My Love is Blocked by the Holy Promise

Chapters. 61. Even doing good must be careful

(POV) Dewanta

I was very surprised by the story of the Saint, not expecting any woman to be so kind to her neighbor.

"Actually what intention you want to accompany him everywhere, do you really like it.

"Of course not, I love my wife very much, I'm just looking at her. Because I think she's a widow, has a little child, while her husband leaves her and never gives any news. I just want to do good but my kindness is misunderstood. He thought I liked it. This event was the biggest bitter experience and regret of my life" the saint said.

"No, there is such a woman, I don't think, does she have a conscience, at least she should think, a household that begins with good intentions only, sometimes many things are not in our liking, let alone households built by destroying other people's households.There has been no betrayal that ends happily, he said, if there is only visible from the outside, it's right," Edi chimed.

"That's a big bro, as in my case, maybe the purpose he wants to take me away from my wife and children. But what happened, my household did he manage to destroy, but his goal of being able to have me was not accomplished. Because I was not interested in a spiritless woman like her, he said,though he repeatedly chased me and said love."

I Agree with the establishment of the Saint, it is better to be acutely single than to marry a foul-hearted woman. Because when we marry a good-hearted couple there are many disputes and quarrels, especially at the beginning of marriage, because between the two do not understand their respective characters. There are many misunderstandings, but each has the good intention to adjust and understand each other's character. In addition, love makes us continue to try to improve ourselves so that we can relax to stay beside him.

If you are married to a woman who is only looking for profit. So there is no intention in his heart to understand the character and try to improve in order to continue to deserve to be a good companion. What is in his mind is how to benefit from the relationship that is being lived, whether it is a material or non-material advantage.

"How are you now, how are your ex-wife and children, Saint? are you still making a living" Zahra suddenly interrupted.

"They are in the village of Mentereng ma'am. The village where we both came from and were born. We have accepted each other's destiny. If the wife refuses to be given a living because she feels she is not entitled to receive a living from me. Especially now that he has been able to finance his own life from the results of writing novels Online. He said maybe this was the wisdom of our separation. Disappointed, angry, sad and arrogant he poured in a writing until finally thought to make a novel. Now I just give my son a living and the rest of my salary I save for the future of the children. Actually, I've invited my wife several times to refer back. But he still rejected it on the grounds of fearing his children were harmed by the woman. Because the reason she split up is because she is often terrorized if she is still my wife then my children will be harmed" said Santo sadly. I also try to give advice to my men so that they are careful to do good to the opposite sex because it can cause slander. It would be nice if we maintain distance or interaction with them so as not to make the wife's heart feel anxious and jealous.

"You also have to be careful with Juita Kak, she seems to like you, honestly I was very jealous to see the way she looked at brother, "Zahra my wife spoke.

"No, sir listen to the wife and understand her feelings. Don't be like me. In the past my wife often reminded me not to hang out with the widow neighbors because it is not good to see people. But at that time I considered the wife's advice too excessive because I only intended to help her, without any feelings of love, let alone the intention of cheating. I also do not understand the feelings of the wife that at that time she was jealous. Now I'm so sorry, why not follow my wife's advice. Suppose I had followed my wife's advice, maybe now I am still living happily with my wife and my two children" said Santo.

"This also applies to you Edi, who is still a bachelor, "saint said.

"Lho I was also, " said Edi as he got up from his seat and moved closer to us.

"It is not that you are part of it, but it is deliberately divided, so that you will not repeat my stupidity because the name learns not necessarily from your own life experience. But it can also be from the life experiences of others," said Santo, and justified by all.

It didn't feel like the time was eight and half, it was time for us to go to the garden to work. I saw that Zahra and Zahwa were ready to go to school. They then say goodbye to me and kiss the back of my hand. I also kissed my loved ones.

After Zahra and Zahwa left, me, Edi and Santo went to the garden, our plan will be to harvest palm oil today. Because Edi did not bring a vehicle, he also joined the piggy bank with me.

When I got to the garden the workers were waiting for me. They're waiting for my instructions on what to do today. I saw Juita walking over to me.

"Sir I'm sorry, because I've lied to you, if my vehicle is damaged, actually there is nothing to mean, I just want to save gas, I just want to save gas, understand how much the income of a palm oil pembrondol sir," said Juita memiba.

"Please keep your distance from me Juita, I am a married man, I have to keep my wife feeling, I am afraid my wife is jealous.

"Any married man is always weak and afraid of his wife. Though he was the head of the family, he who gave money to his wife, he who worked hard. A husband should have the freedom to have fun with anyone including other women in return for his hard work in making a living" Juita said. I saw the Saint standing near me start to get emotional. He wanted to talk, but I cut him off immediately.

"Here is Juita, do not provoke our emotions Adam. You've never been married, so don't know what it's like for your husband to talk and hang out with other women. Now you better quickly work, so you can get a lot of brondolan so your income also increases. Instead of complaining about the problem of income. And remember tomorrow if you still want to work for me, you should not wear sexy clothes while working, because your clothes are not worth bringing to work. I guess that's all I said" Juita finally left me with a red face, like he was very angry and embarrassed.

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