My House Destroyer

The Anxiety of the Moon

Right now my mind is really messed up, after performing the morning prayer service, I can no longer close my eyes until the sun rises.Till my head feels a little dizzy.but I do not feel, I can no longer close my eyes until sunrise,because what I have in mind now is how the current state of Adrian mas.Honestly I still hold a sense of Anger to him, but anyway He is the One I once loved the place where I poured out all my love, my love,he is also the Father of My Two Children.

Suddenly my daughter Kyla Woke up and Wept from her Sleep, while her sister was still asleep.

" Kyla baby Why baby, what dream son?" I asked as I approached her who was sitting on the bed.Kyla immediately hugged me tightly with her sobs

" Father bun Daddy...."

" Yes, Dad, why?Kyla what's dad's dream?" much

" Kyla was afraid that my father died bun.huuhh." Kyla came back crying, while I was dumbfounded to hear her words.

" Calm down, baby, you're fine, kid.cup cup is yes.." My answer is to calm me down

" But Kyla dream Daddy died bun.Kyla was afraid.."squeaknya.

" Kyla calm down, kid, Kyla's just a dream, baby."

" But Kyla's really afraid that Dad's dead bun." His wife again

" What was Kyla dreaming, son.?" ask me curious

" So Kyla dream Daddy asphyxiated bun, and shouted for help he said hot.huhuhu Kyla was afraid of bun." The answer was accompanied by sobs

" O God...." My sigh slowly and then I hugged my daughter with Erat, like this adding to my growing anxiety.

Soon after, my mother came to us.

" Your son why nduk?"

" don't know ma'am, maybe Kyla's just delirious." Answer me

" So Kyla dreams Daddy Grandma, dad yells for help because of the heat, then dad died Grandma, Kyla is afraid that Kyla's father left her with Adek nek." Tweet Kyla

Mother also looked at her grandson with sadness and concern also did not have the heart.

" Maybe your son misses his father." Maternal

With a little doubt I also began to tell my mother about the events that befell mas adrian and his family

" So the moon got word if Mas Adrian just got a disaster ma'am."

" What's the cause of disaster, What's the end?" Ask an enthusiastic mother

" The house that Mas Adrian occupied with the family last night had a fire mom."

" Astagfirullah, how is Adrian?"

" Don't know ma'am, but he said Mas Adrian suffered a serious burn ma'am." I answered while breathing heavily

" O God is nduk." Scream mom with a surprised face."continue your plan now what nduk?do you want to see how he is.?" talk to mom again

" I don't know ma'am, so one of their relatives called the moon."

" What about his wife and father-in-law Adrian.?" ask again

" The wife and in-laws of Mas Adrian were treated differently with Mas Adrian bu, he said his wife had a seizure and Shock plus trauma wounds after miscarriage, while his in-laws had a heart attack" I said

" Astagfirullah, what are your plans now?"

" The moon itself is also confused ma'am, because last month had been contacted and asked for help to come to look after Mas Adrian bu." I answered with a troubled face

" Now you are still in the period of iddah nduk, which means your ex-husband still has the right to see and meet you, after three months apart,you guys have to really get away from it nduk.if you want to just see is okay, if you don't want to be okay because it's your right." Arrived the father chimed in our conversation.apparently the father from earlier listened to our conversation.

" But sir, months worried and confused what to do." I said with eyes full of anxiety.even though I was worried about him, but I was also reluctant to meet Mas Adrian let alone meet with his family-in-law.

" If you have any doubts, you should go with your mother." Geezer

" How's mom?" ask my mother

" Yes, you changed your clothes first, mom, wait for you in front and ready to be ready." Mother said

" Yes ma'am." I said, then hurriedly changed Kyla's clothes and Saga Alternately

After everything was ready and fully dressed and Rapi.I took Kyla while Saga was in the arms of mother.We all four of us got into the car.

My car was splitting the road in the morning.It didn't take long, about 30 minutes The car I was riding in had arrived at the hospital where my ex-husband was getting treatment.

After that I rushed to the reception room to ask the room where Mas Adrian was treated.After getting Mas Adrian Room I and my two children and my mother rushed to the room.

Seen in front of the Room Mas Adrian many young men guarding the door, I immediately rushed to them, and they immediately invited me with my mother to look behind the Glass Room Mas Adrian.

The figure of my ex-husband is now lying weak there,and covered with a blanket of non-sticky cloth to cover his body up to the top of the chest.the whole body was seen blistering may be a result of burns.there are also various kinds of infusion hose attached to his body may be a painkiller heat.including a ventilator that stuck in his body for his breathing apparatus.

Now the man who was once a part of my life is seen Dropped Weak helpless, with conditions not yet conscious.

" Why are no wounds bandaged.?" I asked one of the young men who came to my house yesterday.

" The doctor suggested that the wound should not be bandaged first mbak.if bandaged then the wound becomes sticky and cause pain if later removed." Said the young man

" Where are his wife and father-in-law?haven't they come yet?" much

" It's not the moon yet." Answer the young man

" Atsgfirullah." I murmured slowly, now Pity and concern again burst out to see the state of my ex-husband, so dear to him, when he again struggled to stay alive, even though none of his closest people were beside him.

" Is it the same as this, not yet self-conscious?" askaku returned

" So had time to wake up, but because Mr. Adrian kept shouting because of the heat, finally the doctor injected painkillers and tranquilizers to go back to sleep."Evidently

" Would we get in.?" much

" It's best to see a doctor first in his room to ask permission to visit inside" he suggested me

" Good then."

Immediately I stepped my foot to the room of the doctor who handles mas adrian was.Guna asked the state of Adrian mas and asked permission to visit him.

****

" How is he doing, Doc.?" ask me to Doctor Erik the doctor who handles Mas Adrian

" This bu currently Pak Adrian suffered burns that are quite serious, almost 75 percent of his body suffered burns, only a few parts of the arm and the knee that did not fall,the rest...." Doctor Erik paused his Speech while shaking his head a hint of disconnection.

" The rest of the burns on his body are very severe."slowly

" Will He be healed Doc?" ask me with a serious face

" God willing, sir, then can we see him.?"

" Mom, but still according to the protocol ma'am, there will be a nurse who directs the mother to wear upholstery and masks." Later on

" Good Doc, Thank you."

I was with my mother and my two children entered the room as recommended by the doctor,then the nurse who handled you also helped us to wear upholstery each equipped with our masks.after that we also headed to the Adrian mas treatment room.

I opened the door of the Room, then the four of us went inside, First we entered, we were immediately presented with the smell of drugs burns that immediately burst in our smell.

I set my legs slightly weakly toward his safe while holding the hand of Kyla and the mother holding the saga standing beside me.

My eldest daughter Kyla immediately cried hugging my waist while my son Saga cried hugging my mother.

I look at Mas Adrian who is now lying on his bed, he really looks very weak and fragile.His face is all burned and looks blistered until there is some of his flesh peeling, too,showing the deep layer of flesh whitish, as well as the veins poking out a little, see anyone who saw it will pity and horror to see it.even some of his ears were also burned to brownish color.

" O Allah, why is this so." I muttered softly accompanied by a clear circle of tears that accidentally fell on my cheeks.

My ex-husband who used to look very handsome and charismatic now has lost everything even to breathe he had to be helped with breathing apparatus.it is very unfortunate fate.

" A father.." Rengek kyla encoba approached his father but I immediately stopped him from touching Adrian's body

" Don't ya son, Daddy now it's sick again, better Kyla same saga waiting out there ya same grandma." Mouthed

" Why dad?" she asked with her lips shaking and started crying.

" At this moment I'm in a terrible mess, son."

" What disaster is bun?" tannya

" Emmm the disaster, son, it's better that Kyla has a lot of prayers so that Dad will get well soon." I said giving advice.

" If so we just take care of father, yes bun here, kasian father if left alone bun." Her great-grandchild

" Can't be dear, later can be scolded Mr. Doctor if we're here, we better go home son.

" Kyla does not want to leave her own father bun, poor father bun huhu huhu hiks hyks." My daughter's back sobbing

" Kyla dear kyla can't cry yes, we go out first baby." I said as I grabbed my daughter's body and carried her out of Adrian's room so that there was no noise in the room.

after Kyla had calmed down, I decided to go back to the room.

But suddenly the fingers of Mas Adrian's fingers moved, his lips sounded like he was whispering something.I went straight to him and noticed who knew he was in need of something.

" Mother moon.... Sa saga's.....Ky Ky sakyla." her voice was soft and almost inaudible.

" Yes, why?do you need anything.?" much

" A A AA Aiir....A I Ha Ha thirsty.." His murmur was soft and soft

I immediately came out of the room, and approached one of the young men and asked if Mas Adrian could have been given a drink.

" What's the matter with the moon?' ask one of the young men.

" He asked for a drink, can he be given water to drink?" ask the young man

" The doctor said, if it has not been realized then it should not be given a drink first, otherwise he alan choked and the consequences can be fatal mbak." Answer

I went back in and I took the initiative to take a few pieces of tissue and then I poured Water from the bottle.then I began to wet and then I wipe his lips with a tissue that I had wet earlier.I did it repeatedly until he stopped whimpering.

" Aaa Panaaass Sickttt...."

My heart grew so full and saddened to see him groaning in such pain, that I could do nothing.

" I'm the same kid come home first yes, you're getting well soon." My whisper is slow

After that I immediately went out of his room.I admit I was sad to see it, not that I still have love for him, I still have love for him,I was saddened to see his tragic fate, although at first I had a feeling of satisfaction with the reply he received as a result of his selfishness and greed,but still my gut instinct says I shouldn't be happy and happy to hear the disaster.

I rushed home and approached me who was waiting for me in front.

" Mom we should go home soon ma'am, so tomorrow bun also have to work." I said

" Yes let's go home." Bring mom

Just a few steps we walked down the hospital corridor arrived our steps were surprised by the figure of a married woman with mas Adrian.The woman also looked weak was standing on a wheelchair driven santriwati Her ashes.

" Sirah..." Sapaku for a moment when we position with close range.

It seemed that his gaze was blank, before he finally spoke up.

" Why did the moon come here,?does the moon just want to make sure we are suffering?or come here to see us who have suffered ?" Zahra asked with an unreadable look

" Astagfirullah Zahra, can't you feel a little good to others at all.?"Desashku can't believe it.

" But still I can't guess the moon's intentions are good or vice versa,didn't the thing that yesterday made you sick mbak.maybe you're very happy to see I suffer like this mbak." Quite with a heart.

" Astagfirullah Zahra, why do you speak like that, I think with this incident you will be aware and act on Allah." I'm holding back a little bit of emotion because of her words." I know you're devastated by what's happening to you right now but you shouldn't be talking like that Zahra." please take it slow so as not to add to the conflict in this hospital.

" I'll excuse you, then "My pamphlet is without further ado.

" Do I also have to apologize to you ?"

I paused while looking back at 5a.

" Listen Yes Zahra, as you know I never expect an apology from you at all, because I'm not the Crazy type to respect.but it's already happened.Hopefully in the future you're okay." I said don't take a headache.

" Don't make fun of me mbk.." Snapping

" Denger ya moon, I know at this time if your feelings are overwhelmed with jealousy, so that the good of others becomes bad in your eyes. instead you should introspect yourself to your original position Kar.because initially you are on the side of the usurper then you yourself will feel wased if anyone else nantinya will seize what you have at this time." My words made the woman hysterical.

" Your outrageousness is "!.it seems. while glaring furiously at me.

I immediately turned my back and immediately invited my mother to leave this place.many times I sighed heavily while continuing to be privileged.

" Yes, we must get out of here." My cetus.

" let's just go, and never come here again." utter life

" Yes mom..." Answer Alifa.

We hurried to step foot out of the hospital, and I did not forget to send a prayer so that the Almighty would reduce the pain of the father of my two children.

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