
^^Jakarta, 2009^^^
Hi mom and dad
How are you doing?
Actually, Kansha has no right to call you mama and papa. But Kansha is happy right now. Kansha is accepted into one of the country's High Schools!
Initially, Kansha did not know whether to continue school or not. Kansha doesn't even have enough money. But at that time Kansha got a job as a waitress at one of the cafes. And guess what, what happened?
The owner of the cafe was called Bu Sari told Kansha to continue High School. He willingly becomes Kansha's guardian. Kansha is very happy. But Kansha refused because Kansha had no money. To sleep too Kansha had to hitchhike at the cafe bu Sari.
But Miss Sari is really good. In addition to offering housing and employment, Ms. Sari is also willing to help with Kansha's school fees. Kansha said, Kansha will only borrow. And Ms. Sari agreed.
Later, Kansha started school. Do’akan Kansha yes. And also Kansha apologizes for Kansha's mistake. Kansha never intended to sacrifice Kania's sister. Kansha dear with sister Kania. Kansha loves you too.
That's all Kansha said. Kansha won't cry anymore. Good life, mom and dad. Oh yes one more, Kansha has changed the name Kansha, now there is no Williams name behind it.
-*Kansha Andara*
“Completed.” Kansha. “Ah, why am I crying again.” Kansha continued while wiping her tears flowing down her cheeks.
Kansha is often pensive. Reflect on what happened to his life. His life as a child until the age of 5 years like living in a fairyland, he was spoiled and given affection. But since that fateful incident, it seemed like he was back in real life. Starting from his parents who slowly moved away and built a fortress for him until forced eviction. Kansha sighed softly. Now he has to be tough. He has to fight alone. He was forced into adulthood by circumstances.
***
“Bu Sari, I want to stop school.” Said Kansha who was at the end of High School.
Ms. Sari who was focusing on her cafe sales documents immediately turned her head with a shocked face. No wind, no rain, Kansha suddenly wants to quit school.
“Why?” tanya Bu Sari did not believe.
Kansha seemed to have misbehaved, then said hesitantly. “I know mom is in trouble because of the declining cafe sales. I don't want to burden my mother. Moreover, this has begun to approach the exam, there will be a lot of costs to be incurred.”
“I just don't want to keep burdening mom.”
“kansha, I never felt you were burdening me. Money can be sought, your education is more important. You've been trying for three years, you want to give up?” ask Ms. Sari.
“But ma'am, I'm going to have more trouble. I also cannot return my mother's favor. Mom gave too much to me.”
“Kansha, I sincerely help you. Already, if you keep wanting to get out, never talk to me again.” After saying that, Ms. Sari left and locked herself in her room.
“Bu.” Kansha is after Ms. Sari. But Ms. Sari locked the door to her room. Kansha felt guilty. Ai kept knocking on Sari's room door.
Kansha surrendered, Ms. Sari did not respond. He sighed softly and passed to his room.
***
In the room, Kansha was also unable to calm down. He doesn't know what to do. On the one hand, Bu Sari's words are true, it would be a pity if he decided to drop out of school when the national exam was in the eye. All his struggles for 3 years would be in vain. But he also could not ignore the fact that he could not continue to depend on Bu Sari. Bu Sari's business is on the decline. He just doesn't want to be a burden. But he can also what to help Bu Sari with SMP diploma capital only?
Kansha rolled around in her bed. He is confused how. Especially now that Bu Sari was also angry with him. Kansha then decided to go to Ms. Sari's room. The situation is still the same, the door of his room is still closed.
“Bu.” Call Kansha while you knock on the door. But there is no truth from within.
Kansha began to worry, and she quickly knocked on the door. Kansha sighed softly, there was no other way.
“Bu, Kansha promises to resume school! Kansha promise mom!” exciting Kansha.
The door then opens. Appeared Bu Sari with a happy face. She hugged Kansha. Kansha replied to him tightly.
“Kansha, don't mind about mom. Pursue your education so that your life will be bright.” Said Bu Sari softly. Hearing that, Kansha cried. He's happy.
“Thank you bu.” Bisik Kansha's.