
Kansha's SUV follows Alfin's car into her home. Along the way, Kansha tried to be calm and ordinary. He did not think about how he would be at Alfin's house, but about his perception of Aisyah's older brother. She can't be her sister, can she? He could not be Azzahra. But all the evidence that Alfin showed unknowingly led him to that reality.
And if it is true that he was Azzahra all this time, I don't know what he will feel later. How did Aisyah and her brother respond. He was not ready to know that fact either. Especially how the response of his parents who had been taking care of him and loved him. And Miss Sari.
Then Kansha came to another question. About why he was separated from his family. About whether or not her biological parents were looking for her. About whether he is valuable to both his biological parents. About and about, everything seems to have a question mark at each end. And Kansha wants to demand answers one by one.
As her thoughts deepened, Kansha arrived at Alfin's courtyard. His family home was so big and beautiful that Kansha was sure a hundred people would live there. Moreover, when Kansha went deeper inside, there was a small park in the corner where there was a fountain in the middle. Colorful flowers are also lined up to decorate every corner. Kansha was convinced that Alan and Alfin loved flowers.
Mother invites Kansha into the living room. Once inside, a portrait of Andra's extended family immediately catches Kansha's attention. They pose officially dressed in all white clothes. Alan and Alfin, who looked handsome, stood flanking their queen, the mother and the king, the father. On their faces, happy smiles grew so beautiful that Kansha was envious. He never did a family photo like that. At home, there are only monochrome portraits that function as sweeteners only.
Mother told Kansha to sit, while Aisyah excuse me for a moment to go to the room to change clothes. Alfin also disappeared as soon as they had parked the car so that in the living room there was only a mother and Kansha.
"Son Kansha, how are you?" asked the mother looking at Kansha who had been sitting awkwardly.
"Good mother. Mother herself how are you?"kansha said politely.
"Mother thank God is fine. Mother is even feeling happy at this time." said mother smiling. Happiness is seen in the look of a beautiful woman who is no longer young.
"Happy why mother? There must be some good news." replied Kansha.
"Yes, there is good news. Alan with Aisyah will be married soon. They will propose tomorrow." said the mother enthusiastically.
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Kansha who had been smiling widely now let out her smile.
Alan's gonna propose to Aisyah tomorrow?
"Maybe Alan told you. You guys are always on good terms. Mommy knows that." continued mother does not realize the look of Kansha that does not look okay.
No. Mother, Alan never told me
When did Alan tell him about it. The man was together all day yesterday, and there was never such a discussion at that time. Alan never mentioned it at all.
"That means you've decided when to get married, right?"
Alan's turn was silent for a moment, but afterwards nodded his head. "The plan is two months away."
Kansha took her breath, "That fast?"
"Yes, before Aisha's health condition worsened. I need to accompany him by his side."
Kansha's breath feels restrained. A flash of his conversation with Alan yesterday replayed in his memory. Kansha knew that the time had already been decided, only that she did not know that her proposal would be this fast. What did that man mean, not to tell him.
Conscious Kansha, she's not who you are..
Kansha sighed. Right, he's not who Alan is. He has no right to be upset that Alan didn't tell him. He has no right to know, right? All he had to do was support the man's decision.
Love claps one hand, it troubles his heart all the time.
"Son Kansha? Why daydream?" reprimand your mother when you see Kansha who is just silent.
Kansha flinched then shook her head slowly. His expression was back to normal.
"Alan told me about this plan. I'm glad Alan and Aisyah are finally getting married." said Kansha calmly plus with one smile she gave to reassure her words. He can't be weak, right? Mother must not know what she really feels.
Then Aisyah went down to the first floor, she immediately sat next to mother and faced Kansha directly.
"Oh yes, Kansha, you actually want to invite you to eat together as a thank you for keeping Alan during the incident but you have not had the chance even more we had to break communication" said the mother.
Kansha smiled faintly, "Alan has been taking good care of me all along. He lit a bonfire, hunted food and cooked it. I can only trouble him." Kansha said humbly.
"Emm, mother, it's lunch time, Mas Alan will also be home soon, how about we prepare lunch now?" sela Aisyah soft.
"May, you were also about to say that. Nak Kansha just have lunch here." said mother.
Kansha was about to refuse but did not so because the countenance of the mother was already seen hoping. Inevitably, Kansha nodded. Mommy seemed very happy then told Kansha to stay quiet in the living room.
After Aisyah and mother died, Kansha sat alone. He breathed slowly. Then the sound of footsteps rang out down the stairs, Alfin came over to Kansha.
"Where have you been? Why did it disappear?" exclaim Kansha quietly.
"Sorry, I have a little business" said Alfin, feeling guilty for leaving Kansha alone with his mother and Aisyah.
"If only we spoke straight away, I wouldn't have to stay here long. Alan is coming, I can't see him now." whispered Kansha.
"Why?" ask Alfin.
"you reckon? I already knew that Alan would propose to Aisyah tomorrow. Tell me, why didn't anyone tell me about it?"
Alfin sculpting. He swallowed hard. If it wasn't the mother who told me, it must be Aisha.
"I don't know either. I'm surprised that you don't know about this. I thought Mas Alan would tell you because you guys were together all day." said Alfin quietly.
Kansha exhaled softly, "I've no more chances, have I?" Alfin turned to Kansha who was in a tangled sea.
"I'm glad I didn't tell her how I felt. Try if it is, I do not know will be accompanied by my face later." continued Kansha slowly.
Alfin breathed too. He understands the heartbreak of Kansha. Falling in love is not wrong. We don't know where we feel. Only, what is always the tip of the spear is our actions when responding to it. And Kansha chooses to control her feelings for Alan that almost everyone else has.
"I'll catch up with you first" Kansha said.
"For what? There's Ayesha there." stop Alfin.
"Yes continues? Me and Aisha are not enemies. Besides it's not nice if I just stay still while mom is cooking alone." After saying that, Kansha got up and headed for the kitchen.
"Kansha! Kansha! No!" exclaim Alfin. But Kansha did not turn around even to just turn her head. Alfin clucking.
"My feelings are bad." Alfin muttered annoyedly.
***
Kansha approached the mother and Aisyah who were cooking together. Mother greeted him kindly and invited Kansha to cook with him.
Kansha noticed how Mother and Aisyah interacted while cutting carrots. They look very close. Mother and Aisyah cook cheerfully, joking and laughing at each other. They look like mother and son. And Kansha could only be silent. He can't join their conversation. Kansha immediately regretted her decision to cook. She should have listened to Alfin to stay in the living room alone.
"Go to the toilet first. Kansha, you go to the toilet first" she told Aisyah and Kansha. Kansha who heard her name was also nodding.
In the kitchen are Aisyah and Kansha. The silence felt immediately. Both Aisyah and Kansha focus on their respective tasks. It seemed, neither Aisyah nor Kansha wanted to start the conversation.
"Sir, so shameless." chirped Aisyah after a long silence. He spoke sharply as he casually stuffed the vegetables into the boiling pot of water.
"What do you mean?" ask Kansha calmly. He also focused on his cooking.
Kansha let out a tired sigh, I think what she did in Aisyah's eyes must have been wrong.
"I don't understand why you seem to hate me so much" Kansha said.
"I don't hate mbak. I just hate the shameless act of wanting to snatch people's future husbands." retorted Aisyah sharply.
Kansha lost her patience, she put the knife she was holding hard making Aisyah slightly jerked in shock.
"Listen. We're two years different, and you're really disrespectful. How many times have I told you, I have no intention of seizing your future husband." Kansha stared intently at Aisyah.
Aisyah was almost intimidated but now turned against her by looking at Kansha, "I wouldn't say this, if there wasn't any proof." he said. "Let's just say, if you really like Mas Alan." he insisted.
Kansha was silent for a moment.
"Yes, I like it, are you satisfied?!"
Aisyah had gaped, but now her look was calm again even though her eyes seemed to tremble a little. He had not expected Kansha to admit it straight away. Aisyah did know that Kansha liked Alan but hearing that spoken directly in Kansha's mouth, Aisyah did not expect it.
"look, right? Mama really likes it. That means I'm not wrong." said Aisyah smiling cynically.
"While I like it, it doesn't mean I want to take it. I still have common sense." said Kansha.
"We'll see if what you say is in accordance with your actions or not." challenged Aisyah with a sardonic smile.
***
Alan arrived home as soon as lunchtime arrived. The streets were jammed once, so he couldn't hurry. She was worried when she heard Kansha was at home.
Alan was immediately greeted by Aisyah. Kansha looked at her through the gaps between the dining room and the vestibule, they looked like a married couple.
Alan then headed to the dining room. And his gaze fell first on Kansha who was sitting quietly beside Alfin. Mother then told Alan to sit in front of Kansha and Aisyah to sit next to him. Kansha tried to see it normally.
Throughout the meal, Aisyah continued to serve Alan well. He brought rice and side dishes that Alan liked. Then pour water white. Alan accepted it awkwardly for being unwell to Kansha. Alan tries to steal the lyrics to Kansha but Kansha focuses on her food and sometimes chats with Alfin who is next to her.
"How's the food, Kansha?" ask your mother for attention.
"Enak. I haven't tasted home cooking like this in a long time. Thank you." said Kansha sincerely.
"While waiting for your flight, how about we have a light chat while drinking juice?" tawar bunda jolly.
Kasha stood up, "Then let Kansha make her mother." Kansha volunteered.
"It's okay?" ask Mommy. Kansha nodded.
"Take it, as my thanks."
"Yes, mother asked for help" said mother.
"Well, mother." nods Kansha.
"Kansha, I have coffee." Alfin said.
"OK." said Kansha.
"Eh, Alan too! Aren't you, mas?" Alfie looked at Alan.
"O-oh yeah." nodding Alan stammering. "It's only one spoon" he continued slowly.
Kansha fell silent then nodded without looking at Alan.
Kansha then heads to the kitchen and starts making drinks. She makes juice for mom, Aisyah and herself. Coffee for two brothers.
When he was ready, he took him to the family room. There's no one there. Looks like they are praying dzuhur because Kansha saw the clock already at the number 12.
Kansha then put one glass at a table. Starting from juice to mother and coffee to Alfin.
"Kansha." call someone from upstairs.
Kansha looked up and there was Alfin calling her apparently. He waved at Kansha intending to ask Kansha to come.
"Come here." he exclaimed.
Kansha then went upstairs to Alfin who was waiting. Alfin took her to a room like a study. Many replica planes decorate this room. And in this room there is not only Alfin, but Alan is also there.
Kansha clucked bitterly at Alfin.
***
On the other hand, the mother came first in the living room. He was confused not seeing Kansha's presence while drinks and pastries were readily available at the table.
"Ah, maybe Kansha is talking to Alfin. They said there was something they wanted to talk about together." concluded the mother.
Mother then sat down and took the orange juice that was made by Kansha. The weather is indeed hot and drinking a glass of juice must be very refreshing. Mother drank it up the toilet.
"It's delicious." praise me.
But not for a minute, mother felt dizzy somehow. He held his head that was throbbing pain. Everything looks spinning and blurry in his vision, so that mother can not hold the balance.
bruccous
Mother fainted!
***
Though reluctant, Kansha keeps talking to Alan. And Alfin there became their mediator. Because Alfin felt, they had to solve their problems first before this became a misunderstanding.
"So you didn't tell me because of that? I don't care when you get married. I'm a little disappointed you didn't tell me. But I realized, I'm nothing. You don't actually need to tell me either." said Kansha.
"I'm sorry. I was gonna tell you about this. It's just not been able to. I don't know where to talk either." Alan felt guilty.
"I-i"
"HELP!!"
Aisyah's shout stopped Kansha's speech. They went straight out of the room. Their eyes were almost dislodged seeing the mother lying on the floor and Aisyah crying. Alan, Alfin and Kansha immediately ran down.
"Mas Alan, mother!" aisha cried.
Alfin directly checks the mother's pulse and pupil of the mother's eye. While Kansha, her eyes were immediately fixed on the glass of juice that was now empty. Kansha then turned to look at Mother.
Not likely..