My Love is Blocked by the Holy Promise

Chapters. 111. Meet my wife

(POV) Aerospace

I've been living with my children, grandchildren and son-in-law for a week. There was a different feeling that always stuck in my heart. Separating from Retno, the woman who has accompanied me for decades is not easy. Difficult to be happy, we live this life together, sometimes sick, sometimes healthy, there is sorrow there is happy does not dampen my love for him.

But I never thought, getting older, Retno's behavior is getting more absurd. I tried repeatedly to advise. But he was so cool with his opinion, for a long time I felt like I was no longer valued as a husband.

Today Dion and I were planning to go home, wanting to see Retno, there was a fear of something happening to her.

At exactly nine in the morning, the car driven by my son Dion reached the house that had been decades me and Retno occupied. The security guard in front of the house invited us in, he said that mom was always home and never went anywhere.

Until home. The condition of the house was so quiet, an ART welcomed us and called my mother to say that Dion and I came.

With a step back Retno stepped over to me and Dion who was sitting in the living room.

"I thought you would come, satisfied you hurt your mother, left your mother alone at home. And you pa..tega once you want to divorce mama at the age of mama who is this old. Have you met the young leaves that captivate the heart, until you no longer remember how much you love papa, how beautiful our love is," said Retno while sitting her body on the living room sofa. I saw his face pale.

"Honest ma... As a husband papa is still very loving papa, mama is the best woman in our campus first, until papa decided to marry mama for fear that there is another man to propose to mama, especially women in the heart of papa," I saw Retno's face blushing at my words. I also continued to string sentences to melt the heart of Retno, the woman who always occupies all the space in my heart.

"The older my love for my mother grew, I never looked at another woman, I bowed my gaze to the wholeness of my love for my mother, I never even thought of another woman. Only my mother and children have always fought for their happiness. But what you have done to me, you no longer appreciate and respect me as a husband. Mama has her own plan to unite Dion with Fira, where there is no love between them. My mother's desire has hurt many people. I do not want my mother to be more plunged into sin because it has forced and hurt the hearts of children and daughters-in-law and others involved in it. My love for my mom has pushed this soul in the way and saved our family, my mom's family from being scattered. Even if I have to sacrifice our love. I don't want Dion and Yunian to part, as their sons and daughters who have to suffer for their selfish omens" Retno bowed, a drop of tears seeped and flowed past her cheeks which began to have fine wrinkles.

"Yes pa.papa right, too many must sacrifice the feeling that mama forced the will of mama. But what about mommy pa's wishes!.. Mama really wants to go back to having a beautiful daughter-in-law Fira who is good at taking care of the company and ordering with Pak Langit. It felt like the desire was so great and mama was unable to control it. Sometimes your logic justifies your opinion. But on the other side of my heart, my mother kept whispering so that my mother could make her dream come true, whatever the risk, I wanted to feel like my mom was lunge," she explained with a sad face. His hands continued to twist the tip of the negligee he was wearing. I looked at all parts of his body, it seemed that his body weight was reduced.

"Istigfar ma. Pray that your heart will be softened and no longer ambitious and want something that should not be. Fight all your unreasonable desires, remember your children, daughter-in-law and grandchildren should be happy," I continued to resuscitate my mother.

"Will you go back to repeating your stupidity in the past to lose a daughter-in-law as good as Yunian as you used to lose Fira. Mama should be grateful that God is still able to present a good woman to be my companion, after we have hurt and wasted Fira," said Dion my son meekly.

"You guys are good at talking like that, do not know how depressed mama who is always scorned by mama's social friends. They said they wanted to have a son-in-law from the village. I used to have a great son-in-law even in divorce. He said mama had thrown away a diamond in order to get the foundation stone," Retno said with her teeth cluttered to contain the feeling of annoyance.

Now starting to pull the red thread, what causes Retno to do this. He has been carried away by the influence of the environment and unhealthy lifestyle. Perhaps because he gathered a lot with people who view wealth as a benchmark to determine the degree and standard of human life. They will always be proud of those who have abundant wealth and they will always insult and harass those who do not have much wealth. They never look at who they are, let alone think about correcting themselves. Because they are just busy thinking about and correcting others. It's amazing to know the mindset of people like them.

Then I have to save Retno by keeping Retno away from this unhealthy association. I should be able to bring Retno to the company of good people.

"Mama...if you may ask your mother if she still loves papa, whether she is also still affectionate and love with Dion our son who is in front of her. Try to see mama, maybe your love can fade because of age. Now that papa is old, papa is also not as strong and brave as before, especially for the business of bed, have papa often lettoyyy," said my words were cut by Dion spontaneously.

"That kind of thing doesn't need to be discussed here, papa.same Dion," said Dion upset. I just smiled at my son's maniacal face.

"That's important to Dion, because papa is self-conscious about his current condition" I said as I stared at Dion.

"The point is like this!!.If you do not love the mother again as papa, it does not matter. But your love for Dion's flesh and blood is unlikely to wear off despite age. Mama saw Dion and his children. Because of the actions of the mother who forced the will. And you need to know that Fira and Galih love each other. It is not easy to separate and break the fabric of their love and love.

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