My House Destroyer

I'm Going to Back off

Before long I regained consciousness from my fainting, the doctor went back to check on me, and my condition returned to normal after a few hours of rest from my fainting.

I am as strong as possible to neutralize the condition of my body, this time I must remain mentally strong, in my physical and spiritual health, I do not want them to consider me a weak woman, I do not want them to think I am,I must rise up and show them that I am not a sick and weak woman, I must remain healthy for the sake of my Son, including my future son who is still in my stomach.

For me now experiencing similar events like before is not new anymore, but it may have become my food in my household problems,yes again for the second time my household was damaged by people who are immoral, people who do not know themselves how to keep the commitment of marriage.

so this time I must not be weak I must not be oppressed, I have been destroyed before and now I must not be destroyed again just for facing petty human beings like them.

" It's okay your moon is strong, show your firmness against them." My mind sighed with my breath that felt so tight

" How's my wife Bim doing?" ask mas damar to Bima doctor specialist gynecologist and including one of the friends of mas damar profession

" The state of your wife is now gradually improving, but must continue to be monitored dam, do not let your wife stress because of stress or a lot of thoughts, do not let your wife,that's gonna trigger your wife to drop again and it's very risky for the fetus she's carrying." Doctor Bima explained to my husband after he checked me again

" Yes Bim as much as possible I will try to keep it from stress and a lot of thoughts" he said smartly

Cih I was really good at hearing the word sweet ass, he realized not the heck I was stressed it was also because of this heart growling, I want to just shake his head with a stone,if only I hadn't remembered he was still my husband

" Em Doc." call me to make those two men of one profession look at me

" Why the moon.?"

" Am I allowed to go home.?" much

Doctor Bima looked at my husband at a glance, then smiled at me." It's okay as long as the moon should stay fit to maintain health, should not be stressed and a lot of thoughts, as well as enough rest" he said gently

I smiled wryly and nodded my head." Surely doc, my body must be really extra fit because there will be many big things that have been waiting for me." I said with a meaningful smile staring alternately at my husband and also his ex-girlfriend,no. Not exactly now they are lovers back because of knitting the relationship behind me.

Mas damar and Clarissa just exchanged lyrics and were silent with each other, without daring to talk, maybe they are afraid of embarrassment if I open their voices and disgrace exposed, hahaha when I am not a woman as petty as they are,because for me my husband is my dress so as much as possible I have to keep his disgrace until our relationship is really over.

" Well then I will give you a Prescription of Medicine that you must redeem at the pharmacy ya dam." said Bima doctor

" Yes bim thanks bro." said mas damar

" It's okay, then excuse me first." said the doctor bima say goodbye to us, then left the room, leaving us three

After a few seconds we were silent finally mas damar opened his voice, helping me to sit down and get ready to go home.

" I can be alone." I said tightly as I re-worn my instant hijab

" but your body is still weak for the moon" said mas damar

" My body is still weak, but most importantly my heart is still very strong to deal with human beings like you." This time the sound of my tone changed ketus make mas damar swallow his saliva

I immediately brushed off his hand, when he wanted to help me sit in a wheelchair, I could actually walk on my own, just because the hospital had prepared no harm if I used it anyway,calculate energy saving because after this and until home definitely my energy will be slightly drained to face human humans like them.

" We're talking about this at home." My cetus then swung my wheelchair first past the two of them who looked stunned seeing me

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" What!, so you're pregnant also her son Damar.!" The shrill voice came out from my mother-in-law's lips, when we arrived home and were in the living room

" Also? what did Mom mean, too.?" ask me curious, what does it mean mama inez said like that as if impressed just plain to him

" Mommy doesn't mean anything, but mama just ask, how the hell are you.!"His tone was impressed but seemed to be poking his lips as if hiding something when I saw him liril with aunty ratih

" Don't tell me I'm here who doesn't know your rot.!" My cetus stared intently at them

" Heh, you're not saying it.!" Sentak aunty ratih not accepted

" Just let the rat she thinks by itself, it's wrong she is also why not get pregnant quickly, if you've been pregnant to rampage" said mama inez without burden and sewot, said,it's easy to talk like that

" Every once mama talk like that ma, mama forget that at this time I also contain a granddaughter mama.!" My tone of voice had gone up an octav, gone was my respect for the middle-aged woman whose status was my mother-in-law as well as the grandmother of my future son

" You've dared to snatch the moon mama.!" The impact did not accept

" it's because mama can't be respected anymore" I replied against

" Father impudent son-in-law.!"

I immediately restrained and gripped her wrist tightly as she was about to slap me, this time I had to really be a strong woman so that they would not step on my pride.

Mas damar and the others gawked at me who dared to go against my mother-in-law.

" Don't stop me poor woman you can as you like step on my pride.!" I said firmly and immediately took off the hand of my mother-in-law who looked a little in pain from grimacing

" Moon..."

" Dam right, you can now see for yourself what kind of woman you have married, a woman who does not know who does not know thank you, she forgets who she is." said aunty ratih make the atmosphere more heated

I smiled slanting towards them, I was really sick of seeing their faces, I wanted to tear them apart.

" Oh yes my dear aunt knows very well myself, for I have not forgotten who I am,because I am only a widow of two children who have been married by this great aunt's nephew in every way." I said while staring at mas damar with a mocking look

" Month stop...!"

" don't try to yell at me in front of them, because it makes my pride fall in front of them.!"my jolt with reddened eyes held the pain

" I'm sorry.." said mas damar lirih while looking at me fixedly

" You know for yourself how broken I was, until you came by yourself to offer a cure for my wounds, but why are you destroying it again yourself." I said half a shout, accompanied by the whole of my Tirmata which I could no longer hold

" Please moon forgive me, we can talk about this well" he said, begging

" Everything is no use being talked about either mas.!" My cetus is holding back sobs." I'm so disappointed that you're really disappointed, you've ignored my trust." I said again

"Moon forgive me, I'm sorry!, please give me one chance to fix everything." Say mas damar with a clean look and his own gaze

" Repair in what way mas!, by way of mixed intent hah.!"

" Moon,---" She looked at me fixedly

" Hahaha never dream, because even to death I do not want to be in honey" I said firmly

" Then what should I do.?" tanyanya pasrah

" I used to be pitted against my ex-husband because I didn't know if they were married quietly, and I finally chose to leave rather than keep it.!"

" So what are you going to do like that moon.?" ask mas damar with a soft voice and pleading gaze

" If the first reason they were married because of a vow I can only about and leave, let alone you who deliberately betrayed me for following your lust until you do zina mas.!" My touch was firmly with my lips smiling sideways

" Moon forgive me baby, I'm really sorry, I was framed moon.I beg you believe me." he asked me whining to touch my hand but I quickly pulled him over

" Remember yes we both enjoy it, you even ask for more than once you know if again to be with your wife." Cut Clarissa who suddenly snatched made us all look towards her

" Shut up.!" Snapping mas amber with his firm, hardened jaw staring at Clarissa with his sharp eyes

Hahaha I was piqued wryly and sliced, male crocodile basics want to win a lot,miris once my life gets back with a similar man, like me,whether it's a nice or sad thing to hear the woman's words that clearly I feel relieved and sure if I should just leave a jerk like her,even though he is the father of the baby I carry right now.sick yes it does hurt once but it will hurt even more if I survive with a man like him.

" Yes now it's getting clearer, then I will make the decision that might be best for us.!" I said with a straightforward

" what do you mean the moon.?" tannya

" I'm going to step down and you can legally marry her, so you can take responsibility instead" I said withstanding the tightness

" No, that's not a good way" he replied firmly

" how do you want?want polygamy that's what you mean.?" ask me with a slanted smile

Mas Damar was silent, without opening his voice but his eyes kept on me indicating that he agreed with my words

" Hahaha don't dream.!" Assertiveness

" But you are equally pregnant, so I have to take responsibility for both" he replied as if he had forgotten before he said if in doubt the child who was conceived Clarissa his son while in the hospital

" That means you are now sure that the fetus contained in your seed clarissa is not it mas?"

Mas Damar looked nervous and panicked, when I was asked questions that could make him cornered

" mom's not what I mean by moon,--" he said evasively

" Punish me now also mas.!" I said firmly and loudly

" I'll never do that moon, remember you're pregnant with my son.!" the answer is no less

I smiled wryly and began to turn my brain to find a way to make mas damar want to obey my will to divorce me, because I would not be allowed to be combined, because I would not want to be,although my way this time is very silly but there is no other way because my brain this time is dead end,what I was thinking right now was how to escape hypocrites like them and take my son away quietly.

" OKAY THEN I'LL GET NERVOUS ABOUT THIS FETUS !........"

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