
After knowing the news of my pregnancy, my husband decided to take me home, leaving a tourist spot full of a million charms of its beauty.
Along the way home, my mind still crossed the shadow where the night of our debate, the damar mas decided to come out, and I who suddenly fell unconscious and was taken to the hospital, he said,after that mas damar came with a slightly random appearance, maybe he went to the club and drank liquor, because of frustration of his anger, but if I drink I feel no smell of alcohol,precisely what is smelled is the same perfume when mas damar came home from out of town.
" O Allah is the month why do you think negative thinking gini same as your husband." My soul in my heart as I shake my head drives away the dirty thoughts that pass by my head
while mas damar fell asleep at home beside me, because our position was in the plane.
I also turned to glance at him, looking at his handsome face not to enjoy the beauty apparently but looking for the gap behind his handsome face was there a lie there.
I rubbed her cheeks softly and gently, as I pulled the corner of my lips, my heart and mind were not in line.
on the other hand honestly I have started to like it even said love, love that comes with time,and forget the bitterness that was once inscribed by my ex-husband's alm.but there is a deep sense of suspicion and fear if mas damar did betrayal like what I had experienced before.
" O God, I know I was wrong, I shouldn't have been suspicious of my husband, but why would my little heart seem to be stuck out of my husband if I felt wrong,please remove all this excessive suspicion from my husband, if my suspicions are true please show the truth, O God." My mind continued to speak until unconsciously the plane we were riding had arrived at the airport, then mas Damar also woke up from his dream
" Dear.." he said softly typical hoarse voice of people waking up from sleep.
I also smiled thinly as thin as a thread, trying to neutralize myself so as not to lose control.
" We've arrived, have we.?" he asked and I answered with a nod of his head, he smiled and stroked my cheek gently, after which he called the mother-in-law's personal driver to pick us up.
Before long we got off the plane, our pickup car came, then we both immediately got into the car, after that went straight to our house, precisely the house mas damar and mama.
Soon the car arrived at the spacious house of mas damar, both of my children were waiting for me in front of the door, and welcomed our return, not forgetting there was also a mother-in-law, there was also a mother-in-law,aunt ratih and also aunty dewi.odid it is strange that I saw the face of a hostile face to three middle-aged women including my mother-in-law.
" Mother, finally the mother came home too, kyla kangen the same mother." The great-grandson of my eldest daughter who immediately burst into my arms, while Saga was in my husband's arms
" Yes dear mother also miss you guys" I said with a smile on my daughter's son.
" already yes kangenya, now we enter yu, o papa bring by by many for you." cut my husband by displaying the face of his happy look.
" Yee Horeee." Shouted Kyla who was followed by her sister.
Then we went into the house and were greeted by my mother and my husband's two daughters
" Today I want to tell you something of happiness to my mom and my aunt and aunt goddess" said Mas Damar with a smile that continued to radiate while we were in the living room,while both my children are busy opening a paper bag containing toys that were purchased by mas damar
" Oh yeah what is a dam?" ask mom with a curious face
" Mama's prayer finally came true" replied mas damar with a bright smile
" You mean.?"
" Pregnant month ma." replied mas damar straightforwardly
" Pregnant." said mom
" What ha pregnant." squealed aunt ratih and aunt goddess who threw eyes at each other
" Yes ma, the pregnant month, pregnant with amar ma'am" said mas damar steadily, while the mother-in-law's countenance turned cheerful and full of happiness to hear me containing the seeds of her son
" Oh my God, thank God that my mother was so happy to hear this news" he said, who immediately stood up and hugged my husband." Finally mom has a granddaughter of your own flesh and blood and, finally, you have an heir." she said without caring about my feelings.
I smiled faintly, and grimaced to hear the words of my mother-in-law who was so ugly and ringing in my ears, the sharing of the heir of her lineage was very important to the woman whose status became my mother-in-law,it was very sad that I heard him, he did not even appreciate my feelings and also my son, even if I knew this child I bear was also his biological grandson but he did not speak like that,especially in front of children.
I let out a rough sigh while my husband looked ordinary and indifferent to the words of his mother, maybe to him impressed ordinary or maybe he also fell asleep with the news of my pregnancy.
" Then the moon, starting today you must not be tired, must rest a lot, you must be extra careful to take care of my future grandchildren." exclaimed my mother-in-law
" Yes ma." answered me who was very lazy in heart
" Damar." call mama-in-law
" Yes ma."
" From now on, you also have to take extra care of your wife, make sure her condition is always healthy, especially for my future grandchildren "
" Any ma." replied mas damar with a happy look
" If you need to find a nurse to take care of her children's moon so that the moon can rest completely and only focus on her pregnancy, not until she is exhausted from taking care of her two children." said the mother-in-law who seemed very powerful and could not be disturbed.
I widened my eyes to hear the words of my mother-in-law who seemed to want to keep me away from my two children, why she seemed to have no feelings forbidding me to take care of my two children,I understand he did this to give his best for me, but why should he keep me away with kyla and saga, and my two children still need to get affection with me, too,my gestational age is also very young, what he thinks I am a child printing machine for the heir to his wealth so he forgot that I have two children who still need my love very much,especially my son's saga, which is very young.
" Yes ma, later damar will find two baby siters to care for and care for children" replied my husband clearly
" Mad." Oh." My fizz did not accept it, and the mas damar immediately grasped my hand tightly
" Relax baby, I know what's best for you and our children" he replied
What is he, what does he mean he said like that, with annoyance and arrogant heart I also went to leave the two selfish human beings and took my two children into their respective rooms,after that I went back to my own room after Kyla and the saga had fallen asleep.
" What do you mean the moon.?" her pretentious question did not understand what I meant
" Don't pretend you're a mas.!" My wife is angry with him
" Pura pura?"
" Why do you agree to my mother's request to find babysiter for Saga and kyla, there I am the mother mas, who is still sane and able to take care of it" I said very angry it feels like I want to pinch the kidney from the father of my future baby
" I did this because you are pregnant with the moon" she said
" I'm just pregnant, not sick anymore why should I overdo it.!" My voice unconsciously has gone up an octav, while the look on the face of mas damar has now started to blush maybe also upset it
"I know the moon, precisely because you are pregnant so I want to give the best for you, for our future children" he answered who had begun to provoke his emotions
" by keeping me away with my two children.!" My fizz
" Not so I mean the moon, I just want you to focus on our baby candidate until the birth."
" You forgot that Saga and Kyla still need my attention and love ?moreover, the saga is still too small to be timed with its own mother." I said raucously and my tears broke, ever since I learned the news of my pregnancy, my feelings are now more sensitive and easy to cry
" Moon I don't mean that, baby." she answered, I slightly lowered her emotions and wanted to grab my body to her face, but I immediately brushed it off
" What do you mean, mas.?" I cried more and more because I did not get a satisfactory answer
" I'm sorry moon, sorry." Mas Damar immediately pulled my body into his arms, drowning me in the chest of his field
" I don't want to be kept away from my son mas." I said softly between my tears
" Dear, I'm sorry." she replied in a heavy voice
" embrace your intention to obey your mother's wishes, convince her if I can still take care of myself even though I have to take care of Kyla and saga." I said lirih
" Yes the month I will fulfill your wish, since you still have to focus on your pregnancy."
" Thank you."
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After our debate last night, finally finding its bright spot, mas damar undoes his intention to find a baby siter and managed to convince his mother, even through the debate of alot, through the debate,and my mother-in-law asked me for reassurance that I should be more careful and more focused on my pregnancy,I accepted her and tried to convince her that I remained focused on my pregnancy despite having to take care of Kyla and the saga, and finally the mother-in-law resigned and did not demand her will,it was also not separated from my husband's efforts, I felt relieved and happy because it turned out that my husband was still on my side.
" Who dear." Shouted my husband from the bathroom
" Don't know mas, from earlier hape you continued to sound." I also swept with a voice half screaming
" Yes, help you lift up." His ink with a voice shouted from inside the bathroom
" Yes...."
I rushed to the nightstand where the mas damar phone was placed there, then took the phone.While my left hand was still holding a glass containing avocado juice I had just made, he said,because it has become a routine in the morning I drink avocado juice.
I frowned as I looked at the screen of the mas damar phone appeared an unknown number was calling, immediately I pressed the green button and lifted it.
" Hello damar.."
And the voice from across there was the voice of a woman, so I decided to keep quiet for a moment, wanting to hear what the next word came out of the mouth of the woman who was calling my husband this morning.
" Hello dam, you heard me, didn't you, Haloo."
Yes I was still silent and the caller kept calling my husband's name
" Today I want to meet you, dam, I want to have an important conversation with you, I'll wait in the glass cafe in front of your office,I sent wa to you but you didn't reply so I called you." Said the woman with hunting breath may hold back the upset that there was no response from the person she was calling who she thought was my husband picking up the phone when I picked up the phone
" Okay, you're silent, you agreed to come see me. I'll wait now if you really don't want to happen what's going on with our baby."
Tuttttttttttttttt
mmmmmmmmmtt
Pranggggggg
the phone connection was cut off along with the fall of the glass that I had been holding, suddenly my chest felt tight, my head turned around turned my eyes blurred and finally my body collapsed unconscious
" O Allah What is this.." My mind is interrupted between my unconscious.
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