My son My spirit

Disappointed Again

The scorching heat of the afternoon sun was burning the back skin of Niqy's hand holding the steering wheel. Sweat drenched his forehead covered in a black helmet with a Teddy bear. Niqy only wiped with her left hand her forehead, while occasionally fixing the veil that covered her exposed chest carried by the wind.

That afternoon was not as usual Niqy came home sooner. There was a strange feeling running up her heart that forced her to go home.

Arriving home.seen the front door of the living room open. Niqy then parked her motorbike beside the house, and entered through the side door, and headed for the living room because Niqy's room was in the living room.

When passing through the living room how disappointed and surprised Niqy saw her son Nandi who was alone with a woman while holding hands.

Take Nandi, cepaaatt!! niqy shouted, then repeated it again when Niqy reached his room next to the living room.

Nandi and the woman startledly saw Niqy, then let go of their grip, and hurriedly approached Niqy's bedroom door.

How angry Niqy when he saw that, Niqy's sense of concern became - so when remembering many things and associating the nature of Jon who began to follow Nandi who wanted to be alone with the opposite sex.

"Yeah Ma, nih Nandi wants to go between Jihan first", replied Nandi who was already in front of Niqy's room door

Hearing Nandi say goodbye and the motorbike voice passed, Niqy followed him with a chat via WhatsApp.

"Nandi disappointed Mama, Istighfar Nandi, Nandi is 12th grade now, soon want to test, why should be influenced by women, who women hach!!

"Maa this is Jihan, Nandi's friend, whom you see unlike your mother's thoughts, Nandi still remembers Allah Ma, Nandi is aware of what Nandi is doing, Nandi still has the faith Ma", reply Nandi

"Don't embarrass Mama Diii, remember the struggle we both went through a lot to this stage, why did Nandi have to reply in this way?!, huuuhuuu, finish school Di, why did Nandi have to pay back in this way, Mama wants to see Nandi pass, don't embarrass the family, don't follow your papa Dii, huuuhuuuu".

Nandi is increasingly confused by his mother. They are just holding hands. And Nandi knew her mother's concern was when she saw them sitting alone with no other friends as usual.

All the whispers of shethan start from the hand grip that will move other passions, especially at an early age like Nandi who has dared to sit alone with the opposite sex. Feeling great expectations for the child who is the only wayangnya ideals will be disturbed by the presence of the woman, making Niqy worries excessive and Niqy still consider reasonable because wrong in the eyes of parents see it all.

Niqy's emotions were mounting, the tears continued to flow, not yet able to accept Nandi who is a teenager now. Niqy still thinks Nandi is still a child who still has to learn and reach his ideals is not worthy to sit alone like that.

Nandi was so panicked when he heard the note voice from his mother Niqy who was crying, there was a guilt that had made his mother cry again.

"Mama....Nandi dear Mama, there is no way Nandi will do things that are beyond the limits of Ma, will Nandi prove that Nandi can graduate with good grades and brilliant achievements", replied Nandi.

"Just Mama didn't want to see the woman again before Nandi's graduation".

Niqy still continues to sob with her feelings that are not careless. Imagine a lot of things that will only make him more chaotic.

While Nandi after delivering Jihan his friend then headed to his friend Akbar's house.