to be Nandi's father

"You really long to open the door, said his father Nandi, while occasionally sounding like vomiting uweekk.., uweeekk.

And Niqy could only be privileged to see her husband's shabby state, with those red eyes and the smell of alcohol. While waiting for her husband to finish vomiting, Niqy patiently doused the vomit that was released from her husband's mouth and continued to say,

"Istighfar paa, we live in my parents' house, please don't let my parents see you like this, are you not ashamed that my parents will know that you often come home drunk like this?, said Niqy half-whispering as she continued to push her husband up to the bedroom, and her husband simply replied, "yes, I'm sorry..

I am ashamed to see you always like this, willing to put where my face if all your shortcomings that I try to hide from my master's people but instead you yourself show it clearly,

Actually what do you think, as long as we are married I never demand anything from you, all our needs are fulfilled, our children's needs are met while living here with my parents, he said, what's going on out there, so that every time you go back to town G doesn't always have time for your son and wife, he wants to go out, he said, there is-there is only a reason to wander and return home drunk, drunk,

Slowly the clear water began to inundate the eye, and shed tears so that it soaked the eyelids until it flowed profusely without sound, and, & all that was heard was a hiccup that was held back to keep the sound of his crying from being heard by his parents in the next room.

"Until when do you make me ashamed like this Paa.." muttered Nandi's mother with tears.

The longer Isaac cried even more so, the tightness felt in the chest because thinking about the behavior of a husband who is so selfish never want to change. This incident not only happened once in their household but has been many times and when remembering it all makes Niqy sadder, Given all the struggles and sacrifices that have been made by Niqy to maintain his household.

I had to be strong and I had to be able to turn my husband into a better person.

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar ..

Allahu Akbar Allahu Akbar ..

from a distance there was a sound of the sign that had entered dawn, Niqy's eyes were still swollen from crying for too long.

The woman stubbornly got up from her bed while peeping the cheeks of the child just wayangnya, fixing the blanket and sleeping position of his son so as not to be overwhelmed by the papa who slept soundly with the drunken state.

Niqy slowly opened the door of her room towards the kitchen to fetch water, and after that perform the Fajr prayer by continuing to pray to Allah SWT to be given strength and fortitude to undergo the test of his household life.