My Love is Blocked by the Holy Promise

Chapters. 73. Fail Again

(POC) Santi

I have been working in Dewanta's garden for a month as a palm oil trader. The tiredness I feel every day makes me almost give up. If you don't remember the real purpose I worked here. Maybe I ran away from here.

I approached Mr. Dewanta many times. And tried to lure him, but Mr. Dewanta remained indifferent. I have given food several times while in a quiet garden area but Mr. Dewanta always had a reason to refuse.

I feel like I have made no progress. While I could not stand working in the garden, my body felt tired, my skin felt dull and the color was getting darker due to frequent exposure to the sun.

Today I tried to call Juita, just wondering how she is, whether she also experienced many obstacles like me.

On the side of the road that was quite quiet, under a catapult tree, when going to work, I sat down casually on the vehicle seat I called Juita. I've called Juita five times, but the phone's not active. Honestly, I was surprised, something seemed strange. Why the Juita number is not Active. I finally decided to go to work. I feel like my mood is bad today. What is wrong in my life, why failure after failure I continue to experience, when my dream is just simple, being the wife of a rich person, does not have to be single, the husband of anyone is okay.

Until the garden was still very early in the morning, not many employees came. I saw Santo and Edi sitting idly chatting in a gazebo located in the middle of the garden, where we usually unwind during the break. I also sat down quietly near them.

"So Juita called me, he said his employer was very good, now he works in his employer's factory, no longer works as a maid," Edi said while smoking his cigarette and then exhaled his smoke slowly.

"Thank God it's so, then. Actually, I'm also worried that Juita is a maid. What is feared, you will know for yourself how to dress Juita, even she is willing to leave work from here because she does not want to change the style of dress. Especially if you remember how flirtatious he was when he approached and seduced Mr. Dewanta. But hopefully the husband of his master is a man of strong faith and not easily complacent with the seduction of a Juita, "Saint lit another cigarette and sucked.

I was surprised to hear their conversation. If Juita was at dawn, Edi's phone means that her hand phone might be fine, but why when I called she didn't pick up, so weird!!!!.

" So he told me too, if he wanted to be converted. Wanting to be a good woman, she also admitted that if she used to often tease people's husbands, especially rich people, she really wanted to have a lot of property. But he had realized that it was a bad deed to want the property of the man's husband to hurt his wife and children. Now he diligently followed the study after returning from work from the factory. He also has a dream of marrying a single person, although not rich continue to build a happy household even a simple life," said Edi again, while smoking a cigarette then smoke it.

"that's the name of Ed's opportunity, you've always had a crush on him, why don't you apply to him, but now he's a good woman and not realistic," the Saint said with such enthusiasm. I was surprised to hear their conversation.

"Kok you know that I have a crush on him, but it is!!..he.... Only during this time I tend to brush off my feelings and throw away my love. Because I know what he looks like, I don't want to have a flirtatious wife like any other man. And besides that he matre, where I can meet his needs, if I can even pity it feels like spending money just to make fun of it like what Juita used to do, if I can afford it, I better find a good woman's wife, who understands my situation, who is loyal to me even in a state of joy and sorrow.Adi replied, her eyes glare and look forward to remembering the figure of Juita.

I still continue to listen to their chat while playing the phone pretending not to listen. Soon all the workers came. We brieffed briefly to receive a briefing from Mr. Dewanta. After the brieffing I immediately joined my fellow female friends to start a job.

I saw Mr. Dewanta sitting alone in the Gazebo while playing his hand phone. Usually, if I see such conditions, I never wasted the opportunity, I just went to Mr. Dewanta to talk or sometimes give him food and all of them put stimulant drugs. After all this place is quiet, the workers are all busy with their work with a considerable distance. But strangely not even once Mr. Dewanta eat my food.even once Mr. Dewanta with a flat face throw my food in the water dirangan which is located not far from the gazebo.

Today, not one bit of my heart moved to approach Mr. Dewanta let alone seduce him. The shadow of the flat face of Mr. Dewanta always imprint in my heart. Looks like Mr. Dewanta hates me a lot. I continued to work with my teammates collecting oil palm till the afternoon.

After the job was done, I drove my motorcycle at high speed. The gloomy, sad angry feeling mixed into one.

Today is the day I am at the height of despair. I feel like I failed to take the heart of Mr. Dewanta, even I see there is hatred from the look in his eyes. As I remember, I never made any mistakes. Even I never dress fart, even my clothes tend to be covered even though I have not worn the hijab. Meanwhile, Juita, what exactly happened to him, if he often called Edi and told me now working in the factory and wanted to be a good woman. Wasn't his initial goal in the city to enter and destroy the Fira household as I wanted, by applying to be a maid at Fira and Galih's house. Didn't she manage to seduce Galih. Or never come to their residence, continue for what I cape-cape asked him the address of the house Fira same bude Marni.

Curiosity has regained control of my feelings. I also stopped and took my hand phone, then tried to contact Juita again, but still not connected. Do not-don't Juita block my number, continue what he means. Looks like I have to investigate what happened at the home of Galih and his wife. Maybe I should go to Bude Marni to figure out how Galih and Fira are doing.

Tuiii....

Tuiii....

"Santi!.why keep quiet in a quiet place, be careful there will be bad people," A luxury car stopped right next to me. It turned out that Yunian and Dion were in the car.

"Mas Dion, Yunian, how are you? Are you going to Bude Marni's house?" ask them. It turned out that they were going to go to the village of Padang Gatah where Yunian and Dion lived first before moving to the city, but they also said they would stop by the house of Bude Marni. After saying their greetings, they left me driving their luxury car.

Mas Dion seems to have lived happily with my cousin Yunian. Why is God so choosey. For years I pursued Dion's love, in all sorts of ways. But the result is very painful. While Yunian, the innocent girl, who is what she is, does not like to decorate herself, let alone care. Wear lipstick only if you go to the bride. He even got a guy like Dion, who was dashing, handsome and rich. What exactly are the advantages of Yunian to be able to make Dion's mas fall in love with him.

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