My son My spirit

The Unwanted Answer

Many things Niqy considers when starting to

talking about the development of his son ahead with his brothers. Given the decision he took is a desire of himself that must be accounted for.

Niqy became a closed person and had to think about many things about how to treat her son Nandi so as not to have to fulfill what the child wanted.

Like that afternoon, Nandi ventured to ask his mother who was sitting relaxed in the room reading "Laa Tahdzan" which is a self-reinforcing reading obtained by Niqy from her best friend Ega when she was in college.

'Maa..., why did mom and dad have to split up?",

Niqy took off the book she read and put it on her lap and looked at her child with affectionate eyes, and slowly began to say

"Son, there will come a time when you will tell me all about what has happened between you and papa, but not yet..Nandi will not understand that, so I hope Nandi focuses on learning first, I promise you will tell everything, but not yet, I hope Nandi understands, replied Niqy

"Since Nandi is still SD until now, mama's answer has always been so, is there no other answer?" said Nandi in a rather loud voice and snapped while leaving his mother.

"Nandii....Nandiiiii", Call Niqy who is not ignored by her child.

"Mama never taught you like that huh, you've had the courage to fight mama, watch out for you ya" Niqy told Nandi who kept walking past and away.

Nandi was disappointed to never get the desired answer. With that disappointment Nandi went away from home by riding a black Honda motorcycle owned by his mother.

Hearing the engine motor that was turned on, Niqy ran to the middle room and found the parked motorbike was no longer there.

"Nandiii.....Nandiii",.....

Shouted Niqy reprimanding Nandi who had brought the bike.

"Where is the boy going", Niqy was worried about it.

It was getting dark but Nandi had not returned home yet. Niqy was worried about her making.

Niqy tries to call Nandi but is inactive. O God, where is the child, why has the night not yet returned, protect my son, O Allah, for You are the best place for my complaint.

Niqy still could not close his eyes considering Nandi has not returned home while the clock has shown at 22.00 wib.

By entering the house while sneaking around Nandi slowly opened the door and parked his motorbike inside the house.

The lamp in the middle room was turned on by Niqy and Nandi was shocked but tried to be indifferent when his mother found her new home.

"Well Di, why did you just go home" Niqy asked firmly to Nandi

"In order to gather with Maa's friends", replied Nandi soberly.

Niqy smelled an unusual scent and confirmed it by approaching her son.

"You smoke???!!!", asked Niqy in anger.

"No Maa....Nandi from the cafe did not smoke" replied Nandi who was starting to get scared.

"You start lying to me. This is what it smells like if it wasn't cigarette smell" hach",...Niqy replied as she continued to sniff to Nandi's face by holding her shoulders, whose entire body was filled with the smell of cigarettes.

Nandi released his mother's grip and continued to pass towards the bathroom cleaning herself, letting her babbling mother continue.

Niqy became upset, but because it was night time and to keep her parents from waking up from her sleep, Niqy ended the scolding.

"After changing into a quick meal" Niqy said as she watched Nandi pass through the living room.

"Nandi is not hungry Maa." said Nandi again

"Mama won't sleep if Nandi doesn't eat" Niqy replied

Two minutes later Nandi came out of his room and then headed to the dining table, filling his stomach which was already rumbling from earlier.

Eating favorite foods that his mother often made for him.