My Love is Blocked by the Holy Promise

Chapters. 86. Where My Origins

(POV) Santi

I was so shocked when I found out that I was not the biological child of Mr. Tono and Ms. Tini. Especially when you know the fact that my mother is an actor and has died. I really don't know myself, though, I have been cared for and raised from childhood with love and affection but I actually reciprocate the good deeds of my father and adoptive mother with actions that tarnish their good name. I have made many troublesome and hurtful acts both parents who crave my presence.

"Can I ask you about my origins. Who is my mother and where is my family?. I'd love to meet them, "me ask mom.

"But you promised me, son, that you wouldn't leave us and choose to live with them. Because I don't think I can break up with you for a long time, son. Pity us son, we have no one else, we only have you, " said the mother, sobbing, the father stroked my hair and shed tears.

"Of course not ma'am!!, I just wanted to know where I came from. I'm still a mother and father's son, I promise I will continue to love my father and mother until the end of my age, I'm lucky to have a mother and foster father who accept me as I am " I said while hugging my mother. Mother let go of my embrace, she wiped her tears and then took a deep breath.

flashbacks

Your mother's name is Salsa, the son of Warjo's grandfather and Sumilah's grandmother he is still alive. Salsa was pregnant out of wedlock, she became an affair of a palm oil businessman. Initially Salsa intended to marry a palm oil businessman who had impregnated her.

"Why do you shame Salsa's father and mother. Pregnant out of wedlock and going to be a mistress, you have just as hurt the son and wife of Mr. Hamdan. To be put where my mother's face is, all the villagers gossip about your foul deeds, see your father he fell ill because he could not bear the shame of your deeds, " granny Sumilah was furious with Salsa, her daughter who continued to tease a palm oil businessman until she was willing to give up her body so that she could be married by the rich and respected.

"Mother do not need to be angry ma'am, my struggle is one step away to become the wife of the wealthy businessman Hamban whose oil palm plantations are all over our region. Later after Mas Hamdan married me, I guarantee we will live a good life, mother wants to eat what, stay a message, want to go for a walk where to go tell the driver to deliver, you can go to the doctor, you can see the doctor, anyway we'll be rich soon" Salsa said excitedly.

"Kasian wife and son of Mr. Hamdan, how about the household disbanded because his wife did not accept her husband to marry again," said Sumilah's grandmother.

"If the wife of Hamdan does not accept and ask for a divorce is even good, I will be his only wife and become queen in the business empire of Mr. Hamdan, "salsa said arrogantly

Mr. Hamdan also brought Salsa to face Ms. Hani to ask permission to marry.

"Mommy, this is Salsa, she's pregnant with my son, I want to ask you for permission to marry her.

"Divorce?. don't mi...papi please never ask for divorce from papi, because papi loves mami and children very much, papi does not want to part with you,"said Mr. Hamdan with a face that was so frightened. Because Mr. Hamdan is a father and wife who love the family.

"If you don't want to divorce me, leave that cheap woman, she just wants your property, she doesn't really love you. We are the ones who love you sincerely. Remember pi, when we married, we had nothing, we fought together, we went through our household journey through joy and sorrow. Sometimes healthy people get sick too. Now we've had success and papi will destroy this household. Such is the value of papi struggle for decades. For the sake of the foul-hearted woman, papi willingly turned away from us. Later if the papi is no treasure, old, old and sickly he will definitely stay in papi, papi will be the same who, children will not be willing to take care of papi, papi, because papi has hurt his heart" said Ms. Hani.

"Well mami, papi will cancel papi's marriage to Salsa because mami is very valuable to papi. Salsa I'm sorry well.we're not getting married. Regarding the baby in your womb, you take care of yourself. It was not you who seduced me and gave up your body willingly, so yes you have to accept the risk, now you just go home, I do a lot more. Come on let's go in, mami wants papi pijitin, papi massage is good, " said Mr. Hamdan while leaving the living room and embracing his wife with a friendly.

Finally, Salsa went through her pregnancy alone without a husband. While Mr. Hamdan lived happily with his wife and children. And it made Salsa a grudge and he finally managed to kill Mr. Hamdan. If how your mother killed your father, I don't know what the story is. All I know is that Salsa went to jail and Mr. Hamdan's wife died of a heart attack knowing her husband was murdered by his ex-lover. Both sons of Mr. Hamdan continue to search for his father's son from his affair, they will kill him because they are not willing to descend from the killer of their parents can live a quiet life.

To save you, your grandparents decided to hand you over to us. Of course we are very happy, because we miss a child very much. You are the source of our happiness, the source of our spirit. Anyway after your presence our happiness feels complete. Your mother died of suicide due to depression. He keeps thinking about your fate and his parents who are always terrorized by Mr. Hamdan's son or your brother but different mother.

Finally, having never found you two brothers, now living abroad, join his mother's family and sell all his assets here.

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"That's a glimpse of the story of your origin, son, you actually have a father from a distinguished family, but because of your mother's mistake in getting your father's love, then you are not recognized by your father's family. Even your father's family hates you. From the story of your mother's life journey you should be able to take lessons so as not to do the Foolish deed like your mother did," said mom is still trying to make me realize that I've been following in the footsteps of my real mother. So now my life is so miserable, pregnant out of wedlock, giving birth without a husband. But God still loves me by giving me a longer life so I still have a chance to repent and improve. May I move to the right path of the forgiving God will open my way to a bright and happy future.

I must be grateful to know my origins, that I may return to the right path as expected.

"The only family that still accepts your presence is Sumilah's grandmother and Warjo's grandfather. If you want to meet him, tomorrow mom and dad will take you there.

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