My House Destroyer

Chantings of the soul-medicating holy verse

I'm laying down on my own She's my bedbed that I think is silent tonight 'I purposely moved her own little boy in her room, by the way,after moving them I went back to my room to spill all my Weeping Very Stifling this Chest.

I used to always get full love and Compassion from him, today Tonight I have to languish in the contest of the night and embrace my own Body, O God It hurts so much

like the Dream felt it, the way time works really surprised me.

" O Allah, O Lord, until when will this Examination come to an end.Please Servant, O Rabb, Servant is not Strong." I Mumbled as I Suck My Tears Falling on my cheeks.

I pull the blanket slowly, and then I put my face in there,It turns out that the smell of my husband left behind in Badcover makes the Feel of Longing now re-inflated.I get sobbing when my Husband gives romance between the intersection of our intimacy togetherness.Enhtly imagine My Husband sharing his love of caring and romance in women others make me even more jealous.

But I have no power and no power to forbid Mas Adrian to behave like that to the Woman who now lives with us, given the Status of Zahra who is now also the Wife of my husband.

A crazy, silly idea came to my mind to interrupt the night of the two of them, but I went back to dismiss my evil thoughts and shut them down again when my sane brain kept me from doing that reckless thing.

"No no, it's my unashamed pain and jealousy." My mind brushed off my ugly thoughts.

Repeatedly I Tabbed my two eyeballs, so that Quickly sleep asleep.but Still these eyes are difficult to mejam.then I decided to take the Water of Wudhu and perform sholah tahajud ,after that I chant the Holy Verse of the Quran Sebagak cool my soul which is currently covered with Heat.

Shodaqallahualdzim

I End the Chant of the Holy Verse, when these two eyes began to get tired, then I took off my Mukenah and I put it back to its place again with us my saint.after that I took off my instant Hijab and I divorced my Black Hair,and I began to lay Myself on the Bed to prepare for sleep while waiting for the dawn prayer to arrive.

At 03:15

I Woke up when I suddenly found There was a figure of a burly hand Hugging My Body from behind.yes who else Owner The sturdy hand if not my husband.I try to squirm my body when my eyes are open.Turn the body to make sure if Right now I'm conscious and not just a dream.

And it turns out that Mas Adrian who hugged me from behind in his satisfied sleep.There was a sense of happiness in the Heart when my beloved Husband came to hug me but if remembering his treatment earlier made my heart hurt and Disappointed to him.

" Mad." Oh." I patted her cheek Slowly, and she Just muttered softly while continuing to close her eyes.

" Hmm." Say

" When did you go into the room.?"

" Ehm Udah Lah Bun, Dad was very sleepy.Hoamm" he replied

she Just whispered and Spoken Parau then drowned her head on my neck.I felt the Warmth of her breath and also the Aroma of her body made my body crumble and Vibrate.Make me to feel My Fusing of love and Desire suddenly appeared just like that.

But my brain came back to work quickly when I remembered her treatment of me, the face of that Woman who blushed in shame at him made me Die of Taste at him and my Taste of Desire to make love to him disappeared just like that.

Not strong enough to withstand the feeling of tightness, then I decided to take off from his embrace and then I Take the Water of Wudhu back and Back I stretch My Sajadah to Complain and ask for justice to the creator.

" O Allah, indeed I am not strong in all this, every time that goes fast makes my chest even more tight, O Lord." I lamented as I Raised my hands high to pray to my Creator.

" O Allah Please deliver Me from this Semuai which hurts my heart and soul, please keep the woman away from my household even though I know it is difficult.

and it is very unfair, but at least lighten this burden, O Lord."My prayer is in my mind.

" Dear the Heart of the Servant, O Lord, for the Servant is not yet sincere in accepting the woman and her destiny in this house."

When the tightness was growing in my chest, suddenly my husband came to me and hugged me from behind.In his arms I felt his body tremble, I felt also crying.

" I'm not sleeping.?" My toot.

" Ma I'm sorry moon" he said softly as he lowered his head on my shoulder accompanied by sobs

" Why.?" My answer is No less Lirih

" Because I hurt you." The reply.

" It can still change things for the better as before." My answer.

" How's it going.?" The reply.

" Give the woman back to her father and our relationship can go back to normal."

" I'm sorry moon, but I can't." The answer was soft and sounded heavy.

Then I turned his body and his Shoulder Curse.kangkup Face and looked at him fixed.I followed the handsome face of the shade of my husband with my own gaze.I spilled all the unek that had been My Priest.I cried as much as before.

" O God Give My Husband Back, I want my husband I want Him. . . "

Mas Adrian also did not lose return my gaze with his own Face, with Tears That Also Drenched his cheeks.

Grasping my hand that is still attached to his cheeks and then, Slowly Drawn and let him down.We both spilled each other again.

" I'm sorry Moon, I'm sorry." Speak with Parau and Highlight the increasingly redundant eyes

I shook my head Slowly and looked at him with Sendu, then pulled my Body in his arms.I hit the chest of his field while continuing to pass the Ring of Tears.

" I Suffered so much mas, So Suffered, I'm sick with all this." My Whisper with a Smirk in His Hugs.

while Mas Adrian increasingly tighten his Hugs with a vibrating voice because it also holds his Cry.

" I'm sorry month, I'm sorry dear." His words were slowly accompanied by a close embrace from him

My heart aches, I'm disappointed, all angry at being one,but I can't deny if I also still love the man who has given me two figures of heart to me. Really I'm very Stuck with Circumstances like this.Besides I'm hurt and Want to go but I nor could I just leave him bewildered by the many considerations I had to think about

" O Allah strengthen my Heart, guide you, O Lord." My heart

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