My son My spirit

Crying Without Tears

Another week of Graduation, Niqy is still preparing uniforms for her family. Niqy never forgets to prepare the clothes that her family will wear.

By choosing a golden brown color pattern that became the shirt tops worn by her husband, Papa Niqy and Nandi combined with black pants, and the brownish yellow brocade kebaya made Niqy feel satisfied preparing her.

But what else Niqy must accept when having to watch the friendly chat of her husband Jon and someone via mobile phone.

"I miss you baby, I'll tell my wife tomorrow I'm leaving for work, as long as you're waiting for me at home, I'll definitely come to you",

jon said to someone across the street who turned out to be Yem.

"Dear dear tomorrow they want gladi for Graduation preparation",

yem told Jon, who turned out to be one of the staff employees at the IG campus where Niqy and her friends finished college.

During this time they betrayed Niqy and in various ways they had secret meetings without Niqy's knowledge, eventually.

Hearing the conversation, Niqy was shocked and emotional and took Jon's phone and spoke to the owner of the voice across the street.

"Hallo...Hallo-o..Hello.ni who is it...?! how dare it bother my husband",

Answer Niqy with a ketus.

"Haaach.I never bothered your husband, but your husband tried to keep bothering me",

Yem said from behind the phone.

Niqy was very shocked when clearly hearing a voice from across it was not foreign anymore. Well, he was Yem, the guy I knew in the campus who always greeted me every time I met, even went home several times to take Jon away on the grounds of using a vehicle for official travel.

"Hallo.ini Yem right?!",

Heather.tuuut....

But the phone call was broken.

How hurt Niqy was at that moment, her anger peaked.

"So all this time you've been cheating on me with Yem?!, his wife Mr Anwar?!, Astaghfirullahal Adzim".

"Niqy.sorry not what I mean.no...",

Jon begins to stammer unable to explain as he continues to grab Niqy's hand to apologize.

"Jon..as you know, since you betrayed me I have stayed because I do not want to tarnish this marriage bond with the word divorce, it's because what?!, and so on?!, for it is a great shame of the family, for I cannot cast the disgrace upon the faces of those who so sincerely cherish our family, and all because my love for you is still there, but remember that if one day this feeling goes away don't expect it to come back, because this constant betrayal of you has made me cry without tears".

Niqy was clearly furious.

"You can see Jon, my heart aches but the tears no longer shed because the pain is already deep, so now what I ask of you, if he is indeed your choice, please go, I'm not gonna arrest you",

Niqy continued and tried to calm her heart.

"Quite the charade you've been playing all this time, let me and my son live in peace without you, and one thing you should know after my graduation, Ega and Vani were prioritized to continue their studies outside the area but I rejected it because I remembered our family, but it turned out that my sacrifice was in vain",

Said Niqy again.

"From now on do whatever you want, I'll never hold you back. When my graduation you want to attend or not up to you, I will not force...",

Niqy said as she left Jon who was just sitting dumbstruck speechless.