My Love is Blocked by the Holy Promise

Chapters. 51. Misunderstand

(POV) Dewanta

Today Zahra and I went to the doctor to do a Zahra examination that we always do regularly every one month. I was so shocked when the doctor explained that the baby's head had not entered the birth canal which means that the baby was breech. According to doctors with breech baby conditions will be very risky if you have to give birth normally. Doctors suggested that Zahra give birth by Caesarean section.

Hearing the word surgery I felt very afraid if there was a failure or mistake by the doctor team to cause my wife to die. I feel like I can't break up with someone I love so much.

After the doctor Zahra pamit wanted to go to the village of Padang Gatah, he said kangen the same abah and his name. while at home I kept thinking about the condition of Zahra. But I saw earlier it seemed like Zahra was just calm, no fret no one was agitated. He seemed to be prepared for the risks he would face. That's how she's parted ways with me and Zahwa.

After going home to teach Zahwa to ask where uminya. Immediately I invited him to meet his uminya in Padang Getah village I felt like I missed once with Zahra even though only about half an hour he left the house to my in-laws' house, I was surprised to see so many guests there. Among the guests was Fira and her parents.

Seeing me Fira's mom scolded me in front of everyone she brought up my decision to cut ties with Fira. He also kept my promise that I would always be loyal to Fira.

"Is the content of Zahra problematic because of the karma of my sins that have hurt Fira and her family. Without a second thought I immediately apologized and forgave to Mama Fira.

thanks to the advice of some people who I think they are very wise and do not blame me and consider all that is the destiny of the power that finally mama Fira forgives me.

But the fact that Zahra was going to have a cesarean section still stuck in my heart, until when the guests had left I chose to be alone in the abah pool behind the house. There I wailed and cried.

Abah caught me grieving, and I told him about my worries about Zahra. According to Abah the caesarean section is not as scary as my shadow. I felt quite relieved after spilling all the burdens on my brother. But Zahra was prejudiced against me.

Looking at my eyes as she cried, she thought I was crying over Fira's marriage and regretted breaking up with her. I've made it clear that his prejudice is not true, but he doesn't believe it at all. I was confused how else to explain to my beloved woman.

"Mama, sister Dewanta has finished crying over the marriage of Fira ma, she still loves Fira, continued Zahra during this considered what ma, " said Zahra complained to her mother in a raucous voice.

"What Zahra said was Dewanta, "asked the mother-in-law with a firm face and a sharp eye as if she wanted to swallow me alive.

"No ma, I was crying just afraid of something happening with Zahra because the doctor told Zahra to give birth by caesarean, "my words are no longer able to hold back tears.

"That's right, abah," asked the mother with a probing look.

"True, I was accompanying Dewanta," I told him what really happened, about how I feel right now and how grateful I am to have Dewanta's son-in-law. Zahra you can't be prejudiced by your husband, your feelings are too sensitive maybe it's baby-congenital" said the elder brother-in-law who continues to defend me.

"Darling you have to believe me. I love you so much, I'm so afraid of losing you, I never kept another woman's name in my heart other than you and Zahwa. You have to trust me, to keep our household in harmony" I said, cleaning up Zahra's tears that flowed down her smooth cheeks.

"That you're sleeping, son, abi and Umi are okay, aren't you Umi? " i said to Zahwa who did not understand much about what happened and Zahra smiled and stroked Zahwa's hair and kissed the tip of his head.

"Iya abi, umi, Zahwa sleep first, umi don't cry yes, abi tuh Iaang very much the same umi," Zahwa kissed the back of my hand, Zahra, abah and mama alternately. then step into his room.

"Let's get our mama in the room, you also want their rich romantic-romantic. They think only they can be romantic," said Abah while holding the hand of mama stepping into the room.

"Let's go to sleep, it's night, the baby in the stomach will follow the stay up, '" I said as I stroked my wife's stomach which continued to move to form protrusions on the stomach surface. Up in the room I helped Zahra change her clothes with loose and comfortable nightgowns to sleep in. Then we lay together holding hands.

"Zahra you still believe in brother, please don't suspect anymore well, I sincerely love you. I haven't thought about Fira since we became husband and wife. Fira has forgotten me too. You see for yourself when we met on a hot spring tour, Fira and Galih were so friendly, just like us," I said to Zahra while hugging her from behind and smelling her fragrant hair because she was just shampooing this afternoon.

Early in the morning after my breakfast, Zahra and Zahwa said goodbye to my brother and mother and I went to work while Zahra delivered Zahwa to school and went to teach at PAUD Buah Hati Bunda.

In the afternoon after work I went straight home to my father in Padang Sawit village because Zahra had just told me that he and Zahwa were at the home of my father and mother.

Just now I entered the depths of the living room mom immediately greeted my arrival, I also immediately kissed my mother's hand while sitting in front of her.

"Zahra where mom, I don't look," I asked my mom.

"There is in the room again rest with Zahwa, can be pregnant people are easily tired, so you should be more attention to him, make him always happy, do not make him sad, "mother advised me.

"God, said Zahra Fira former you want to marry Galih his son Mr. Warjito from the village of mentereng. Galih that used to propose to Zahra up to three times right, but was rejected by Abah Zahra because he had promised us would marry his daughter to you," said the mother.

"Iya ma'am, tadi mama and papa Fira visit kolam abah to see the cultivation of eels while buying eels as well. They continue to invite us all including Father and Mother to attend their wedding reception ceremony located in Hot Water Tourism. I remember that place, we used to be there," I asked my mother.

"Let's hope they don't bother your household anymore. I'm so worried that they're working together to destroy your marriage. Anyway, the afterlife world mother does not accept if they intend to mess with you," said mother, I also told her that we had forgiven each other with the Fira family. mama and Papa Fira send greetings to father and mother," I said.

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