My House Destroyer

Suddenly his figure was present

After the departure of Mas Adrian for a long time,I feel shortness of breath in my body as if half disappeared just like that.In my car lyrics back the ring of giving from the Damar mas that has been coiled in my finger.The ring is a sign that binds me into a more serious braid into a sacred bond the wedding.

Yesterday my mood was so joyful and full of laughter, but today everything turned blank and tasteless after the departure of his figure in my life.

I looked at Kyla's face and the sleeping saga in the chair next to me, they fell asleep because they were tired of crying and calling her father.

Drrrrrttt drrrrttt

suddenly my phone vibrated, and there was a message from a new number that I did not know.

(Mr of the month where, I hope that the moon can come to the audience mas Adrian mbak.to give him the last speech, the last time,I'll book a ticket now and then send the code to mbak so you can leave as soon as you can)

I read that message many times and I'm sure the sender is Zahra.Honestly I want to feel like I'm going to follow,but I was afraid my heart was getting heartless and powerless to let go of my ex-husband and finally I decided not to return the message from Zahra and put it back in my Bag.

"It's best that I don't go there, it's not good anymore because I'm not his wife anymore." I murmured and refocused on driving my car.

Let all my prayers pass through the wind that blows and begin to drop the speck of rain that began to wet the jutting in the afternoon today.may the strand of my prayers reach him through the creator.

Then I lowered the windshield and began to feel the gust of twilight wind that I slowly inhaled to wrap his departure.

" Are you missing me." I suddenly felt his figure present,when the warm greeting his voice arrived just present near me.I turned the right face and he sat there in place of my two children, sitting position,as far as my two children have been sitting in the back seat in a sleeping position as before.

He looks very handsome by wearing his favorite ash-and-grey shirt.His smile also looks fluffy and charming looking at me.Making my gaze a little clouded by my tears that have slowly begun to fall on my cheeks.

" Oh again forgive me yes, you must be strong and strong for the sake of our children, do not forget to continue to be happy to live your life" he said, stroking my right cheek gently while smiling warmly at me.

My tears just fell away, took my eyelids, and then came home Adrian's shadow disappeared without a trace, and now it has changed with the position of my two children who are still asleep beside me.

my heart also began to fidget while I allowed right and left to look for his figure that suddenly disappeared, until I was not focused and almost hit someone who was crossing the road.Luckily I was swiftly braking suddenly My car.

Srakkkkkkk

" Astagfirullahaldzim." I was shocked when I found the middle-aged man soso that was almost hit by me.

I opened my window and apologized to him.

" Woi heart dong heart if driving, almost hit people." he shouted while staring intently at me

" sorry sir sorry I accidentally" I said, bowing my head and closing my eyes, then the man immediately left and I closed my car window and refocus continued driving my car.

I don't know if I am currently depressed or have started Crazy.Is this just a picture of the love that once made me happy living with him, so soon Cracked without being prevented again.

" O Allah strengthen my heart." I sighed softly as I shed my tears.

When I got home, I woke up my daughter Kyla and my son's saga to go inside.

Suddenly I smelled the smell of mothballs that burst out in my sense of smell that out of nowhere.so I thought if this was a sign from Adrian so I could come to his funeral or just a distraction my nose nerves alone, so that makes my sense of smell a little disturbed.

I saw my mother and father waiting for me in front of the porch with faces full of anxiety.

" Where have you been, after telling your mother and father to go home first with Doctor Damar.?" ask when I just got into the house

" So the moon stopped by work first ma'am." I replied with a lethargic face

" How does it work?"

" No ma'am, so the moon just asked permission not to enter ma'am, after that brought Kyla and saga to the park for a short walk" I replied

" You know how you feel now, in a sad state you should not rush to forget or pretend to be happy.let your heart accept by itself." Father chimed in our conversation

Hearing my father's words, you don't want me to no longer be able to stem the tears that fall through my cheeks.

"The moon really doesn't know sir, what this feeling is that the moon is clearly feeling very sad.." I sat in the living room with my father while my two children entered the room.

" come into the room, clean yourself, and rest." said the father and I replied with a nod of the head

With a giant step I went into the room, and cleaned myself.after that I also began to lay my body next to my two children.

" why does your face look so lethargic?should I hold you back to get you excited.?"Suddenly the voice that I often used to hear from the mouth of mas Adrian so clearly heard in my ears.

Both of my eyes that had been closed were now starting to open again, and looking for the direction the sound source was.

Deg

immediately I found the figure of Adrian mas already standing right in front of the side of my bed while reviewing the smile on the face of his handsome.I also started rubbing both my eyes make sure this is a dream or just hallucination me

" Mad." Oh." My sigh slowly while looking at him in disbelief, his right hand was now stretched out touching my cheeks while looking at me so deeply

" Why are you.?" ask her gently

" No, I'm just a little sad, but don't worry about me, rest in peace." I whispered to myself as if I was talking to him

" You are the best great woman" she said with a gentle smile and slowly her shadow faded and vanished from my sight

Drrrrt

Suddenly my phone vibrated, and it turned out to be a call coming from Mas Damar.

" Hello assalamualaikum moon, are you okay" he asked from across the street

" Yes, I'm fine." I replied

" Have you eaten yet?want me to deliver the food there, see how you are." he bargained from across the street with a worried voice.

" No need to eat, so I ate."

" well then you rest, yeah, I'll come home later that night"

" No need mas, I'd better be alone first mas." I refused subtly

" well then you rest yes , later if your feelings have improved contact me back yes, then we can go to dinner together ." he said gently

" Yes, that's Assalamualaikum. "

" walaikumsalam" I answered

I closed my phone and tried to close my eyes again to make myself a bit calm.I deliberately did not want to show my sadness to him. I do not want to meet him at this time when I am confused with my own feelings.let me forget the bulk of my life first at this time.I do not want Mas Damar to be a victim of my current impingement.after my heart and mind are calm, I do not want Mas Damar to be a victim of my current,just about to meet him back with a new soul feeling.

******

I was so tired of my body yesterday afternoon that I slept and just woke up this morning.

I started to get up and pick up my blanket.

it turns out that my two children apparently have been up first and taken care of their needs by my mother.

Suddenly there was a notive message coming in from my phone, and it turns out a picture message Pictures pusara Mas Adrian pusara plastered clearly there.

I touched the screen of the phone that displays pictures of Pusar mas Adrian with a turbulent Heart,

I try to strengthen my own feelings, though,

I have to realize I shouldn't be too sad about going overboard like this because technically he's not my husband anymore.

I should be ashamed of myself and the circumstances, even I'm sure his own wife is not necessarily as crazy as I was after his departure.

"Mother.." My daughter Kyla came to me with a neat appearance and was clean after bathing.

I grabbed him and then I kissed his forehead gently." Is there anything, baby.?" ask softly

"Kyla kangen with dad." plain great-granddaughter

"Emmm gini deh munda bath first yes dear we play out so we play to the same waterpark adek." said I divert the conversation

" Kyla doesn't want dad, kyla wants to see dad." he whined slowly while shaking his head quickly.

" Can't be darling, at this time Dad has rest in peace with God.we can't disturb father, just send a prayer with father" I said

" I want daddy bun to want daddy hiks hiks huwahhh." His words were accompanied by his broken cry

" Kyla doesn't love to listen to my mother" I said trying to calm my crying daughter down." besides my father's grave is far dear, so we can't come there."my welcome again

" why can't mama" she said

" the place is far outside the city, son, we must not be sad and continue to look for the father son, and then the father will not calm there." I said while trying to calm him.

"Kyla's father wants to see father.huwahhh hyks."

instead of being silent but my daughter was getting sobbing and became so.makes me a little upset and carried away by emotions

" Kyla shut up don't cry on your mother please." I said

" Don't want Kyla to want daddy to hit him. Daddyh."

"Kyla quiet! mother said shut up." I accidentally snapped at her

Then the mother came with a step in the footsteps of the gopoh and immediately carried it

" Owalalah nduk do not get angry kyla nduk pity." said the mother half panicked

I also woke up and sat languidly on the edge of the bed.

" mother understands that your mind is still chaotic now, if your feelings are still not calm, you better be alone first not to think about your child first." said the mother gently

I just sighed and took my rough breath away." Maybe the moon's mind is still a little muddled."

" Yes nduk, but do not be too made chaotic, which has let pass, you must start to rise and your life talent back nduk, let alone Nak Damar and also Kyla Saga nduk, they are waiting for you to be with you, they are waiting for you,pity them." said the mother with all her advice

" Is it possible that this time is experiencing mental pressure, ma'am." I sighed slowly while rubbing my face

"Better you go to find a place to calm yourself, you must be able to make peace with the state of nduk, life goes on, we

you will never be able to restore what has gone nduk, you must immediately rise and meet the front mass to be better nduk" said mother

" if the moon had been more patient and had not asked for separation, maybe everything would not have been this chaotic."My desire is regret.

" no, this is not your fault, you're doing this because you're forced to save your own feelings and your self-esteem" she began to calm my mind

" I'm selfish, ma'am, if I had stayed with him, maybe the house wouldn't have had a fire and turned fatal like this, ma'am." Rancauku while looking far away

" Never continue to struggle in regret." Said mother." Now rest, I'll prepare breakfast for you." mother continued, then moved away and closed my door and came out of my room

I also re-dazzled myself in the room, maybe what my mother said was right if I shouldn't think about it anymore.

it was over and turned into a memory for a long time.

Drrt Drrtt

suddenly my phone vibrated again and it turned out to be a message Wa from Zahra, when I opened the message.

(the month I just want to convey another one that all the heritage of mas adrian including the salary mas adrian everything I will hand back to Mbak moon and children.)

That's the content of his Wa message, after that I turn off my phone and choose for a while now I'm not connected to them before from now until I really feel better.

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