My son My spirit

Traumatizing

Niqy's nanar gaze was still fixed on her husband's body that was lying on the bed with hatred, long enough Niqy sat leaning half-back looking at her husband and finally fell asleep.

Just an hour asleep Niqy felt a heavy burden on her body that was none other than her husband, Niqy spontaneously revolted and did not want to serve her husband who still smelled of alcohol, a great fight ensued,

With all his strength Niqy refuses and with the power that Jon already influenced by alcohol continues to force Niqy to serve his lust, and, niqy's clothes were stripped off one by one and continued to hold tightly to Niqy's hands by force, and overstretched Niqy's body so that Niqy could no longer move,

Niqy can only cry, feel the joy of the second, feel in dzolimi, Niqy's body hurts all, Niqy's cry was not cared about anymore, Jon still channel his lust, he said, while Niqy continued to cry lamenting her fate why she had to meet Husband like this,

Niqy continued to rebel because she did not want the alcohol mixture her husband drank to mix with her in the relationship, as simple as Niqy's thoughts that made her feel sick in the relationship,

Occasionally Niqy clawed at her husband's face but Niqy's hands were firmly held back, and every once in a while Niqy's grip slipped off until Niqy could get up and push her husband out but Jon grabbed her back and threw Niqy against the wall and fell down, with that weakness her husband took advantage of Niqy's helplessness to the point that Niqy was helpless, only tears were constantly running down her cheeks.

Heartache, hate to see Jon...

"i want a divorce, I want a divorce, I don't want to be with you anymore Niqy said in her grief. Her mind ached, her body hurt raped by her own husband, making Niqy constantly say I want a divorce, repeatedly you do this to me every time you are affected by alcohol. I can no longer afford to divorce".

While Jon next to him just enjoy every pull of his cigarette and exhale to the ceiling of the room.

The next day....

Niqy still did not respond to any greetings or talks Jon, but considering still the status of Niqy's wife is still preparing to eat and wash her husband's clothes as usual.

Three days had passed but Niqy's attitude had not changed as cold as yesterday's. Jon hugged Niqy from behind and said forgive me, that night I didn't realize, don't get angry again...

Somehow every time he tried to get away from Jon, Niqy always could not when he looked into his eyes. Although it has been treated with various kinds of behavior that makes Niqy heartache will eventually melt again and come back like nothing happened.

Niqy again accepted Jon's apology because that day will leave again to the city of M which will serve the departure of pilgrims there.

Upon his return from the city M Jon gave several hundred thousand banknotes to Niqy,

"This is the result of my service with the pilgrims there"..

"I hope there's a blessing, thank you".

Seeing the phone on the table, Niqy immediately took it and spontaneously Jon immediately took back the phone.

Paa..I just want to see photos of your activities while there.

Jon continued to avoid as if something was hidden,

In the room Niqy just stared at the cellphone, and wondered what was in this phone?!.Slowly Niqy began to see the photos of the shots in the memory, see incoming calls and SMS boxes but nothing suspicious. What's the matter..?! back Niqy wondered while flipping through the Hp type N-Gage.

And when Niqy opened the casing hp fell an xl card tucked on top of the batrey hp, Niqy's heart pounding incoherently...and slowly Niqy replaced the attached card with the xl card found, Daan heard the sound of incoming messages repeatedly.

"Huuuft.Particularly this O Allah that You will show me, Niqy long breaths are heard.

"Where is Sayg?, , where is M?

"i'm waiting for you..

"i miss...

Some SMS read there, and Niqy slowly put the phone on the table. Niqy's hand rubbed her face with both hands, there were no more tears there.

"I'm sure there'll be a way out of this". By continuing to instill hope in his heart Niqy returned to pray "Yes Allah.if this is a test from You enable me to be able to face it, give me strength so that I can get through this all, he said, I love my family, O Allah, I do not want to add to the family, because I know divorce is the most hated lawful thing of Allah. Give me the solution O God what should I do?".

"Maa..papa has left for the city of M?, asked Nandi when entering the room.

"Not yet Di, at least papa will definitely go home.Answer Niqy casually.

And sure enough, Jon returned home and Niqy gave him the phone and firmly said,

"I don't want to see you again, I don't want to wonder anymore, from now on I won't stop you anymore, please enjoy your freedom if all this time me and Nandi are just a burden on your life, please go I'm freeing you".

Apologies and regrets were always spoken but Niqy ignored again because Jon had repeatedly done to him.

Jon stays at home but Niqy stays cool, doesn't care and thinks Jon isn't home anymore.

All the efforts made by Jon to apologize in vain, Jon finally said goodbye to Niqy's parents back to his hometown,

"Ma..Pa..I went back to the village first want to see my parents, I will also work there later if it is successful I will pick up my son and wife, leave my son and wife Ma Pa". saying goodbye to Niqy's parents

Niqy's parents just nodded, hearing Jon say goodbye. Because Niqy never told her household problems to her parents and rather harbored her own problems.

Niqy's parents never interfere in her children's family matters.

Although occasionally his mother Niqy caught Niqy crying but her mother Niqy just kept telling her children that the household name still had its ups and downs, but her mother Niqy just kept telling her children that there were ups and downs, be patient and keep praying, I hope you can get through it.