My son My spirit

Anxious Ending Happy

"Maa tomorrow Nandi's birthday" said Nandi

"Yes mama knows, continues?" said Niqy mocked Nandi

"Yeahh Mama", Gerutu Nandi.

Niqy left Nandi just like that and headed for her room.

Nandi was more upset. Then choose to sleep because tired to this day take the test is still felt.

In Niqy's room keep thinking. Where is Jon?, why until now there is no news?, is his promise to buy something for his son he forgot?, or did he forget the birthday of his son?!, there was no way she would forget the birth date of her own child. Hmm then why should he give hope if the promise cannot be fulfilled. Why is it so excited he said he wanted to give support to Nandi without being asked but it ended up being like this. Jon.why should Nandi you make like this again. Is it not enough that I have been the victim of all these years of betrayal and disavowal?!

Until our status has separated even you still make me and Nandi disappointed Jon, if you do not say I will not be this disappointed. Pity Nandi who was so expecting the gift, pity Nandi who so appreciates you as his father and my efforts continue to give positive thoughts to the figure of his father, in fact you reply like this.

The attention that will be very large impact felt by a child for his struggle in difficult times, especially in difficult times, through the bitter pain of this life and the highest appreciation from me as your ex-wife who still values our relationship, if you keep that promise.

Tapii.... I'm very disappointed in Jon for your attitude. Is it not enough for me? why should Nandi? especially at times like this. Tears flowed more and more, imagining the sentences that still ring clearly in Niqy's ear.

Oh Allah is this a test for me again?, do I still have to learn again to be forgiving and stop being a hater? if the situation is like it is now? Should I keep trying to be okay with this? Should I forgive him again? Should I huuuuuft ....?!

Niqy wiped her tears with both hands.

I can't let my guard down, I have to be able to control my emotions, I can't handle the situation, I have to support my son no matter what. My son is my passion to face the future. He has shown his efforts until graduating SMK. And now it's time for me to continue to support him. Hope all this will be rainbow, beautiful at the right time.

Niqy saw the clock on the wall still showing 19:30 Wib. Niqy takes ablution water and then prays Isya. Begging for his inner calm.

After performing the prayer, Niqy looked at her savings box and started counting the amount of money saved. Yesss the money is enough to buy a cellphone and exactly at 20:00 wib Niqy set foot into Nandi's room.

Nandi in his room was looking at the YouTube program Bintara Polri admissions selection test the previous year in front of a laptop with serious.

"Hallo's candidate Mama" said Niqy mocked Nandi who was serious in front of the laptop.

"You take Nandi, ayoo, go for a bath, the shop is closed" Niqy said.

Nandi was surprised not to play and spontaneously stood up.

"Serius Maa, what do you want to buy?", asked Nandi with a smile.

"You're buying a cell phone for your mom's kid".

"Hahaha really yes Ma, Nandi wants to take a shower first, 5 minutes only not long".

Nandi quickly picked up her red towel and headed straight to the bathroom.

After changing clothes, they went to the mobile store and bought HP in accordance with what Nandi wanted so far.

That night Nandi was very happy to be given the best gift from his mother.

Seeing the look on the face of his son who was very happy, Niqy was happy to remove the sadness of his son Nandi.

"Hopefully this gift will continue to spur your spirit to fight again Son".

"Yes Mama" answered Nandi smiling happily

It is not a matter of how much the nominal will be given, but of the promises that have been spoken and ignored.

Do not promise if it cannot be kept. Because to live is not that joking.

SERIATE.....