My House Destroyer

Thorns in My House

Both of my eyes gently pricked Me down the Room which turned out to be my own room, saw Mas Adrian Just Entering the room and closing the door of his room back, while throwing a Warm smile at me and carrying a glass of Water.

He walked up to me and took a chair and put it in front of the side of my bed.

" Drink first Ya Bun." said Gently while thrusting a glass of water at me, but I immediately threw away my face without answering his words

Feeling I ignored him, he put the glass on the nightstand, then turned to pull my hand but I violently pulled it, but my efforts in vain he even more gripped my hand.

" Let go of my hand, I won't let your filthy hands touch me." I said in a soft voice but I pressed

My husband still remained unmoved and stared at my fixed bead of eyes, at this time he was sitting in the chair opposite me who was still lying on the bed.

" I married her because I wanted to fulfill my promise to Abinya Mommy." Lirih Mas Adrian

I stared hard at him and squinted.

" What do you mean, ma'am.?"

" I'm sorry mom, I used to promise her brother twelve years ago, if He's out of school and I'm established I'll pick him up to marry her mom."

I laughed cynically at the terrible reason that came out of my husband's mouth.

" You promised to marry her.?"

Adrian nodded his head.

" Mother forgive me." He spoke with his heavy tone of voice

I let out a rough sigh, not expecting that the husband I was proud of all this time turned out to have such petty thoughts.

" Did Pak Haji know that you are married and have two children.?"

Adrian nodded his head again." Yes, Bun, he knows." he replied Lirih

I shook my head in an inexhaustible manner hearing my husband's words." What a strange old man, he was a Hajj and understood Religion why he let his daughter ruin the happiness of another Woman to make her Daughter happy.?" I said with a tone of voice that began to be unfriendly.

" I forced Dan to convince her mother." Answer lightly

" huh?so it turns out you are Centil and unfaithful, greedy you." I was stifled to hear my husband's words that made my chest hurt

" His condition is weak and does not allow me to want to make up for my promise bun, I offered myself and convinced him, because of his condition is very sick, he has Pulmonary and Heart disease."

" But aren't you thinking about my feelings just a little bit.?"I said in a soft voice.It hurts so bad.

" I'm sorry, mother."He took my hand again and I immediately threw away my face so as not to look at my husband's face that was so piercing my heart

" I'm sick, I'm hurt, you get married once again without asking my permission first." Many times I wiped my tears that kept coming down my cheeks

"Dear forgive me."He said softly and straightened

" You said because you're well established dare to marry her, did you forget that you're well established and we can live quite like this that when we're married, did you forget.?"I said with a little scream and my husband immediately rushed to hug me tightly but with all my strength I pushed him but my husband increasingly tightened his embrace.

"forgive me Mother's father, forgive Dad."

" I'm sorry I can't be combined I want to go home father mas.please divorce me." I said, but full of emphasis.

" I can't afford to be maddened, restore Me, divorce me, I can't afford to stay face-to-face with that woman.I don't want to." I cried back with a heartfelt cry.

many times I press my chest that feels pain so that it is a little lost, but still my chest feels pain and very difficult to breathe.

"I want to go home to my dad's house and I want to go home." My shout came back and thrashed but Mas Adrian still tightly grabbed me and cupped my two faces

" Dear please don't agree with the Moon, believe that everything will be fine, I promise I won't touch it if you don't feel sorry, believe me.please." He tried to calm me down who kept thrashing from his embrace.

" maybe you're easy to talk to like that, and only you'll feel good but not me, I can't see your closeness with him and I can't." My throat feels dry since the arrival of the woman I can not swallow any kind of food even downing a glass of water was not able.really the woman was really a thorn in my household I really hate him

" Our God is Sick." I kept pressing my chest pain yan felt that pain.

" I'm sorry honey I wouldn't touch her if you didn't grieve her."

" If I don't grieve for your happiness it will be a great sin for me mas." My tears have run wild, making my eyes sting because they keep crying.

" For me you are still the most important darling, you are my only wife whom I love"

I stared hard at my husband."It is impossible, if you do not act justly to one wife, you will be deacherat will meet God in a state of lean body mas, do you want it to happen to you mas.?"

My husband shook his head quickly "no mother, I'm sorry Daddy ya mother." He said he tried to hold me but immediately I pushed his body to almost topple back.

Tok tok tok tok

Suddenly the sound of knocking the door was heard, then opened.it turns out that the woman who was behind the doorway with already wearing a light Green robe with a white Hijab.His face looks Fresh,she commented with a faint smile on us but I immediately threw away my face, and immediately embraced my two daughters who are still loyal beside me.

Scratic He was when the two beads of his eyes met the bead of my husband's eyes, clearly seen Cheinya Merona, then he lowered his head with Respect and full of love for my Imam,My husband.honestly My heart is very sick and painful to see it all, I can't bear it and my tears fall back again.I know he never wronged me but I hate him so much, hate him.

"What's up, Zahra.?" ask my husband

" Dine is ready." He answered softly and his face was very graceful

" You eat first Zahra, I want to accompany the Children's Mother first."

" It's okay mas , I'll wait." The answer is not to give up

" No, you eat Zahra first."Pinta my husband then carried his head around by her

" Good mas." he replied, then passed away and closed my room door again.

" You just go, I don't want to eat, I'll stay here." I said with a slightly tad

" Mother, you must eat first, dear, you will be sick." Say my husband softly but I still ignore him and reply with a sniff

" I can't mas.!"

" Mother, Kyla Laper bun." Whinek My daughter

" Saga is also laper." My second son also chimed in on them both with faces that were clear and lethargic.

" Mother why do we cry anyway.?" Kyla

" Yes, we are sad if the mother continues to cry, the mother does not rise with the father." Saga Sayings

I also reviewed the smiles on my two children and then took turns pecking their eyebrows each.

" What's Not Honey, Kyla Saga Eat the same Dad just yeah." Say Slowly

Both of my Children nodded their heads, then My Husband grabbed Saga's Body and held her while holding Kyla's hand, and invited her to dinner together leaving Me alone.I felt my world to be Drowning, everything Destroyed in an instant,I also lament the heartache of my destiny at this time.

Shortly After, I Take the Water of Wudhu To wash my face that feels heated terua because it continues to evaporate my Emotion.Then I stretch the Sajadah and perform the Prayer of two Rokaat after that begging, complaining, and,poured out all the claustrophobic Feelings I had on the Owner of My Life and cried as it came to be.

I have not been able to accept this fact, even maybe until whenever I will never be able to accept this reality, he said,it is very difficult for me.I tried to interrupt God because it has presented another woman in our household.Isn't True and Holy Love has no place for a third Person.But all just happened without me knowing,I was deceived by my husband's deception that I had always considered good.

I raise my hand to sit on a stretched prayer mat, and I begin to say Prayer to shed all my Taste and disconnection.

" O Allah I am not stoic, I cannot accept this fate of yours, though you say If Patience is beautiful but Truly I Am Unable to live this painful beauty Yes Robb,I'm Just A Woman of the Last Days, I can't stand O God."

Chequelek

My door opened again, and I saw the Woman Sassy with a Tray filled with food, in the form of Rice, Sop and Fried Chicken and a glass of Water.Making My Blood Rise, but as much as possible I muffled it.

" Mom, I'm sorry I'm a little presumptuous, I'm here to bring Meals to mbak." he said Gentle but heard his voice was a bit vibrating maybe because of nervousness and lowered his gaze in front of me.

" Why did you give me food, wasn't it you who ruined it all."I answered a little cold and cold

" I'm sorry, ma'am." Said slowly

" You See my Tears, my heart-degub that Rises down, My Heart that is already very Fragile because you all destroyed it Zahra, you evil Evil Zahra.!"

" Mom I'm sorry mbak." He also rose from his seat before me with tears that had melted.

and moving on will leave me.

" When I'll Never Give Up What You've Seized and You Destroyed Zahra, You'll Surely Get the Karmas." Hardikku and Sukses made her step stop for a moment and turned to look at me before she finally left my room.

" By seizing my husband, that means you've already put the War Drum on me."

I said again and was able to make him freeze.

" I'm sorry, ma'am." His great-grandson then closed the door to my room again and vanished from my sight.

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