My son My spirit

Night Story

After fulfilling her stomach desire to enjoy a special meal tonight, Nandi expressed her desire to Niqy that night.

"Maa...Mama has more money" asked Nandi

"For what Di" asked Niqy

"Nih to replace Mobile Ma, Mobile Nandi does not support to play Mobile Legend games with friends" said Nandi with memelas

"A..You have to think about your needs not only for today, but also for tomorrow. Later if Mama has more sustenance insya Allah Mama buy yaa, patience Di", said Niqy trying to persuade Nandi.

There was a feeling of disappointment there, but Nandi still tried to understand the situation.

Niqy looked back at her son's face. Trying to shift the subject.

"How is Dinda, Di?!", asked Niqy with a smile.

"It's usually Maa.", Nandi replied as usual. , because he knew Niqy just wanted to divert the conversation.

"Maa.....Nandi heard that there was a POLRI/TNI registration, Nandi wanted to come" said Nandi

"It has not yet passed SMK Nandiii" Niqy said

"Yaaa for information to Mama aja, who knows Mama supports" said Nandi again

"Mama just supports Di, during SMK education you can finish well" replied Niqy.

"Maa....Papa once called Nandi" said Nandi again

"Keep?, what did Papa say?, did you want to send money to Nandi?", asked Niqy

"Papa just asked, Papa again difficult Maa, can not send Nandi money" said Nandi

"Papa often gave Nandi a hundred thousand Maa every Eid al-Fitr", said Nandi who wanted to defend his Papa.

"Hmmmm, ayoo if there is no planning anywhere, we go home" said Niqy who did not want to talk about Jon anymore.

Remembering that during the separation there was never again his responsibility as a parent to his child.

When it comes to seeing Nandi once a year can only give that amount to his son. Nevertheless Niqy never demanded any of it, and rather harbored his sense of regret and buried it in his heart.

Niqy really felt how painful it was to be a single parent, but saw the development of her child and the togetherness that went through with her friends, through every busy thing in the office, it still makes Niqy comfortable and adaptable to circumstances. Niqy prefers to busy themselves, because behind his busy life there are many things that want to be forgotten. Niqy just didn't want Nandi to see that sadness.

Seeing Niqy like that Nandi asked again.

"Maa...can Papa have any communication with Nandi?!".

"Nandi..Since when did Mama forbid Nandi to do that, never right?!, because until whenever he was his birth Papa Nandi. There's no such thing as an ex-child, there's an ex-wife.

Mama knew Papa had communication with Nandi even had an appointment. Mama does not prohibit all that, Mama is just worried about the way your Papa always affects Nandi with many promises that are not clear as Nandi said first which ultimately makes Nandi disappointed, he said, and always invite Nandi to be invited to live with him while his drunken nature is still like before. Mama is worried Di, all of which will affect the psychological Nandi that will affect Nandi's school" explained Niqy

The inner sigh of a Nandi can feel there is a very deep sense of disappointment that is being harbored by his mother. Impressed to cover a lot of things but clearly Nandi can feel it.

Mama your heart is too strong to bear all this, forgive Nandi if you open that old wound again.

Without many words Nandi then invited his mother to go home.

Because not all suffering brings grief if comfortable among loved ones. One day you will understand my son. Inner Niqy says.

SERIATE......