My Husband My Pilot: Plane Crash Tragedy

Chapter 48. Dilemmas

"So, you failed miserably?” exclaim Nana. Tonight Kansha visits Nana's apartment and confides in the test.

Kansha nodded slightly lethargicly, “Isn't the answer obvious? Alan can't possibly like me, he already has Aisyah. I'm the stupid one who wants to do a test of everything.”

Nana scratched her head in confusion. He didn't expect this to be honest. Because according to his observations so far, Alan was quite intense approaching his best friend.so Nana thought that Alan might like Kansha but did not realize it because it was hindered by his relationship with Aisyah.

“You mean you can't hope anymore. Alan is not your soul mate means.” Nana.

“From the beginning I didn't expect that. I know and know where I am. I can't take Aisha's position. He's much better than me than anything. Alan would be so stupid to let go of Aisyah.” Timpal Kansha smiled sincerely.

Nana pats her best friend's shoulder, never expecting that she and Kansha are both unlucky about romance. They both like people who like other people. But it is not their fault if they like the person, whose name is the feeling of not being controlled to dock where.

“Oh yes, I have something to tell you.” Nana's chirps diverted the conversation. Kansha.

“Two weeks away, I'll do volunteer work in the interior of Borneo. There was a village there that was isolated and in need of health care and I volunteered to join.” Nana said happily.

Kansha was not surprised at all. His friend has an angel heart. Nana is very helpful to people and her love of health makes her often do some kind of volunteer work. Although Nana did not take a medical major while in college, but Nana already has several certificates that confirm her name as a professional volunteer. He can also do CPR, first aid, even he had joined the emergency surgery team when there was an earthquake disaster some time ago.

“This time, we will also cooperate with Pelita Hospital, there are several doctors and nurses from there who will join.” Nana.

“How long?” ask Kansha.

Nana looks to think, “Take about one to two months? I don't know yet, at yesterday's meeting I wasn't there. So I'll come to the next meeting next week.”

“Then be careful. Although this is not the first, but still take care of yourself. The job is not easy and requires a strong physique.” Kansha's Message.

Nana smiled with certainty. “Take it easy. I'll be fine. I'll send by-by ya,”

Kansha smiled, “Don't lie to you. Kalimantan is famous for palm oil, so bring me palm oil later.” Kansha said.

“Ready, commander!” the word Nana saluted made Kansha laugh.

Chequelek

Their laughter stopped when the door opened and Reuben reached into his briefcase. He smiled kindly when he saw that not only was Nana but Kansha there as well.

“You've been here a long time?” ask Ruben. He sat on the sofa opposite Kansha and Nana.

Kansha nodded. “Since this afternoon.”

Kansha realizes that this is Nana and Ruben's chance to get close, and Kansha wants to leave. But before that, a question asked by Ruben made Kansha and Nana look at each other.

“Kansha, you have time tomorrow night?” ruben asked as soon as Kansha was about to stand up.

Kansha looked at Nana who was now looking away. As a woman, Nana knew where Ruben was going. So he prefers to look away to hide his sadness.

“Eee, I have.” Take Kansha slowly.

Ruben smiled happily. “Then I want to take you to dinner together. You want?”

“I can but Nana is also coming, right?” tanyanya glanced at Nana.

Ruben fell silent then shook his head. “I'm sorry but it's just the two of us for now.there's something I want to tell you.” Rejecting the delicate Ruben made Nana sigh slowly. Her tears are over.

Kansha turned her head to Nana again who was now staring at her silently. Kansha was confused whether to agree to Ruben's invitation or not. But if she consented, then Nana's heart would be even more broken. But if not, he did not know when to talk about something that happened between them. Nana doesn't want to say it either, and Kansha thinks she can help. He just wants to get everything straight. And Kansha thinks this is her chance.

“I think I can.” Kansha said at last. Ruben who heard him smiling happily inversely proportional to the appearance of Nana who grew cloudy.

“Then, I'll pick you up.” Ruben.

“No need, brother. Just send me the address, I'll come by myself.” Refuse Kansha.

“Alright then. See you tomorrow night.” Ruben.

Kansha nodded slowly and then stood up to say goodbye. “Then, I go home first.” said Kansha turned to Nana who was still turning her face. Kansha knows she's already hurt her best friend.

Ruben comes to stand, “Be careful on the road.” Kansha nodded then left.

After hearing the door close, Nana quickly got up.

Ruben who saw Nana standing up to say hello, “Na—“

“I've prepared dinner for sister, just heated again.

I went to the room first. “ cut Nana without looking at Ruben. Then he immediately went into his room leaving Ruben speechless confused.

Brakes

Nana slammed the door a little when she entered. He decays behind the door with his hands smothering his mouth. He thought, after a long time togetherness, Ruben would melt his heart for him. But apparently, Ruben's love is still the same. Still anchored in the same place.

So does Nana not have another chance? Will his love ever end badly? Or does he really not deserve to be loved until the person he loves even loves his own best friend. Nana doesn't want to fight and compete with Kansha, but it's hard when she tries to let go.

Nana just hopes that either tomorrow night, or the other nights, her happiness will come. Although not with Ruben.

****

Kansha drove her car slowly. The incident was spinning in his mind. How about when Nana turns her face to hide her feelings and how when Nana does not look at her when she wants to say goodbye. Kansha thinks that she hurt Nana. Should he break his promise to Ruben? However, Ruben will be disappointed and assume that he gave empty hope. Not to mention, he had to straighten things out on Ruben. About their friendship, their feelings and Nana's feelings.

Kansha then turned off the car engine and pulled over at a minimarket. He's going to buy some snacks.

Kansha goes into the minimarket and chooses some of her favorite snacks. After that he went to the drink cabinet and when he was about to take a bottle of yogurt that lived one, there was another arm that took it first. Kansha turned her head and her eyes whistled with someone who turned out to be Alvaro.

“Kansha?” alvaro was surprised. Kansha was also surprised, she did not expect to meet Alvaro.

“Alvaro?”

“Yes me, I didn't expect to see you. Oh yeah, you were going to take this yogurt, right? For you only.” Alvaro handed the drink to Kansha.

“Still.” Kansha was still confused.

“There's something I want to talk to you about after this.” said Alvaro.

Then Alvaro and Kansha sat in the front seat of the minimarket after paying for their groceries. Alvaro has opened several snacks and has been eating. Ignoring Kansha who was sitting quietly looking at him.

“So what do you want to talk about?” ask Kansha when Alvaro finishes eating.

“Ah sorry, I keep eating so ignore you. I haven't had dinner yet.” Alvaro was surprised when Kansha was waiting for him.

“You should eat heavy instead of snack like that.”

“It's okay, I'm used to it. I rarely eat anything heavy except lunch.”

“So what's up?” tanya Kansha directed back to the topic of conversation.

“How were you before? The wound is pretty bad, isn't it? Aura hurt you too much in that time.” asked Alvaro researching Kansha.

“I'm fine. Just a regular bruise, it's healed in a week.”

Alvaro nodded in relief, “Thank God. I was so scared that Aura hurt you so much. He has crossed the line. And I heard you dropped the charges?”

Kansha nodded, “Heem, I canceled it.”

“why?”

“Why why? Didn't you ask your girlfriend not to be imprisoned?” ask Kansha.

Alvaro scratched his head, “Iya, because Aura's life is also not too lucky. She was just alone with her father who didn't even care about her, I was just afraid that if she was imprisoned, she would feel that life was so evil to her. He once wanted to commit suicide first.so I don't want this problem to shake his soul again, plus you mention the death of his mother.” Obviously Alvaro is long.

Kansha was pensive, she exhaled softly. “I know. I've been overdue, that's why I dropped the charges. I also do not want to bother and take care of this with the authorities. Just hope, that Aura can come to her senses and get better.”

Alvaro sighs in relief, “Thank you Kansha. You are indeed kind. I don't know what to repay your kindness.” Alvaro said with a smile of gratitude.

“Sama-sama. No need to reply to anything. My life is good now so there is no need to destroy the lives of others.” Reply Kansha smiled.

Alvaro smiled hearing that. She was deeply touched by Kansha's kindness. He regretted that when High School he tried to be more understanding and open his eyes to the problems of his friends, then there would be no acts of bullying experienced by Kansha. As chairman of OSIS at the time, he felt like a failure.

Drtts

“Halo.” Sapa Alvaro's.

“......”

“Ah yes, I know. I'll arrive at the orphanage around eight in the morning.” Alvaro replied to the phone speaker.

“.....”

“Send me the address. I'll go there myself. But you are sure, that the orphanage will indeed be evicted?”

Kansha turned to Alvaro when she heard Alvaro's revelation. The orphanage? Evicted?

“Then, it suits our purpose.”

“.....”

“Alright, I understand.” Then Alvaro hung up his phone.

“Sorry yes, there is a job business so a little long wait.” Said Alvaro staring unkindly at Kansha.

“It's okay. Oh yeah I heard you talking about an orphanage to be evicted?” ask Kansha curiously.

Alvaro nodded slowly, “Iya, they are in dispute regarding land ownership with the regional officials. The official wanted to sell the land and make it an amusement park but there was already built orphanage.” Answer Alvaro.

“Why can it be?”

“Actually according to the information from the orphanage, that the land is already their legitimate property. They even showed the land certificate but according to the lawyer on the other side, the certificate was fake, even in the land office, the land was not registered on their property. So they've been on illegal land all along and the official wanted to sue him.”

Kansha surprised. He did not expect there to be such a heavy problem that innocent children were facing. His mind floated on his encounter with Kanaya. The innocent little boy cried out in tears when Kansha was willing to buy all her merchandise.

“So what to do?” asked Kansha with concern.

“My side has tried to negotiate with them so that they do not sue the orphanage, however there are many innocent children, their childhood will be more bleak if they have to face the law. So their side decided another alternative is to lift feet from the ground in other words the home should be evicted.”

“’Only that? Where will they stay?” ask Kansha worriedly. Alvaro.

“I have no power to do that. My job is to help in the law only. Honestly, I wanted to help but I didn't have much money to do it. And if I ask my father's company to invest, I can't either. My relationship is very bad with him at the moment.” said Alvaro frustrated.

“I've heard that rumor spread in the force group. Said you didn't want to inherit your father's company and chose to set up your own law firm.”

Alvaro nodded, “That's why I broke up with Aura too. Father and Aura did not trust my abilities and that's why Aura scolded me for not wanting to fall poor with me if I failed.” He said smiling. “Ah, sorry I so talk about my personal relationship.” Alvaro.

“It's okay. I understand how you feel, I've also been in your position. Starting from scratch is not easy. Only people with steel and vision in the future can do it. Such people are the hallmark of successful people actually.” Entertain Kansha.

Alvaro smiled faintly, “You were the first person to give me positive energy since I founded my law firm. It turns out this is how it feels, being trusted by others makes me feel better.” Alvaro.

“I only had myself when I started High School, I relied on myself to continue to excel and get scholarships. Until I get to where I am today, all because of my belief in myself. Others will not care about the process, they all just want to see the results.”

Alvaro nodded with a fluffy smile, “So this feels like talking to the language genius. His words are very deep yet still fun.”

Kansha smiled, “Oh yes, can I come with you to the orphanage?” ask suddenly Kansha.

Alvaro frowned, as soon as their conversation changed. “Why all of a sudden?”

“I want to support them. After all, I am just like those kids, my childhood was not very pleasant either.and since I also really like little ones, I might be able to comfort them.”

Alvaro nodded in agreement. “Bby. I'm even very happy that you came and sympathized. Then tomorrow I'll pick you up, we'll go there together.”

“Alright, thank you Alvaro.” Sahut Kansha happy. Alvaro who saw Kansha's fluffy smile was carried away delighted.

***

Kansha and Alvaro are on their way to the orphanage. Earlier, Kansha asked to stop by a toy store and clothing store. He wanted to buy gifts for the children.

After driving for an hour on a slightly familiar street in Kansha's mind, Alvaro's car arrives at an orphanage. Plang Orphanage Rainbow plaques plastered gallantly coupled with a sign Will Be Prodded that makes Kansha's heart sliced.

“Come in.” Invite Alvaro to turn to Kansha who is still staring at the signpost.

Alvaro and Kansha then walk into the parlour. This place is very clean and simple, many small children roam around, they play with pleasure as if there were no problems and burdens borne. Kansha salutes their toughness.

Alvaro takes Kansha to the main hall, where Alvaro and Bu Marwah, the caretaker, have gathered. Bu Marwah's face looks sad and cloudy. Apparently this problem makes Miss Marwah very thoughtful.

After introducing Kansha to them, Alvaro and his team began to explain what strategies would be done to deal with the opposing side. Kansha heard it carefully. Looking at Alvaro, he's thinking about Ruben. Maybe Ruben can help as well, Kansha will ask.

Then before long, a little girl came up with a step. Her calf shed blood as well as her elbow that was scratched. Marwah came straight to him.

“Yeah, Kanaya! Why are you getting hurt again, son?” exclaimed Bu Marwah worriedly.

As soon as Kanaya's name was mentioned, Kansha turned her head, her eyes round as soon as she knew Kanaya was the same Kanaya she met last time. Quickly, he felt familiar with the road that had been passed, apparently Kansha had brought Kanaya here. Kanaya cursed her brain that is now easily forgotten.

Kansha approaches Bu Marwah who is worried about Kanaya's condition. The boy didn't cry at all, like last time.

“Kanaya, remember brother?” ask Kansha when she approaches.

Kanaya turned her head and her countenance showed surprise and subtle delight, “Kak Kansha?”

***

After returning home from the orphanage and ending her meeting with Kanaya, Kansha excitedly came to the restaurant that Ruben had sent her address to. But Ruben still did not see the trunk of his nose, even though he had waited up to fifteen minutes.

Then, suddenly the lights went out. Kansha circled around, before long the lights came back on. And in front of him was Ruben who stood on the stage witnessed by all the visitors. Kansha.

Ruben stared at Kansha lovingly, the pianist then began to press the piano keys. The soft strains of Yovie & Nuno's song, the Holy Promise, flowed gently in harmony with Ruben's melodious voice. Kansha has always acknowledged the man's singing talent. For a second, Kansha felt lulled.

Listen, my lady

I'll tell you tonight

Sacred desire for you my goddess

Listen to this seriousness

Ruben stared deeply at the Kansha bead. Wanting Kansha to focus all her attention on every stanza that contains her earnestness.

I want to impeach you

‘Tuk the first and last

Finally, a sentence full of adoration and dreams of the future has been aired by Ruben. His dream of marrying Kansha, he has submitted to his girlfriend. He smiled softly as he saw that the silent Kansha was still in disbelief.

Don't you refuse and make me broken

I'll repeat to ask

One word was deleted by Ruben. He would repeat his proposal to the girl if she was rejected again. Her love is too great for Kansha to give up because of one word of rejection.

This one belief in my heart

Ruben walked up to Kansha with a happily engraved smile.

I am the best for you

As soon as the last sentence was sung, Ruben knelt in front of Kansha. Her right finger held out a ring box containing a diamond ring. Kansha shut her mouth when Ruben actually proposed to her.

“Kansha, I know I'm not the perfect guy. But I want to be with you, and be the perfect man to complete you. I want to spend the present, the future and the old with you and look at you as I please in every breath. Sera made you the only companion of my life and the mother of my children. Kansha Andara Williams, will you marry me?”

Kansha. He looked at Ruben uneasily. Not to mention with the cheers of other visitors, making the burden increase. Kansha is in a big dilemma.

Kansha closed her eyes tightly preparing to say her answer.

I'm sorry, Nana.

“Au—“