
After the appearance of Ruben, Nana almost died standing. Here they are, away from crowded places so they can chat together. Nana invited him to speak four eyes under a lush tree.
“What is sister doing here?” nana asked breaking the silence.
“Kansha says you're pregnant so sister picked you up here. But just now said you fell unconscious yesterday, are you okay? You okay?” Suddenly Ruben approached Nana, Nana stepped back.
“Do not approach.” Hisses.
Ruben looked disappointed, but as much as he could cover it up. He knew Nana was still mad at him.
“Na, let's go home.” Take it by welding.
“Go home? Home where?” asked Nana in a sharp tone. His heart was again in pain.
“We return to Jakarta. Brother apologize to you.” He said full of supplications.
Nana chuckles discordantly. “Apologies? That fast? That easy?” Nana was in disbelief. “After what brother did with me? Brother ask me to come home? And I'm not that cheap to get an apology not worth it!” yelled Nana emotion. Her tears are flowing.
Reuben flinched when Nana snapped at him. But he deserved it. He's too damn and shameless.
“Slap me, Na. Hit me as hard as you can. I'm really a jerk man.” Ruben said regretfully. He suddenly knelt before Nana.
Nana threw away her face seeing that. His little heart was moved to forgive Ruben. Reuben never did such a lowly act.the man was arrogant enough not to beg someone for an apology.
“Build brother. Don't humble yourself like that. it's not big sister style.” Lirih Nana still threw away her face.
Ruben shook his head strongly. “I won't wake up before you get your apology. I'm really sorry, Na. I'm not a good father-to-be. I've hurt you so deeply.” His voice suddenly sobbed.
Nana looked over in surprise as Ruben cried. He closed his mouth, holding his sob when he saw Reuben's head bowed in awe.
“Do not cry. That's not gonna change everything. This kid has nothing to do with my sister anymore. I won't hold brother responsible.” Nana said coldly. He tried to strengthen his heart.
Right, it's the right decision. She is capable enough to be an independent parent. He doesn't need Ruben. Not if he doesn't get his heart.
Ruben was listening to it. She inched closer to Nana and hugged Nana's leg. He was crying louder than ever like a child who lost his toy car.
“Do Not Na. I beg. I'm his father, let me take responsibility for you and our son. I want to start a new life with you and our son.” Pinta Ruben pleaded with great supplication.
Nana tries to take her legs off but Ruben hugs her feet even more tightly. Nana breathed an annoyed breath.
“Let me go, brother!” yells.
“No.” Reject Ruben further tightened his embrace on both legs Nana.
“What the hell does big brother want exactly? I really don't understand! My brother and I will never be together. I even lost my face in front of my sister. Brother want to hurt me how else?!” nana finally exploded again.
“It's not you who've lost face but me. I was too embarrassed to see you back then.I didn't even look for you. I'm very selfish. But because when I heard that you were pregnant, I felt like I was slapped.” said Ruben felt guilty.?
“I really don't know what else to say. I'm really fed up with everything. I'm really really tired. Is not my suffering enough, brother? Why should it always be me?!”
“Build, sis. Face me with gentle. Tell me how to do?!” suddenly Nana pulls on Ruben's shirt, forcing the man to get up.
“Why should I be the shadow of Kansha? why should you like my own best friend? Why doesn't my brother love me? Why should I suffer? Why love this difficult sister? why love this sick sister? WHY?!”
Nana wagged the collar of Reuben's shirt. He exploded mercilessly. He has been in pain all this time. Hoping for his feelings to be heard by Ruben.
Reuben. Nana nodded slowly. Understand the meaning of the silence of the man in front of him. Again and again, Nana felt daggers unsheathed. His wounds have increased. His mind was falling into reality. His feelings are slapped.
“I'm really stupid. Just now I was thinking of being able to forgive big brother but remembering that big brother doesn't even like me in the slightest makes me almost like a fool. I should have expected nothing. I should not ask such a lowly thing.” Nana's tone of voice is getting weaker.
No response from Ruben. Nana breathed out slowly. It's all over here. Nana stepped her foot to leave.
He walked slowly away from Ruben. It was so slow that he wished Ruben had time to catch up to him. But as the number of steps increased, Ruben did not follow. Nana is becoming more and more reality. His hope began to disappear in the wind of the valley.
I may not be fooling around with him. It's all over, Na muttered Nana with a tearful twinkle.
***
Aura was waiting for someone in a cafe. Before long, the silhouette of a man in a black suit appeared. He sat in front of Aura.
“I don't think you're coming.” Welcome Aura with a sweet smile.
The man just sighed softly. “How can I not come when the tone of voice of the woman in front of me is threatening?”
Aura laughed small, very amused by the words of this man who was full of innuendo in front of him.
“Come on, don't exaggerate. I didn't mean to threaten you. You yourself ignored my message many times.” He said with a sad tone. But the man did not control it.
“Alright, because you don't seem to like seeing my face very much. We get to the point.”
Aura looked at the mysterious man's face indecipherently, “You remember the secret seven years ago?” ask Aura.
The man scrunched his forehead, “Disclosure?”
Aura nodded, “The secret that makes you almost unable to face Kansha, the woman you liked during High School.”
The man was staring. His face pias with eyes that move carelessly.
“Do not try to say nonsense.” Hiss the man.
Aura laughs amusedly, “Omong is empty? Hahaha, how can I say nonsense? This is all true. You told me yourself. That was the best time for me and you. We almost share everything.” Suddenly Aura looked bright.
"You don't want Kansha to know, do you?" Aura leaned her face at the man.
"I don't care if Kansha knows." replied the man indifferently.
"really?" asked Aura in a cheerful tone.
"Of course." replied the man confidently.
"After everything you've done to approach her, you don't care? even though he stayed away from you in the end?"
The man was silent. His eyes were shaking slowly. A moment later, the man let out a slow breath, feeling he had already lost.
“What do you want?” ask in the end.
“Mauku? Simple.” Reply Aura relaxed.
Aura stared at the man's illegible look. Her smile expands beautifully, “Follow anything I say, Alvaro.”