My Husband My Pilot: Plane Crash Tragedy

Chapter 49. Compulsory Recognition

“Kansha Andara Williams, will you marry me?”

Kansha. He looked at Ruben uneasily. Not to mention with the cheers of other visitors, making the burden increase. Kansha is in a big dilemma.

Kansha closed her eyes tightly preparing to say her answer. Inwardly, she apologized to Nana for the answer she was about to give.

“I—likes Brother Ruben but cannot accept sister's proposal.” Kansha said firmly.

Reuben sculpted, the ring he thrust fell in harmony with his hands which suddenly went loose. What did Kansha mean in her statement, she liked it but couldn't accept the air?

Reuben got up, he stared full of surprise as well as confusion.

“What do you mean?” asked Ruben to calm down.

“First, let's sit down first.” says Kansha. He glanced at the visitors who had been whispering over his statement just now.

After Ruben sat down, Kansha explained the meaning of her statement earlier, “I mean, I like big brother, but in the sense of being a little sister to her brother. I never had the image of seeing big brother as a boy. So I can't accept my sister's proposal, because I only have a love for my brother not as Ruben.” Kansha is not good.

Reuben breathed out softly, he was rejected in a harsh and clear sense.

“Can't you consider it first? I'll wait as long as you want. You haven't made sure carefully that the feeling you have for me is really as your older brother not as Ruben .” Pinta Reuben.

Kansha shook her head firmly, “I've already confirmed it. I don't have that taste at all. And I don't think I'm the right person for sister.”

“Kansha, I beg you. Give sister a little more time to melt your heart.” Please Ruben with a hopeful look.

Kansha again shook her head firmly, “I'm sorry but no. I really only think of my brother as my brother, nothing else. And I hope, big brother stops liking me again.”

Ruben was silent, Kansha's last words were like lightning striking his chest without warning. Stop liking, he said? Even to death, Ruben will love only one woman, Kansha. She is not sure she will stop loving Kansha.

“In my life, I'm sure that love will only come once. And my love I've healed you, if you ask me to stop loving you, it's the same as telling me to die. What's the point of living if there's no love in it.” Said Ruben nanar.

“So, there is a lot of love in this life.it does not mean I ask you to stop loving me, you will lose love forever. There is still another love that is even greater than the love that my sister gave me. There are others who wait for the love of brother as his breath blows. There is another person's love waiting for brother to turn around and return his love. Can you stop being blind and look around? Why should you pursue a love that is even just a mirage for you while there is an oasis full of water waiting for you patiently?”

“You turned me down this time but that doesn't mean I'm going to give up. I will make a fall in love with me and reapply you.” said Ruben determinedly.

Kansha gave a rough sigh, she turned her face trying to control the emotions that almost overwhelmed her. Couldn't Reuben understand what he said? Clearly and plainly he would never have liked Reuben and accepted his proposal.

“I've clearly said that I will never and can love my sister. And if you're going to propose, my answer is still the same. I refused.” Tandas Kansha is firm. He stared intently at Ruben's bead, realising that his decision was patent and would never change. He meant.

Reuben. His heart has already rumbled great. She was rejected outright by Kansha. The sky is collapsing. His confidence is breaking without any silence.

“And big sister should know, there are other women who like big sister as big. She is willing to match sister with her best friend and give up her love from happy sister.” Kansha.

Ruben looked up, his reddened eyes staring confusedly at Kansha's talk just now.

“I won't tell who it is because big brother clearly understands who I mean. Clearly, he was waiting for big brother with a broken heart.” Kansha answered Ruben's question-filled gaze.

Seeing Ruben flinch, Kansha decided to leave. Letting Ruben digest his words. “I'm gone. Thank you for dinner.” Pamit Kansha's. He nodded politely at Ruben before leaving.

After Kansha's death, Ruben loosened his tie violently and drank some crazy wine.

***

Kansha is in front of Nana's apartment building. He's still in the car, wondering if he should call Nana or not. He held the steering wheel in agitation. Because, since morning, Nana could not be contacted at all making Kansha feel worried and anxious.

“Should I say that I rejected Brother Reuben and tell him that there was a woman who loved Brother Reuben? But what if Nana misunderstands me and thinks I'm making her look pathetic?" kansha muttered confusedly.

Then suddenly, his phone shook. A message came in from Alvaro that made him sigh in relief. After sending a reply, Kansha refocused her attention on the original problem.

He couldn't have come to Nana's apartment, what if he had even met face to face with Ruben? Want to be placed where the face will be, not with the awkwardness created.

He glanced at the window where Nana's house was located. Lamp's dead.

Finally after going through various considerations, Kansha decided not to do anything at this time.let Nana calm down first and about the proposal, let Nana know for herself. She'll meet Nana when she calms down tomorrow. Tonight he felt very unlikely. Armed with that belief, Kansha turned on the engine and drove her car forward.

There was one thing he had to do at the moment, talking about the message Alvaro had sent.

***

Nana sipped the wine with an empty look. It's already his third glass and he hasn't shown any signs of stopping. He feels frustrated and empty when Ruben will propose to Kansha again and find a hiding place where his wine collection has been secured, making Nana increasingly lost control. The escape was always the same, requiring the wine to make it disappear sane for a moment.

Nana ruffles her hair rough, tears welling up as she fantasizes that Kansha will accept Ruben's proposal and they will be happily married. Nana knows, Kansha is not stupid, where is there a woman who would refuse a perfect man like Ruben? Even mad people know that Ruben is as perfect as a companion to life.

Nana cried silently in front of her bed.

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On the other hand, at the entrance, Ruben entered the house with a stagger. The appearance is chaotic.Red eyes and adorable, hair ruffled with a shirt whose tie is loose. He went into Nana's room.

Nana who was closing her eyes immediately jerked up when the door of her room was opened violently. His eyes narrowed when the one who came was Reuben. His heart is getting cut. Nana begins to speculate whether Ruben came to show off the success of his proposal to her? If so, Reuben is the worst man he has ever met in the universe.

But wait, if Ruben wants to show off his success, but why is Ruben's appearance chaotic? and the smell of alcohol was clearly smelled on his body.

Reuben who was called by his name immediately looked up. His red eyes looking right into Nana's eyes made Nana nervous and confused. Then without a word, Ruben approached and gripped Nana's shoulder loading Nana gasp.

“What's wrong with Ruben?” ask Nana scared. The feeling of drunkenness has disappeared.

“Tell me that what Kansha said is not true. Tell me that you don't love me.” Ruben's words made Nana sculpt. He looked at Ruben in shock.

“A-what do you mean sister?”

“Kansha rejected me and said that a woman who liked me so much was willing to match her with her best friend. Who else does he mean except you?”

Nana gasped, she fell silent in great surprise. So Ruben knows the secret? Ruben knows about his secret love?

“Explain to me, Na.” Hisses Ruben.

Nana did not respond, her tears even dripped again. His gaze is still down. Ruben was furious, he brought Nana's body closer to him and then gripped Nana's cheek making Nana want to not turn her head.

“Explain to me, what happened. You loved me? That's you, right?”

“Kak Ruben, I.. i.e.,” Nana stammered. He doesn't know what to answer.

Reuben who was looking at the frightened Nana, he released his grip and turned around. Ruben laughed a little.

“Yes how can you love me. I'm just a big brother to you, right?” reuben made his own conclusions.

"We've known each other for 10 years, there's no way you've liked me that long, right? I'm the only one who's silly to take Kansha's words seriously. He did it just for a reason to be able to reject me. Hahaha I'm too stupid and silly." continued Ruben laughing.

Nana who heard Reuben's chatter clenched her hand. So what's on Ruben's mind is that his feelings are jokes and jokes?

"Who says not. All these years the man I knew besides my brother, was a big brother. Who am I in love with besides my sister?" nana nanar.

Reuben stopped his laughter. He turned around with a surprised look. His eyes looked at Nana who was still staring down.

"You mean?" ask Ruben.

"Isn't it clear? I finally revealed my secret all along. It's so amazing that I hope it's just a dream." said Nana Parau.

Reuben again gripped Nana's shoulder, "Gear at me, Na. Explain what you said earlier." sizzled Ruben. Nana still won't look.

"LANA!" ruben in the end.

Nana flinched as Ruben snapped at her, he looked at Ruben full of wounds. Her tears had washed her face.

"I LOVE BROTHER, ISN'T IT OBVIOUS?!" scream Nana.

"I have to explain how many more times I love my sister. What else do I have to prove?" nana continued to sob slowly.

"Since when?" ask Ruben slowly.

"Since ten years ago. All that time I loved my sister. I fell in love with the first time I saw you. Don't you feel it? Don't you realize it at all?" nana looked back at meu at Ruben.

"I-" Ruben could not answer. Cute lips.

"I was a fool to ask that question" said Nana laughing softly. "Obviously Kansha's in big brother's mind. It was obviously Kansha who took sister's heart. Why am I asking that stupid question?"

"Nana, I-I"

"Obviously I love my sister, but why does she love my best friend? I knew sister first from Kansha but Kansha? she just so easily melted brother's heart? what is less than me, brother? what don't I have and Kansha has? ANSWER ME!"

Reuben breathed a rough breath, "I didn't know that you loved me. And all this time I've only thought of you as my own sister. Your late brother left you to me to take care of."

Nana screeched harshly, "Fuck with sister. It was my brother who didn't want to love me. Or is it that you still don't believe me? Should I prove it again? Will I give you my treasure, brother will believe?"

Suddenly Nana kissed Ruben violently. Reuben rebelled and jerked Nana's body violently.

"You're drunk Na. Be aware!" ruben.

"Drunken? isn't she drunk too? is brother not curious and wants to know if my feelings for big brother are serious? Isn't that what you want to find out? I'll give you everything I have for you to believe!"

"You're really drunk" said Ruben. He was about to leave but Nana's screams stopped him.

"I made a confession and my brother just left me? brother is a real jerk! Is my love just a joke to my sister? if so, brother is the most damn guy I've ever met!"

Ruben clenched his hands hard. He looked coldly at Nana.

"You want your brother to stay? know how you feel, right?" cold Ruben said. Nana who saw Ruben approaching her immediately shriveled in fear. He slowly retreated.

"Why retreat? you said you should know how you feel, right? brother will find out tonight."

Suddenly Ruben kissed Nana violently. He threw Nana into the bed while still kissing her. Nana is in a struggle but has no energy. Tonight Reuben is acting wildly as a result of his words.