
When the afternoon had come, the twilight began to dim and changed with the depth of the night.I saw my phone screen there were ten missed calls from my mother's number.
" Hello Assalamualaikum ma'am." Sapaku after picking up the phone from mom
" Where are you, can you go home now ?" I heard my mother's voice panicked
" What's wrong mom, why mom?did Dad's disease recur.?" I panicked to hear Mom's voice
" Not nduk, but the body saga arrived hot."
" What a sick saga mom." I was surprised
" Yes, come home, nduk." Pinta mom
" But buk, the moon is home now."
I stepped my legs wide after hanging up my mother's phone, I rushed down the hospital corridor and headed straight to the Car Park, where I was,because Today Coincidentally I brought my own car.without a second thought I immediately drove my car sliding into the house.
when I got home, I rushed to my Son's Second Room, I found my eldest daughter sleeping with my son who was lying weak in bed.
" Kyla, Saga...."
" Mother.adek Mother..." Kyla when she woke up from her sleep
" So calm, baby, why son.?"
" The body is hot mother, so he said groaning dizzy." His great-granddaughter with a plain face that was groaning
" Mother..." Now Saga the little one who came was confused and whining to me
" Yes, son, this is mother.we go home yes son, let later be given syrup medicine as well as the doctor." I try to persuade.
" Saga wants to see Daddy, Saga doesn't want to go to the hospital." Her great-grandchild
" yes mother may be Adek kangen same father, his father Adek hot, so aja adek delirious call dad continue." Kyla chimed in on her Grandpa who only nodded weakly
My Mom and I looked at each other, I was confused about what I should do right now, just yesterday Zahra called me asking me to visit Adrian, and now my son is sick wants to meet his father, he said,is it because of the inner relationship between father and Son that they are sick simultaneously.or perhaps this is one of the Ways God arranged our meeting to be together again?Not immediately I sat up that thought.
Although there is a Little Concern, but whether my decision to choose the divorce path is right or even will backfire for us.
While my Son continued to whine asking to meet his Father, and also Kyla my eldest daughter also joined whining reunited with her Father, making me confused because she had to persuade them both.
I immediately took the medicine town and took the heat-lowering medicine temporarily, before Saga wanted me to refer her to the hospital.
" Dear saga, saga take medicine first if so, later if it is healed later we meet Dad "Bujukku
" Don't want mom, 'Saga wants to see Dad, just meet dad.!" He said while crying
" Yes mother pity Adek, Kakak also miss the father ,bun." Kyla also chimed in Her Grandpa Speech
" Yoweslah nduk bring your son to meet his father, love also." Now the mother who spoke up gave input
" But buk.---"
" Hold hold your ego and pain Your heart nduk, your two children now need their father, they miss their Father, after your Son healed you think Your Pain nduk." Maternal
" Yes is fine then."
And Finally I resigned to say the words of the mother to confirm their request.
The next day I decided To go to the hospital with my two Children, to visit Mas Adrian Dirawat.ku Trailed the Hospital Corridor with a worried Heart.Saga Was in my arms while Kyla walked While I held her hand.
" Patience Yes dear Mother ask the officer first."
Then I met a Sister at the Information Officer's office,and ask where Mas Adrian Room is treated.and Turns out Mas Adrian room is not far from here.after getting Info where Inap Mas Adrian room we immediately rushed there.
After I got there, I opened the door handle of Adrian's room, took me to say bismillah and held my breath in, deep,somehow the end of this meeting with Mas Adrian deliberately I avoid.Every time I cross paths with him My heart again rippled, maybe There is a little Missing that is rising, and,but soon I sat down because in fact More Heartache I would have had if I had met him, for that I avoided him as much as I could, but this time I could not avoid him for the sake of My Two Children,and I've got to mentally prepare as hard as steel to meet him again.
" Assalamualaikum." I said softly as I Greeted them after Me and my two Sons entered the Room.
Mas Adrian also immediately turned to us, with a smile review in his pale lips.
" Moon..." His voice was soft but the look in his eyes was radiated with a very deep yearning upon seeing our arrival.
With a little step Heavy I forced to step to Approach his existing Brankar Herself is rolled Weak with several Infusion hoses attached to his hands.
" How are you doing?" I asked without a stale base
" I'm fine with the moon." Answer in a weak voice
" Thank God, then." Answer me
" I'm so glad you finally came to see me." Say it again
" The son asked to see you." My answer is short and concise
"Dad.." Excite both my sons
" Here dear, father misses Saga and Kyla" he said as he held the bodies of my two children who had been separated from me and kissed the two of them on the forehead alternately
" Same Kyla misses Dad too." Kyla's great-grandson
" Saga is also well." Saga
" Dear, you two are the Son of the Son of the father that I miss so much."
then the three of them hugged each other and released Longing Which for a few days Never met, my heart was honest once I saw the scenery in front of me.
" Mas Adrian experiencing Fatigue and Anemia which is quite severe mbak." Imbuh Zahra in the midst of awkwardness between us
" You have a fever, son.?" Mas Adrian asked while holding the forehead of Saga
" Yes well Adek Fever, maybe Miss Daddy." Saut Kyla
" I Miss My Dad." Cicit Saga.
My daughter Kyla turned to look at my husband with her melted tears on her cheeks." Dad I want to be with Daddy and mom are equally adept, I want to be together first kayak, why we can not one more house." his great-grandson was plain and accompanied by the cries of his sister as well.
Mas adrian silent silent helplessly answered his daughter's question, there was only a circle of his eyes that fell on his cheeks.lalu dyed both of my son's eyebrows alternately, then turned to look at me with his nanar eyes.
" Moon.please let Kyla and Saga be with me."please ask in a soft tone
" No problem, you can meet them whenever you want, I won't forbid it." Mouthed
" I mean I want every moment to be with them, like it used to be." she added
" What's wrong, I can understand that."Zahra chimed in as if she understood my heart and responded before I answered
" But I'm not ready, and I'm sticking to my original decision, because I've registered my lawsuit to the court that we will........" I held back a little because I had my two children there
" Saga, Kyla yuk come with aunty out we buy snacks."
Zahra interrupted my words and invited my two children to go out and buy snacks and was immediately taken by my Son by the head
Then Saga's body fell into her arms holding Kyla's hand and out of the room, and took my two children to the cafeteria.
" Moon...." Call Mas Adrian after Zahra's death while waving his hand so I get closer to him.
With a Slightly Heavy Step because my heart was pounding again as I drew closer to Him but still I gave Distance.
" Moon, please listen to Me, I really really don't want to part with you" he said in a soft voice and Highlight eyes wailing with tears
" I'm sorry, but I can't be with you anymore."
" Is the door of your heart closed to me.?" ask her with her own eyes
" From the beginning we were married, didn't I tell you that I would never be able to share my love, and my decision was to be mine alone or not at all." Say it with a firm and straightforward Voice
" But You Know that If I'm Forced to marry Zahra for the obvious reasons of the moon, I've also told you that her father is dying, and that she wants to leave her daughter to the One she trusts." He quibbled while looking at me meaningfully
" I still really mind you!"
" My position is all wrong Moon, between having to choose Love, wife and return the favor" he said
" If you really love me, you're definitely not gonna bring Zahra home and fondly spice her up in my house." I said with great emphasis.
" I'm just doing my duty as her husband, the moon." Kilah
" But you enjoyed it too, didn't you.?" I answered with a look of cold eyes
She simply shook her head then sighed harshly and looked back at me with her nanarrow gaze.
" But really I don't want to lose you the moon" he said softly again he repeated
" What is your request to Zahra to take Kyla and the saga out, just your mode of persuading me back?"
He shook his head weakly." Sorry because that's the only chance I see now."
Tok tok tok tok
Suddenly the room door was knocked for a moment before Finally it opened and a figure I knew was emerging from there, making me gasp at it.
" I'm sorry excuse me for being assigned to check the patient's schedule today and ascertain the patient's state heart condition whether there are complications or,------" Mas Damar's words hung in the air when he realized that the patient.all he would check was Adrian when he looked up his head, and I looked at him who was now staring in front of us.
" Moon..." His voice was so soft and could not believe that I was in front of him right now
" Mas Mas Damar.." My Reply to Doubt and Feeling Bad by what I said yesterday about my relationship with Mas Adrian is not in sync with the reality he sees today.
" I brought the Son the Son who wanted to see his father here..." My words were brick-and-mortar to her, I wanted to tell her if this was not what she was seeing right now.However I was a little surprised as she nodded her head gently and gave a blink of an eye,gesturing like he understood my point so I wouldn't give you a retribution.
" Subhanallah, he is very understanding." My mind cried out and continued to look at him who now began to carry out his role as a doctor.
Mas Damar walked over to Adrian who was lying on a safe, then began to check his heart rate, and everything related to the state of Adrian
then he recorded it in his notebook
" Alright because I've finished checking, and the situation is fine, then I'm Undur saying goodbye first, thank you." he said while cupping his hands and pleading with Himself and then immediately passed from the Room.Making the awkwardness between us even more Thickened.
I don't know if Mas Damar's Current Acts are Just Formality or An Expression of Jealousy and disagree with my current existence which is only with Mas Adrian,what was clear was that I caught something different from Doctor Damar's eyes.but even if my thinking is correct why he should be jealous, whereas I and He have no relation whatsoever, but his expression was I don't know.....it's hard for me to understand
Or don't I'm the less Sensitive?
Then I decided to follow him out after I gave Ke Mas Adrian a reason to go out for a while to go to the toilet.
I followed Him with Quick Steps While still not far from the Room of Mas Adrian
" Madam Wait."
He turned his head and turned his back when my steps began to approach him, and then he threw a faint smile at me.
" I forgot I Worked at a Different Hospital but only part-time." To thecoin as if to understand what is attached to my diot
" Mas Damar I'm sorry." I said softly by squeezing the fingers of my fingers that had begun to cool
" I'm sorry for What.?" He asked with his shady eyes and made this heart start pounding
" I'm sorry about yesterday turning down your offer to have lunch with mas." My great-grandson hesitated
" Not to be discussed anymore." He said with a gentle smile." I lived first yes
there's still a schedule for checking out other patients." He said as he patted my shoulder softly and softly." You heart yes." continued as it passed.
I know his attitude this time is very clear from yesterday, Usually his attitude is so Friendly even though it was still gentle but there is still a difference, he said,usually as busy as ever he would take the time to talk a little longer with me, but this time not.the attitude is very different especially when I saw it was Two with Mas Adrian in the room Mas Adrian
I don't know if I don't understand what he's thinking right now.
" Moon..." Call him again when he steps a little away from my place, I turn to him and turn my body
" Look, I just want to see you happy." he continued, throwing a thin smile before he finally passed, leaving me who was gawking about his words, and I have not had time to answer the question he has vanished in my view.
" Mas Damar." I murmured Lirih as I stared at his departure from my sight.
While my heart is now beginning to worry, to digest my feelings now whether Comfort when with him or just an Illusion for a moment Because the man is so good to give his attention to me......
Ah I don't know what is clear I am currently confused to understand my situation.
will I choose to heal my Heart again with the New figure of Mas Damar, then how about Kyla and Saga if they can accept it,or should I choose to drop my divorce suit and go back to Adrian for the Sons of the Child?Truly I am confused and in a Great Dilemma at this time
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