My House Destroyer

Zahra's Cry

Now Zahra has finished running the Fetal Removal Operation, which takes approximately two hours.I also entered the room after the doctor and nurse came out to tell if Zahra can be visited.

I approached my ex-wife in her bed, saw once her body looks haggard and weak, and her eyes are still closed.Maybe because of the influence of drugs earlier she was not aware.

I also took a chair and I slide right next to Zahra's gurney, I waited for him until Mas Adrian came.because it was time to come out for a while to pick up his in-laws at the airport.

soon the door of Zahra's room was knocked and opened by someone who was none other than Adrian mas.followed behind him by a middle-aged woman was pushing a wheelchair owned by a middle-aged man,I believe they are in-laws of Adrian, the parents of Zahra.

While I was looking at Zahra's parents, they were seen throwing eyes at each other, perhaps a little astonished because I was here waiting for their daughter.

" How's my daughter Zahra doing, son.?" the question came from the lips of his father Zahra.

" Ishallah Zahra's situation is now fine sir, buk.but at this time Zahra must accept the reality if he loses his baby candidate." Answer me with a little doubt

" O Lord sir, our son." The sound of her mother's voice signifies a deep sadness

" Zahra had fallen down the stairs, ma'am." I answered while staring at the two elderly parents in turn

it looks like the middle-aged man in front of me looks very charisma and a strong aura, maybe because he is a Hajj and Teacher at the boarding school where my ex-husband grew up first.

" Are you a woman named Moon.?" tannya

" Right sir, I'm the moon" I replied

" On behalf of my daughter I apologize to you for presenting my daughter in the middle of your household." He spoke with a soft voice and a look in the eyes that I could not read." I thought and also hoped that Adrian, my son-in-law, could do justice and take good care of you, but unfortunately my hope was not in accordance with my expectations." continued in the middle of his heavy breathing

I can only smile faintly at his words, because I thought that no parent would want to see their child live happily,although sometimes their expectations are not in accordance with the existing statements, but if thought again they should also express the feelings of others before acting, but if thought again they should also express the feelings of others before acting,there is no use lamenting fate because like the saying rice has turned into porridge.

" Now moon, ummi can ask you.?" The middle-aged woman in White hijab in line with her robe opened her voice.

" Mom please." Answer me politely

" Did it stay one roof with you, my daughter Zahra has been bothering you a lot, son?" tannya

Once again I could only puff my lips and give a thin smile without much to answer their questions, I was sure they could guess and think for themselves how beloved Princess was when she was a girl,whether his beloved daughter was an independent girl what a spoiled girl what what was asked to be served first.

" I understand very well how you are feeling right now for the moon, Ummi once again apologizes to you." Said the middle-aged woman who I estimated was about fifty-five years old and above.

" Me and Mas Adrian are now officially divorced, sir" I replied with a faint smile

Sontak made the middle-aged couple surprised

hearing my words, the two threw eyes at each other when they looked at me.

" What's all this about because of our son?" ask Abin

I looked back at the two of them while putting on a thin smile." Absolutely not the fault of the Father, just maybe our husband needs to learn more about adab polygamy sir, because honestly from Awal mas Adrian did not first prepare me to present honey sister for me, because honestly from Awal mas Adrian did not first prepare me to present honey sister for me,at least he asked permission from me maybe I can still accept sincerely." I answered while breathing my heavy breath

" But because everything was beyond my control, I was shocked because suddenly Mas Adrian brought his new wife to come home, making me uncomfortable and chose to separate the House, so that I could not be more comfortable,up to the peak me and Mas adrian chose to part for the good of us all sir." My neighbor again tried to describe all my unek unek without making one of them offended.

" So you two are divorced.?" Ask Abinya Zahra

"right sir we're divorced, exactly this afternoon" I said

Umminya looked very sad and looked at her husband hoping to say something

" Then how did the real thing turn out to make our daughter fall.?" ask again

" So just cross paths and had time to say goodbye to each other, but after that shortly the father's daughter suddenly fell." I replied

The man simply shook his head and then threw his question back.

" Did our daughter hurt your feelings at that time.?"

As if his Abinya could laugh about the incident earlier, then he asked me another question, making me unable to answer and only able to bow my head.

A moment later I broke the awkwardness between us and took a break to go home.

" Bapak ,mom then I beg you to say yes, the situation is too late 'fear my son is looking for me." My speech

" Moon, do you want to go home now.?" Saut Mas Adrian who had just been silent

" Yes mas, surely the children have been waiting for me at home because it is also too late, I leave now ya mas." Answer me

" I'll excuse you, sir, mother."Pamitku while kissing the back of their hands both alternately

" I'm sorry our daughter, son, I hope you can take our daughter with Adrian, so that their lives don't languish." asked the middle-aged man who was none other than his father Zahra

I could only sigh deeply in hearing his words asking me to mourn his daughter's marriage, without thinking about my feelings here being so hurt.

" God willing, sir." My answer was short despite holding back the Upset not to be provoked by emotions

" In exchange I will give you some money as his successor son, I apologize because I really do not know the actual incident happened, because all this time our daughter never told a strange story, strange,every time we call our son, we just say that your house is okay." The length of the sheet clearly.

once again I could only let out a rough sigh I heard the strange-sounding middle-aged man saying magical bin, he thought everything could be solved with money.

" Once again we apologize son on behalf of our daughter." His words were softly with the look of his own face.gurat gurat penyesala could be seen on his master's face

" Then I say yes sir ,bu.assalamualaikum." I immediately said goodbye to immediately leave the room which could have made my mood even hotter

But just now I stepped towards the door and wanted to reach the doorknob, suddenly there was a sound of sayup calling me from behind.

" The mother of the moon....." Zahra's voice calling out to me sounded softly

I paused my intention to open the door, and turned my body and looked at Zahra who was still lying limp in her bed with some intravenous fluid that was attached to her body, and she realized she was conscious

" Yes.." Answer is Restrained

" Where is my son.?Where's dia?can He still be saved?did the doctor manage to save my son and is now in the baby's room.?" Ask by leaning in a voice that sounds lirib and its raucous

For a moment I just fell silent, I myself was confused about what to answer, partly why should I also ask me, why not just ask her husband.

" Emm I it's Zahra." I was nervous and could not answer while from the look of the eyes of the zahra demanded me to answer his question.

" Is my son no longer able to be saved mbak..?" He came back to me with his question

" Whatever the doctor's explanation later you must sincerely and steadfastly accept Zahra." I answered half in doubt

Suddenly his body looks limp, and clear circles have flooded his face while crouching the stomach of his mother who is now standing next to him.

" Man can only hope and plan, son, but only God can decide, please my son." Umminya said while returning the arms of his daughter and rubbing her daughter's back gave calm.

" So right, God took my baby ummi?" whining

" Patience My Son, God just leave it for a while to you, maybe God loves your baby more, for that you should be able to give him my daughter.." said ummi.

" No way ummi is impossible, I'm sure my baby is still alive ummi, God where is my baby..." Zahra was back and hysterical

" My son's tenan is calm, let's say son, don't be that." Ummi was not able to stem his tears.Mother and Child again cried together in a heartache.Sedanhkan Abinya also seen to wipe the water of his matan.

Shortly thereafter Mas Adrian approached Zahra and turned to bring Zahra into his arms, while whispering a sentence that made Zahra a little calm and quit his sobriety.after feeling a little calm Zahra was back looking at me.

" Mother moon."Call him in a soft voice

" Well, why Zahra?"

" I'm sorry ma'am, maybe it's a karma I have to redeem for taking your husband away." Say it with a sad face

" Already Zahra, don't talk like that, it's all happening." My answer.

"but the reality is so bad." he replied with a tear

" Have Zahra, do not think unnoticed, think of your healing first." My speech

" I thought my life would be fine after seeing the moon and Mas Adrian parting ways, but the truth is the opposite, after you lost your husband, I lost my baby myself." His words were accompanied by sobs

" All of this has been God's provision, Although previously I had dreamed of my marriage is beautiful until Want to separate but it turns out God wills another."

" What pain do I feel right now, just like the pain that the moon felt when I first came to your house.?"

Back he threw out his question that I didn't need to answer.let him himself reflect on his own question.

Silent

Silent

The room became silent for a moment, all as if busy with their own thoughts,likewise, I feel careless and Awkward to face a situation like this, seeing Zahra Yanf has not been able to let go of her dead baby and lifted from her womb.

" The pain that I feel today is double, I have to lose my baby, and now not to mention I have to feel the physical post-oprasi mbak.this is all because my fault is my fault." He went back to fussing with his voice and continued to blame himself.

" Zahra calm yourself, at this time you must focus on your healing first.insyallah may God immediately leave the fetus again in your heart, you only need to be sincere and not continue to blame yourself, God said,if you continue like this, just as you do not accept God's destiny and decree, so Satan easily blinds your heart and antagonizes your Lord." My words are trying to soften the heart of my ex-wife." is that right, Haji sir.?" connect me while looking at Abinya Zahra

" It is true Nak Zahra, because the Sunnah Rasullullah also explains so." The middle-aged man's timpal.

" In that case, I beg you to say yes, Mr. Ma'am, Zahra Mas Adrian.excuse me Assalamualaikum."

" Moreo." Answer them in unison

I too Pamit and cupped my palms to my father and mother-in-law mas adrian, before I finally stepped out of the room.

I walked through the corridors of this Hospital with an Empty Feel,And the clear liquid that I had been holding now I could not hold anymore and Melted on my cheeks.I realized all this time I too man did not escape the many sins so that God gave a test in the house my ladder now ends in divorce.

may I live the destiny and ordinance of God with a Heart and Heart.

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