
The sound of the morning Adhan echoed,wake me up.kusibak my blanket and then get out of my bed.soon I get out of the bathroom then clean the body and take Wudhu to perform the morning prayer service.always time to read the Holy Quran until Dawn a little welcome,to give peace to my heart.
But when I tidied up the prayer mat and went out of the room,suddenly I heard the sound of someone frying something from the kitchen.quickly I put on my instant hijab then I rushed to the kitchen.until there I was almost Shock not maen second my eyes were wide open to see my kitchen already puffing smoke that is very unusually thick and the smell of burning filled the room.
" O God, what is this.?" I said screaming, then I'm close to the stove that has been puffing the Smoke, even the contents of the Fajan on the stove also inflame the Fire, I quickly let the fire, then I put the Fajan to the wastefel.
" What are you doing.!" Hysterical
" I'm not Frying Eggs anymore." The answer is brick.
" O Allah Zahra, just fry the egg.!" I glanced at him while shaking my waist.
" I'm sorry I was late." Whisper , maybe afraid to sound Mas Adrian who is still sleeping in his room, while My voice is already gas pol I can not brake anymore.
" Can't you cook?"I asked and she hesitated a little bit nodding her head.
" It's not like yesterday night you often prepare dinner for Adrian.?"
" I'm not the one who cooks mbak, but I'm a message from Grabfodd." The answer is slow and clear
" Subhanallah, there are women like you in this world." My murmur was full of Sarcastic Tones "if only I was a little negligent could this House be scorched in flames ." Cetusku while continuing to beristighfar in the Heart.
" O God, hold my heart."
I washed the skillet that Gosong earlier with a Half-Congkol Heart instead of playing, yesterday he just broke my pancake now my pan, tomorrow Moreover, can I go crazy facing a woman kayak gini.
" Sir, I'm sorry, I wasn't intentional." He said as he approached me and attacked Ajr in his eyes
I looked at him and I looked at him carefully and digested him why he could cry, only that I took over his cooking that was empty and not worth eating.
" I'm sorry for coming into your family's life and being your husband's wife, and then messing things up." He was crying in front of me
" It's true that you've ruined everything, then you just realized so.?" I stared at him sharply." So there's no reason for me to accept you, but to tell you to come home to your father makes me a cruel and borderline woman, I'm confused as to what to do, but to be honest I hate you so much." My hard
Her lips are shaking, and her sobs are becoming more and more." Hiks hiks, please give me a chance to be your sister please."
"it doesn't matter if you want to be my sister right now, but you have to be aware of your position when the gospel is my honeymoon,of course a woman will be angry if she sees her husband sharing his love and affection with another woman, heartache,iri, jealousy must be one." Tukasku was full of emphasis.
" A I realize it's mbak, for that I'm sorry to you" he replied brickly and unwillingly.
" I hope you'll be able to separate with my husband soon."
" I'm sorry but I can't." Answer
" Oh yes I Forgot Yes if I've seen all this time Mas Adrian also has feelings for you, and does not want to leave any of us."
" I'm sorry mbak, me and Adrian mas we have feelings for each other." Her words without burden and success made me stunned and provoked by Emotions
" Oh, is that really so?Okay from now on You have to compete with me, you also have to feel jealousy, not just me." My timpal with a sniffle and a sharp swipe at him.
" Sir......." Arrived at the bottom holding my knee
" What's Again.?" Assertiveness
" You mean you clearly want to ask my husband that.?" Then I snorted annoyed." Huh Don't dream you.!"
I left him while grabbing a broom and passing it to clean the House, it would be crazy if I kept serving his chatter
" Give me a chance mbak, don't you feel sorry for me, I'm not here to be considered mbak." He felt like chasing me and trying to get me to talk, I was really upset about what he really wanted.
" In fact, there is no place for you in this house, because it is true in building a Household Mahligai only to pair rather than filled with three people." Ketusku.
" I've never opposed my Abiku and my religion." He answered and followed me wherever I went.
" What do you expect by saying this.?" I was prepared to unluckyly lift the handle of the broom in my hand, and he took a step back
" Do you think I'll follow the example of your tauladan suri, the woman who felt most holy.?" Pick me up again
" A I'm..." He immediately moved away when he saw me who was staring at him nanar and full of fire that was ready to devour him into a charred Abu
" Make your Husband buy you his own house immediately, for I will not linger long if I have to share the House with you." Ketusku I immediately left him who was bowed, whether he heeded my words or not, I do not care.
Then I rushed to my Son's room, and opened the door to his room, I saw Kyla and Saga sleeping with her father while hugging.
" O God, how beautiful this view is in front of me." I squeezed my chest feeling the tightness of Haru's meddling there.
I look away if Happiness leaves Luka,I imagine If Zahra is Pregnant and gives Descendants Again for Adrian mas.can be so Both my daughter's sons will lose his affection from his Father because Must be divided.then little by little his Father is more inclined to love his Son Zahra,making both my children personally inferior because of the lack of affection from his own Father.
I approached them, then sat on the bed near the three of them.Kubelai face of my husband slowly and gently alternated with my two children.they are very valuable really I do not want to lose from one of them.I do not want to.
" Mother." My husband murmured Lirih, and wrapped both his hands around the waist of my Side.
" i yes What.?" I was a little surprised because I woke up first and immediately wrapped his hand
" Never leave me Mother." He said softly while moving his head over my lap.
" I'm sorry, I don't think I can if I have to keep going through all this, you share your love and it really makes me sick." My reply
My tears just escaped and fell flooding both my cheeks." I'm tormented with all this and I'm fragile, I'm not strong, no matter how hard I hold it, but my soul and heart are destroyed."
My husband immediately hugged me and dropped me near him and whispered something
" I'm sorry, dear." His words are full of seriousness.
" Yet my mother, I will not listen to your call." Answer me
" I love you so much, my wife."
At the same time it turned out that Zahra knocked on the door of the room that was already open, maybe he still wanted to talk to me and found our position was still in the embrace.I saw him being misbehaved,don't worry about the Position and Expression of His Face that changed pias and was surprised to see we were still in a cuddle.
I pulled Both corners of my lips to see her running straight away from the front of the room, and I guess she continued the drama of her heartbreaking cry.
How Zahra, who's been broken about what I've been feeling all along.
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