
Flasback Off
12 Years ago, I saw a little girl about 9 years old humming Ria was waiting for me in a Fish Pool near the courtyard of the Cottage which is also close to the Abinya House.
At that time my age had just stepped on 18 years.I just returned from College, suddenly he immediately ran towards me while hugging me Erat.he was also with Manja holding and covetous in my arms,while singing his favorite Sholawat Song.I also smiled a little at the behavior of my foster sister.sambut stroking the shoots of her hair wrapped in hijab gently.
" Mas Adri, Wonderful Steps if if we continue to be together continuously, without having to think about many things, such as learning and others maybe." Cetusus while putting his head on my shoulders, he is currently sitting together in a fish pond enjoying the breeze as cool as in the afternoon.
" And then you want to be what if you have to relax just relax Zahra, while your future is still long.same as a mas who also wants to realize the mind mas." I said as I gently stroked the tip of his head.
" Yes if Mas Adri is good at talking like that, because Mas Adri is a smart student, so too dizzy about the subject, whereas I still need a lot of guidance in order to understand the lessons of Ustadz or ustadzah mas, so I'm still need a lot of guidance,sometimes it's exhausting." Say it with a Pouty Face and a bent face
" you're the smart girl Zahra, trust me."
" Huh." He was angry to hear my words
" why?how come manyun is that.?" ask me when zahra straightened his body
" Mas Adri always does, always taking things for granted with my complaints, when in fact I'm not as smart as you." Dew
" Don't sulk that way, mas promise you will always try to help you all the time." My words gave understanding to the little girl in front of me
" True, I'm sure even though I said it like that, but surely mas can't help me anytime I need "his complaint." The proof mas adri has been busy with the school mas Adri, not to mention the task of Abi, especially after this Mas will graduate will certainly be further from me." Welcome again
" Promise Zahra, Mas will always try to help you whenever you can." I said with a gentle smile to her
" What's the Promise?" His eyes sparkled brightly and a smile fluffed.
" Yes Zahra, promise me." I said give an affirmation.
" let's promise little first mas." He said, pointing his little finger so that I would link to him and make a promise.
" What is the need to make such a promise Zahra.?" ask me while I sing
" Have to dong, let mas always keep the promise mas." he said excitedly
" There's just you." Mouthed
" Let's make a promise."Whine so I can put my finger to his finger
" Okay, okay." And inevitably I have to obey his will.toh Just a promise to a little child right?I think when he grows up he will forget himself.
He smiled with satisfaction after we made the deal.
" Mad." Oh."
" Hmm?"
" Can I ask you something?" ask again
"What?"
" What if one day I have someone trying to annoy me and come near me?" I asked her with a face I could hardly describe
" Yes, if the person is good, just respond according to the contents of your heart." Answer me without burden
The little girl who had just sat in the 6th grade of Elementary School seemed to be pouting, all the while turning her thin lips, making her look adorable.
" Aren't You Angry?" Ask with her own eyes.
" Why should you be angry?" lightly reply.
" Oh My God, this is really insensitive" he said again with a sullen face
" Kok Lhoh Ngambek non, smile dong." I pinched his cheek trying to comfort him who was sulking
" I think Mas Adri will be angry, if there will be someone who will bother me let alone approach me." He said slowly with a hopeful look.
I smiled as I stroked his head." You're the girl that Judes is also Galak Zahra, energetic and clever, where there are people who dare to bother you." My answer is understanding.
" Tau ah, sebel will be." Cetus while moving from his seat
" Hey Wait Zahra, what do you mean?" I said half-screaming as he started to step on his feet
" All right." she kept walking while I was chasing after her and stopped her steps
" Zahra wait." Stop me when we're facing each other
" What the hell else is it."
" What do you want from the mas, if there is something disturbing and tempting you?tell me about it." I tried to take his heart
" Mas Adri must always take care of me and protect me from them.forever.!" Speak with Resoluteness
" Are you sure you can do all that?" ask me to doubt
" Confident! and I've got to do it.!" The answer was no rejection, so I had to nod my head so that he stopped sulking.and finally he smiled happily.
As time went on, as well as the promise that had been said to the girl, made her more and more cling to me and always spoiled, always spoiled,I am familiar with his attitude that does require the figure of an older brother who loves him very much, because I have also considered him like my own brother, he said,especially considering the services of Abinya who has willingly picked me up in the street since I was a child until now makes me have to mean about return.I am sure one day I can boast of Ummi and Abinya who have been sincerely willing to raise me and finance my life during this time.
Abinya Has an important position In this boarding school, she besides a Hajj is also a Professor in the boarding school, so many students and outside officials are very reluctant and respect her, he said,because he is sometimes a place of advice for officials who want to win various regional head elections, as well as the owner of this boarding school.
Haji Qoshim he was a good man, and gentle, he also guided me a lot and shaped my character based on the Philosophy of life and taught the Principles of how a Man.
It's just that when it comes to his daughter he always relents and obeys the will of his daughter because Love and affection are too great for the Princess only wayangnya.
" Adrian come here." Said when we were in a room where we usually exchanged our thoughts
" enjeh Abi." I said approaching while sitting down facing him
" Abi wants to say that if Abi has nothing to leave to you, he just wants to tell you."
" What's Abi, you'll hear Adrian" I said
" You know Abi's been thinking of you like Abi's son all these years, considering you've been Abi's son for years." He said with eyes that I could hardly describe
" inggih Abi, Adrian understands." My answer is steady
" Please promise me Adrian, if you will always take care of my daughter, Zahra, promise me that you will always protect her from all kinds of distractions, promise me my Son." His words are full of decisiveness
" Abi doesn't know when Abi will live, but she wants you to look after her and make sure the front mass is bright and protected by you." He said while breathing his heavy breath.
" I'm willing Abi, I will try to promise to protect Abi's daughter." I answered with a bow full of respect to the figure of the Man who was a nyaeis never look angry to anyone.
" Abi entrust Abi's daughter to you, guard Zahra as you take care of yourself, love him, and glorify him as you glorify your own mother, please promise my son Adrian." He said in a soft tone with the look of his own eyes
" Good Abi Insyallah I promise to take care of him." I said
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Soon after I graduated from MAN education in pesantren, I also got a Special Offer scholarship from pesanteren to a higher level of college.I also asked permission on abi and ummi to continue my education in universities outside the city so it is amazing to add experience in other cities and realize my ambition to be a Successful and useful Person in order to be able to boast of them.
Thank God they did not oppose my desire to support and support me, and gave me funds for my tuition there, so that I could study smoothly and successfully
Both of her eyes were glazed with glass staring at my departure.
" Hey heart, come back soon." His words were accompanied by a small sigh
" Yes Zahra, later after Mas completed his education and got a well-established job, which can boast Ummi and Abi,mas will return soon." I said while rubbing his head
" I'll wait for you." He said, and I nodded my head
After that I changed to greet my adoptive parents and say goodbye to them.
" Heart of Adrian, Ummi Pray that you will succeed in achieving your Mind." Said Ummi stroking my shoulder while holding down Tangis
" Thank you for the prayer ummi.Adrian pamit used to ummi,ummi and Abi take care of health." I said while switching to hug the man who became my adoptive father all this time.
" Heart on the road" he said, patting me on the shoulder
" well abi." I said
" Remember My Message Yesterday Adrian" he said as he let go of a hug
" Insignah Abi." I turned to look at the three." Adrian Pamit.Assalamualaikum."
" Moreo." Answer Them in unison.
Slowly my foot stepped out of the Gate of the cottage.while carrying a Backpack Bag on my shoulder.welcome my hand before Finally the Bus I boarded went to the city has arrived.I also immediately entered the bus.while Zahra the sweet little girl it kept waving its hands staring at my departure.
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Not felt already year after year, I've Struggled through the Obstacles to take my Education.so it does not feel I've succeeded in finishing my Education, and today my Wisdom day is held, and today,I invited them to attend my Wisdom hearing, but unfortunately they were unable to attend my graduation hearing, but it was okay if I understood and understood their circumstances,although we are unable to attend, we still communicate through video calls.
Selapas got a diploma and held a bachelor's degree with a graduation of the best value, finally I applied for a private Benefit Company, and Alhamdulilah I was accepted in the company.
Day by day my career was growing, and,starting from Ordinary Employee to Permanent employee.so I was accidentally reunited with a beautiful girl with a shady face and Kalem.She is Moon.Erika Rahmania month her full name.Women who managed to lock and hold my Heart.Yes she worked one company with me, he was only in the Receptionist section while I was a regular Staff at that time.
Until finally our relationship is getting closer, and the seed of love is growing in our hearts as time passes,true said the witing tresno jalan saka kulino.until the day that I decided to propose it and make it a wife as well as my prime minister.
" Moon." I said staring fixedly at his shady eyes.
" Yes, yeah." His reply looked somewhat nervous accompanied by a red hue on his face
" Will you be my wife?the mother of my son.?" I said while holding his palm
Without waiting for long she nodded her head, it made me happy not to be a bitch.
" Yes yes thank you for thank you month." Sangking happy me to jump like a jump got Jekpot.while Moon smiled shyly when I took out a red velvet box and pinned a simple circular Ring in sweet fingers.
Until Finally the day where we had our wedding has arrived.but my parents can not Come because of a thing.padah I have contacted them many times via phone but still they can not come.so on the day happy this time they can not come back, but I still understand it because of the Distance and Time and their respective busyness, but they still give the Blessed Prayer for me.
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A few years later my Home life went well, My wife Moon was so understanding she accompanied me that I was successful and could have my own home,we were also blessed with two hearts along with my career that slowly began to rise, he said,become a Staff Manager in my company.and I am also grateful for the blessings and gifts that God gave me.Diberi Wife who is soft-hearted and obedient and also my two beautiful and handsome children added many times I spoke sukur to the giver of life.
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Until one Day , The day where I was faced with the hardest choice arrived.A santi who was also a confidant of Haji Qoshim also came to my office to see me,and tell me that my foster father is currently in a deep pain and helpless condition, that I was told to come to see him.
Finally after getting permission from my wife moon,I immediately rolled into the city where I had spent my childhood and adolescence there, so that my wife did not feel worried I also gave her understanding if my business outside the city to visit both my adoptive parents and at the same time about work.
at first he wanted to come but I told him not to come first to remember the journey is very far and I told to take care of my young children.Lagian My little daughter also has not had a school holiday so I decided to go alone.
Once there I went straight into the main pavilion, where my two foster parents lived.
I found Ummi in the guest room who immediately greeted me with his sobs.
" Ommy Assalamualaikum." Sapaku while grabbing the back of his hand and then kissing her
" Walaikumsalam, Adrian you finally come home too son." Prattling
" I've come home ummi,abi where's abi?"
" Your brother is in the room, meet him waiting for you." Said
" Good ummi."
I went to her room and opened the door to her room, and I went up to her and grabbed the back of her hand and kissed her respectfully
" Abi Assalamualaikum." I said
" Walaikumsalam Adrian, you finally come too, the prophet has been waiting for you for a long time" he whispered.
" I'm sorry Abi, Adrian just had time to visit Abi, why is Abi's situation so this?" ask me with a worried tone
" Maybe Abi doesn't know until when Abi will survive Adrian." He said softly while tightly grasping my hand." Abi just wants you to take Zahra as your wife." The connection again that immediately made me gasp at hearing it
My lips shut up at once hearing his words, I gasped and was shocked, how could I marry the girl I had considered to be my own sister.
" How could bi, Zahra definitely wouldn't want to, she's also very young." I seemed to run out of words
" It is precisely because she loves you that abi wants to marry you to Adrian.again abi will be very relieved and calm if I leave it to you and make her a wife." He said with a vibrating tone.
" But Abi is currently married and has two children." I said honestly and clearly
Abi looked a little surprised but after that he said again.
" No problem for Abi and also Zahra, maybe later in time you can condition everything, I beg to accept Abi's request for the last time, have you promised to take care of Abi's child?" he said that almost made me unable to pucker up
right now I'm really in a very dilemma, on one side of Abi is my adoptive parents who have kindly picked me up from the streets and raised me, and I also have a debt to them,but on the other hand there are my children and my wife whose lives depend on me so much, I'm afraid to let them down but I don't have a choice right now.
" Abi please Adrian with your generosity."Say it again with a parched face." Abi will decide the inheritance of the institution in Abi diesantren in your name and also Zahra, so that you can live happily, and abi will feel calm if at any time God calls abi to his face." Again with a hopeful face.
" But Adrian is doubtful whether Adrian can carry everything abi, whereas Adrian still can not be a perfect man." I said with an unpleasant face and doubt
" Truly Adrian thou art a trusty young man, the prophet is sure that thou can bear amana abi."
" But abi."
" Abi please accept abi's request for the last time, Zahra is Abi's only daughter, abi's heart, abi's spy, he believes you can make her happy.I beg you not to refuse Abi's request." He said there was no rejection
And finally I had no other choice to refuse his request, until that very moment our marriage was carried out, with the Funds all from me, even though Abi intended to finance everything,but as a man I refuse and take care of all the completeness of the wedding, the reception up to Mahar with my own money as well as my own savings as an embodiment of my responsibility to marry a Princess Master and my adoptive parents.
Until I finally take Zahra home to my wife Moon, I think my wife Moon will be happy to accept my decision considering she is a very obedient and obedient woman.
Everything was destroyed instantly when my wife refused raw to be my second wife and her honeymoon sister.until it ended by demanding a divorce from me.everything was destroyed, everything was destroyed,My household career my job my finances until the House we built both also destroyed in the red whiz.
Now I'm in the midst of a helpless slump in the hospital, waiting for God's decision whether I can still be given a chance to live to make amends for all my mistakes, or it should all end this way,while my other wife is out of nowhere, she doesn't want to be around me at all.
Oh God, this could be a reply to my actions all this time.
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