My House Destroyer

Say goodbye

When I returned home from the hospital my mind was really messed up, thinking about the fate of Mas Adrian who is now struggling to visit death.even though the Doctor said Operation Mas Adrian has gone well, has gone well,but Until now I have not received news that Adrian is aware and awake.

Finally Selang from that I also invited my mother and also mas Damar biga my two children to leave home.

And Doctor Damar drove us home.

" Thank you doc." I said after the Damar car arrived in front of our house

" You forgot this month I'm officially your future husband." Whisper Doctor Damar when the mother had gone out first from the car and entered the House while holding a sleeping Saga.whereas Kyla is still asleep on my lap who is now sitting next to the steering chair

I also put a thin smile on her.

" Yes, I want to." I said

" You're okay, right, moon.?" the tanks returned

" Yes, I'm fine." I said with a slightly irritated facial expression.seen once the gaze of Doctor Damar was so worried to see my face that was a little tense because my mind was currently being filled with the condition of Mas Adrian

" Yes, you don't forget to take a break" he said softly

" Yes, thank you for the attention." I replied as I moved out of the car while lifting kyla's body for me to carry, but Mas Damar immediately held it and took over Kyla's body to carry it

" Let me carry Kyla.I drive home" she said, nodding my head.

Finally we got out of the car and went inside, Damar immediately laid my daughter's body on the bed next to Saga who had fallen asleep first.

" Then I say yes sir ma'am." he told both my parents while greeting them both alternately

" Beware of Damar, once again mom and dad say thank you to Damar's son." said the mother who was still curious about the application event that was said by Mas Damar in front of the Zahra family, but the mother did not dare to ask first because waiting for my explanation after this

"Same ma'am.Then I excuse you to go home first.Assalamualaikum." said mas damar politely

" Walaikumsalam." answered his mother and father kompak.while I delivered Mas damar to the front of the house

" Don't think too much, don't forget to rest after this" said Mas Damar

" Yes, yes." I replied

" don't forget to eat the same as taking vitamins" he said again hah I just realized it turns out this handsome doctor turned out to be good-looking too

" yes, I have come home late" I replied

" Have you been expelled?really upset her own future husband."Doctor Damar's chirps

" O Allah is not so, kasian if it's too late for you to go home, Am Damar is also tired of needing a break ." I don't feel good about him

" I if you've seen you tired of being lost, the carrying even wants to cepet halalin you so you can be with you continue." His speech was accompanied by a horse-driving

" I'm starting to crunch the mode." I was misbehaving her words and a little less of my mind burden

" Lhoh this is serious." His gaze was so deep that it made my face a little embarrassed

" Yes yes, I got in the car" I said telling him to get in the car

" Yes yes, dear moon..."

Blussssssshhhhhh

Hearing his words that call me with a sweet frills immediately made my face red blushing, while Mas Damar even smiled seductively at me

" Cieeee her cheeks are instantly red." God again while pulling down his eyebrows

" o what the hell mas, it's been a sneak in." said I was a little misbehaved because mas damar continued to smile ignorantly at me

" Dah was ashamed of him.yeah yes I entered" he said while opening the car door but his step was not getting into the car.

" What else is it.?" ask a little Wonder

" Oh yeah I forgot next week I'll come to your house with mom to see your parents." Say again

" Next week.?" I'm surprised because I think it's so sudden." isn't it too bad mas.?" ask me again

" It's not even for me that it's a bit late, he said after meeting your parents tomorrow immediately married" he replied casually

" O Allah mas.kok it seems that you have really wanted to get married." said my team

" why does it have to be postponed for a long time, the sooner the better, so that I can always be with you and also take care of you and my two children's candidates" he replied, which immediately succeeded in making me full again.

I'm so grateful for the presence of the doctor in my life the man who loved me sincerely and accepted me for who I was with my two children.

" Hey, howdy." He said softly when I just woke up from his daydream.

" Yes sorry." I said slowly

" Yes, I went home first." she said, leaning her body right in my ear." Assalamualaikum Moon my future wife." The whisper was right in my ear

" Wa Walaikumsalam mas." I answered a little nervously because my heart suddenly rippled violently.Sedong mas Damar even smiled sanyum while getting into his car

After that Mas Damar immediately catapulted his fortune car left my House.Since my feelings became unfazed by his sweet attitude I know maybe this is one way he entertained me so that he could be a little forgotten with the burden of my thought earlier.Entah The handsome doctor always shook my heart.I ended up entering my house with a happy feeling.

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Drrrttt Drrrt

" Hello." My broom with my eyes still closed

" Assalamualaikum mbak moon, sorry night I interrupted and called mbak, I just want to tell you that the condition of Pak adrian is now being mbak Gawat" said a voice from across there that was none other than Aqlan

" What?Lusty!?" I screamed half in shock then both of my eyes instantly widened perfectly

" Right, madam, Pak adrian is very bad condition, it's better if the moon comes here to bring kyla and Saga" he continued from across there

I glance at the Wall clock, and Time still shows at Half Two in the morning.I also saw my two children who are still asleep beside me, it does not feel like waking them both.but the situation is very precarious like this.

" Maybe he is as usual, just down for a moment surely his condition will soon be stable again." I tried to console myself while talking to my Opponent.

" No mbak, the condition of Pak adrian is currently already serious, he has lost consciousness, his heart rate has been very weak, better mbak soon come here." pinta santri was in a trembling and panicking voice from across there

" Is it really like that.?" askanyu flabbergasted

" By Allah, I am not lying.

mbak Zahra and his parents are crying over Mr. Adrian's condition, after the doctor gave the code of the Scalp sign everything will end" he replied

" Where could they have so quickly concluded that Adrian was dying.?" I argue not believing

" It's better to come and see it for yourself before it's too late."

Tutttttttttttttttt

I immediately closed the call unilaterally because my chest suddenly felt tight unable to hear the young man's words about the current condition of Mas Adrian.

I was stunned for a moment to think about Mas Adrian, suddenly suddenly a flash of his face appeared as if he wanted to say goodbye to me and also Kyla and Saga.all of a sudden all the memories about him suddenly came rolling, and then all the memories of him suddenly came rolling,makes me feel more uncomfortable.

Without a second thought, still in my long-sleeved pajamas and pants,I grabbed my headscarf and bag on the table.Ku carried Saga and Kyla alternately and put them in the front car.not to forget I also put seat belts on my two children who are still asleep.

Hearing a little commotion outside, my mother immediately woke up and approached me whose intentions would say goodbye to him

" What is the moon.?" I asked her when I saw her panicking a little

" The Moon wants to see how Kyla's father is, I don't think my gut feels good" I said, kissing her hand

" Lhoh nduk night night like this anyway nduk.?" ask her with a worried expression

" Yes ma'am, who knows if this is the last chance we'll see you" I said without realizing it

" Ownak nduk how can it be.continue you want to drive yourself at this hour? you worried about nduk? should you call Doctor Damar first nduk.?" ask mom

" No need ma'am, the driving month itself, this part is still midnight" I said and I immediately went in to start my car engine.

" Brave heart."

" yes, Miss Assalamualaikum."

" Walaikumsalam" replied the mother

As much as possible I brushed off the taste that still shook for him, however he was the father of my son, an ex-husband whom I once loved and loved with all my heart.

repeatedly I tried to lie to myself that I had managed to move one and was able to forget him but far from my heart at all it was not able to erase the shadow in my memory.

if I can be honest there is still a lot of room longing for him who still imprint in my heart.although I realize if I was wrong to have let this feeling.especially given his status which is now only an ex-husband and has a wife, but I realize that I have been wrong to let this feeling,while I have also been officially proposed to other men, but still in this situation I cannot deny if my worry is so deep for him,although the pain he incised was also deep, but I don't know what was clear I had difficulty understanding my own feelings.

Kulirik Saga and Kyla who are still asleep in the chair next to me,my first daughter was so beautiful and adorable with her plump eyebrows and thin lips and a minimalist nose because it was piled up by her pacified cheeks.while My son's Saga She was like a Little Photocopy of my ex-husband.His face was beautiful with pure white skin and nose sharp and have narrow eyes like Mas Adrian, They are both a testament to our love and commitment when wading through the household heresy for 7 years, and hope to reach the next mass together, he said,before finally running aground shatters all of our hopes.

Arriving at the hospital, I also woke up my two children gently to visit his father.Kyla my daughter was a little surprised when she woke up from her sleep,because it was in the car and was in the hospital building, while the saga was still sleeping until inevitably I had to carry it.

" Where is our mother?" kyla asked as she rubbed her eyes

" We're in the hospital, baby, let's see Dad" I asked

" But Kyla's still sleepy mom, why do you have to be here at night, why is it dad.?" ask Kyla

" So we look at you now, yes, so we can know why" I replied while stroking the cheek of my daughter's gembil,and he nodded his head.finally we got out of the car and immediately stepped quickly to the Adrian mas treatment room.

From the end of the corridor I saw a crowd of some santri numbering about twenty people waiting in front of the door of Adrian's room, after arriving there they came to greet me and let me go inside immediately

" Assalamualaikum."sof me

" walaikumsalam."they answered compactly

" Please enter the moon" said Aqlan, whose face resembled that of my ex-husband, who let me in and opened the door for me with a look of pity and a look I could hardly explain

" Thank you." I answered and went inside holding the saga and holding Kyla's hand

" Assalamualaikum." I said hello again when I entered the room mas Adrian.and seen Zahra who stood not far from the gurney mas Adrian was looking up and crying..

" Mother moon, Mas Adri mbak." His voice came straight to me and hugged me

" You who are patient Zahra, do not weep as Mas Adrian." I said while patting his shoulder so that it could be calm.while Umminya was now crying in a sofa with his ashes not far from Adrian's gurney

After Zahra let go of her embrace,I also immediately approached the weak figure that had been rolled helpless on the bed.although the results of the operation partially succeeded in the body Mas Adrian so that his body now a little invisible traces of burn but now his eyes began to look soft, but now his eyes began to look,it was as if he had no energy just to open his eyes.

" Of Adrian....."I said with a soft voice and a little whisper right in his ear, I saw his face had now turned yellow so that I could not stem the tears that had escaped my cheeks

" It's me....." My tone of voice seemed choked as if I could no longer continue my speech, then I held his hand as if I wanted to channel an energy to awaken him from his weakness.

" Mother moon."he whispered softly with her eyes slightly open and continued to hold tightly onto my hand

" I am yes."I was happy when she opened her eyes even though it was a little difficult and felt my presence.

" I'm sorry about the moon" he said with great difficulty, seeing that he began to have difficulty breathing and stinged.

" Mas Istighfar Mas said Shahadah say the name of Allah mas." I was a little panicked to see the situation like that.

Mas Adrian's hand I felt cold sweat and trembling in my hand, he was very very tormented and had difficulty breathing

" Mas Say Lailaillallah mas." I whispered right in his right ear with a tearful Divorce

I also tried to guide him to say the Word of the Shahada to come out of his lips and with great difficulty he tried to follow my sentence with all his abilities.

Zahra and her parents were only able to shake their heads weakly while silent and tearful.then Zahra approached her husband from the opposite direction to me.

" Mas Adri do not leave me mas Yes Allah please do not leave me.hiks hiks." looks Zahra slightly shakes the shoulders of Adrian mas as if not let Mas Adrian go

then both of his masters called and his mother invited Zahra to step down because the time was not right.

" Listen to me follow my words." I cried right in the ear of Mas adrian and he also only answered with a weak nod while continuing to look at me with eyes that are so dear.

" Asyhadullah ila Hailallah,wa asyhadu anna muhammadarrasulullah." lead me right to the ears of Adrian

His lips immediately shook, and his body also shook with both his eyes now did not show his iris again.and now he began to face the sakaratul death.the firmer his body shaken, shaken,then the more powerful I whispered the sentence of his friend in his ears.until finally he was able to pronounce the sentence of the shahadah interjected between his pain.

" Ashe-hadu-allah-ila-hailallah-wa-ashhadu-anna-mu-hammad-darrasu-lallah.A Allah Allah Allah."

Sayup sayup speech began to weaken accompanied by a breath that also weakened and disappeared completely.

" Innalilahiwainailaihi rojiun" I said slowly sambkl closed both eyes

I looked at his face which was now paled with eyes closed tightly.At that time I was no longer able to stem my sobbing Isak who had earlier held my chest.

Adrian Firmansyah Sosok who used to be my priest is now gone for a long time with the status as my ex-husband father of my two children.

" O Allah, why do I have to go so fast." I cried and remembered occasionally all the memorials about him

Then Zahra immediately ran over and hugged the body of Adrian mas who was no longer alive.seen she was so shocked and roared crying roar calling her husband.

"My husband don't leave me don't leave me why my husband, why should he." she screamed and roared mourning the departure of her husband.

" Astagfirullah want not to be like that, hold your husband before Allah, you are sure that Allah will replace the better one again son." said his brother who tried to calm the princess only wayangnya.i can only shake his head weak while uminya already unconscious and taken out by his santri

Hearing that made Kyla my daughter who had been silent before realized that her father had now been gone for a long time and her crying broke accompanied by the wake of my son's saga which also cried.

"Dad's mother died, daddy let's get up." My daughter called Mas Adrian while moving her father's hand movements that were still stuck in an infusion hose

" Dad woke up, yesterday Dad promised to take Kyla and Adek play while walking to buy ice cream, you wake up and wake up." said my daughter accompanied by sobs while I calmed Saga who had been crying in my arms

I approached my daughter and then I took her closer to her father, so as to give the last kiss known to her father as the last kiss with her sister saga.

" Come kyla say good-bye dad, see you later in his paradise God" I said to sow Kyla

" Goodbye until we meet in heaven." my daughter's innocent great-granddaughter accompanied by her sobs

" Mother why Dad left us so soon, when dad had promised Kyla would take kyla saga play." he tweeted again

"patience dear God is more sayanv same Dad, Kyla must be sincere and pray God to go quietly, dear, dear,may Allah be able to meet again with Kyla and also the saga so that they can meet in Allah's mercy later." I said to give him understanding

While I saw Zahra was also unconscious and was carried out by his students.

I looked at the face of a sad face that was accompanying the departure of Mas Adrian.tim doctor came and immediately removed the tools that are still stuck in the body of the mas Adrian.after that they pulled the cover cloth up to cover the whole the Face of Adrian.

But before the cloth was tightly closed covering the face of Adrian mas I also had time to hold back and ask for time to see the soot on the face of my ex-husband for the last time.

" Moon, I really love you the month I promise I'll love you and take care of you until my age closes ."

samar samar I heard the whisperings of the voice of Adrian mas, along with the smell of his body that arrived I think hugged me as a sign of his presence.The smell of the body was like the smell of his scent when going to the mosque during his life.

" O Allah." I removed the shadow from my mind and wiped away my tears

Soon my parents came following me with Mas Damar who rode a few minutes ago I gave the news of the departure of Adrian mas.both my parents and mas damar also expressed their condolences for the death of Mas Adrian

His father Zahra is now taking care of the administration of Adrian mas and preparing to bring adrian mas back in their hometown and buried there.

When the gurney was pushed past me, I approached once more, though I knew I could no longer see it back. I touched the body that had been stiffened and covered in cloth for the last time.

" Goodbye mas, good bye stay calm by Allah I am Ridho and have forgiven you and let you go sincerely." inwardly

And soon the mayit was slowly inserted into the hearse, the door was closed after Zahra and his two masters came in and sat near his coffin

Finally the ambulance left the hospital yard and left a million memories of the Father of my two children.

" Goodbye, happy rest in peace, all the memories of you I will keep in my heart until later."

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