
Day after day passed, it was three weeks and Alan and Kansha's health began to improve. Alan and Kansha don't even need crutches or wheelchairs. Their wounds are recovering. It was Kansha's last day in the hospital. And it's been three days, he hasn't come face to face with Alan.
“Kansha, later you still need to rest at home a few days new you can work again.” Grace said. She was busy tidying up Kansha's clothes and packing them into her many suitcases.
“Bored, mom. I've been resting here for weeks when I need to rest again?” kansha Protest. He also felt better even he could run around without feeling weak.
“It's all for your good, don't argue.” Grace said firmly. Kansha.
“Come Kansha we go home.” Andrian chirps as soon as they arrive at Kansha's room after taking care of the permit home.
“Some have forgotten or missed?” ask Ms. Sari. Kansha fell silent and shook her head.
Andrian then took Kansha's suitcase. Grace and Bu Sari lead Kansha. Nana walked behind them.
Kansha sighed as her steps grew further away from her room. He didn't fall behind and forgot nothing. As soon as he was discharged from the hospital, his new life would begin.
***
“Mas Alan, says mas doctor can already go home.” Tell Aisyah.
Alan cheered happily, relieved that he did not need to sleep in his bed which he had occupied for three weeks.he was finally able to return home, he was finally able to sleep, to his favorite bed that has been a month more empty.
But wait, if he can go home, then so can Kansha. But it's been three days that she doesn't know how Kansha is doing.
“Alfin, then Kansha can also go home?” ask Alan.
“It should be so.” Reply Alfin nodded.
“Then mas to his room first.” said Alan.
Alan and Alfin headed to Kansha's room. But instead of inside Kansha who still wears hospital clothes, what Alan met was shocking. No Kansha, the room is clean and empty. Did Kansha leave the hospital and not tell her?
“Where is Kansha?” alfin asked in confusion.
Alan was silent with his shoulders relaxed. Kansha just left without saying goodbye to him.
“It looks like he's gone.” Reply Alan.
“But he has not said goodbye to Mas right? Why did he just leave?” alfin asked in confusion.
Alan sighed and stared blankly ahead, “He doesn't seem to want to meet again.” Said Alan.
***
Grace leads Kansha to her room. Room nuanced sea that he had not lived 10 years.Kansha look around, nuance is still the same. Full of memories from his childhood.
“Mama deliberately told Bi Ningsih to clean your room. Nothing has changed, everything is still the same.” Grace said.
Kansha nodded in response. He was still staring around his room, then his eyes were adrift on the sky blue box on his study table. Grace follows Kansha's gaze and understands Kansha's.
“The box contains all your letters that you have sent us. Bi Ningsih kept it well then mom put it in that box.” Grace answered Kansha's gaze.
“Mama know about those letters?” kansha asked in surprise.
“I'm sorry mom who once told Bi Ningsih to throw away your letters huh. And try if Bi Ningsih obeys the orders of mama, mama could not know the contents of your heart while away.” Grace continued in a guilty tone.
Every day during Kansha's disappearance, Grace was often silent in her daughter's room. Reading sheet by sheet the letters Kansha had sent. And he felt very stupid and regretful for letting his youngest son wander down the street.
“But why is your letter only until you graduate college?” ask Grace.
“Oh, about that. I wrote a letter to Kak Kania and always linked to the sea.” Kansha.
“When?”
“I write that letter every important date, his birthday, my birthday, my mama and papa's birthday, your wedding date and the date of that incident.” Kansha said in a very slow tone at the end of her sentence.
“What do you write and why?”
“I just want Kak Kania to know that every time, every time I spend, I always remember him. That I waited for him at all times and that I never forgot him and felt guilty. I hope the sea can deliver my letter to her. Tell him that, I love him more than anything.” Kansha.
Grace smiled gently, feeling more guilty. He shouldn't have turned a blind eye to the truth. Grace hugs Kansha and is met with Kansha.
“We do’akan best for your sister. And mama sure, she will also be happy to see us happy.” Grace said smiling gently.
***
Alan was silent in his bed. The fact that Kansha just left and did not say goodbye to him made him feel disappointed. They have experienced grief and live together in various difficulties while on the island. Kansha should have left little information about her to keep them in touch and communicating. But Kansha just left a story about her past. He seemed to really only be considered a trash can.
Aisyah knocked on Alan's room door. Alan turned to Aisyah and let her in.
“Mas Alan, said mother taken first the medicine.” Aisyah. He then handed her a tray of water and medicine. Alan accepted it and immediately gulped it down.
When she finished, Aisyah put the tray on the nightstand and spoke in a soft, distinctive tone. “Mas Alan, someone wants Aisyah to talk to Mas.” Politely speaking.
Alan nodded, “Please Aisyah what do you want to talk about?”
Aisyah lowered her head in doubt, she twisted the end of her veil. I don't know where to start talking.
Alan who only saw Aisyah speechless immediately reprimanded her, “Aisyah?”
“Ah Yes Mas?” sahut Aisha.
“What do you want to talk about?” ask Alan back.
“Hmm, previously sorry if Aisyah sassy. But this is about our wedding.” Aisyah. Hearing the word marriage, Alan was silent. Alan was waiting for what Aisyah had to say about their wedding plans.
“Wedding plan we want when mas?” ask Aisyah. Alan was silent before answering. Think about what answers to give. To be honest, Alan forgot about it and he hasn't thought back.
Seeing Alan who was silent, Aisyah quickly interrupted, “Mas does not mean Aisyah was impatient and did not understand the condition of the newly recovered mas. But abi asked her to be sure.”
“I know about it, Aisyah. But honestly, I haven't thought about it yet, given the many events that have happened lately, I don't think this is the right time to talk about it.” Answer Alan carefully.
“Aisyah understands mas. Aisyah will explain it to abi.” Tukas Aisha.
“Thank you Aisyah you want to understand.” Alan smiled.