
Finally, I and my two children decided to return to the game place after giving drinks and some snacks, waiting for the damar mas back.
Soon I saw Step mas Damar from a distance approaching us while smiling at us.
" It's Om papa bun." said Kyla when Mas Damar was one step ahead of us.
" How did the kids play.?" ask mas damar when he arrives in front of us
" It's Papa's already." replied Kyla and Saga
" Yes, now we're looking for Yuk's food, surely you're hungry" he said gently
" Okay Om papa." said Kyla with enthusiasm
Mas damar also directly carried my son saga,while holding the hand of my daughter Kyla, while I was still silently staring to think about what I just saw earlier.Yes God what I was too suspicious of him but why mas damar looks relaxed and does not want to say something if it was him, because he thought I didn't see him, he didn't feel the need to explain anything to me.
" O Lord, the moon thinks what the hell are you."
" Mother...."
Kyla's voice calling me from the front made me wake up from my daydream.
" I am a child."
" Let's talk there instead." Said kyla who looked impatient
" Yes baby come." I rushed after them, then we went to a Mekdi fast food restaurant (Mc donal) my son's favorite meal
After that mas damar also prepared food for us, shortly after our order came, and my two children greedily ate his food.While I did not taste at all, seeing them eat greedily has made me full, and my children are eating with food,plus the thoughts that have been plaguing my mind ever since.
" Why is your month?" ask mas damar because I saw I was just stirring my drink
" What's wrong, I just don't have an appetite anymore" I replied
" Why don't you like the menu?I'm pesenin again new menu huh.?" bargained for
" Don't mas I'm still full, my food will be taken home, yes let me love aunt" I said
" Yes it's okay whatever it is up to you dear" he said as he continued his food again
I was just silent while occasionally looking at him fixed, while the one I looked at felt absolutely nothing to convey.It made my heart and mind chaotic and agitated, he said,is it true that I saw it was right mas amar, but I am sure that it was him, my eyes are still normal, and my two children also saw it, too,O Allah guide your servant exactly what happened to my husband why he lied to me.
" dear..hey moon." Mas damar snapped his finger making me realize from my daydream
" uh why. why.?"
" Why the hell, we're done eating it, your food is also wrapped, now we go home." he said." look at the saga already sleeping pules.and Kyla was sleepy too." he continued, holding the saga while I saw Kyla also rubbing her eyes.
" Oh my God I'm sorry I was..."
" What do you think of the moon, of being silent?" tanyanya full of search
" no yaudah yuk yuk we go home" I said then grabbed the plastic bag containing the food box and grabbed Kyla's hand." Dear we go home." take me and mas damar tail behind me to leave the fast food restaurant.
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" Dear why you.?" ask him when I'm going to put my body into the bed
" Nothing." I replied indifferently and a little taut, why my annoyance did not subside considering he who still did not want to tell me something
" Why am I from earlier cuekin anyway.?"
" Not ordinary."I held back my irritation
" I feel that way."
" maybe it's your feeling." I replied
" the moon" he said as he pulled my shoulders to face him, he stared fixedly at my eyes." Tell me why are you?I was wrong with you?let's say I'm moon don't get me this way." he said softly while framing my face
" Surely no one wants to tell me when I went to the toilet mall.?"
" you mean?" tanya mas damar squinted both of her eyes
" So my son and I glimpsed at you being with another woman" I replied without stale.I can see my husband's facial expression a little surprised but quickly he changed his expression and stroked a smile
" woman?who?" tannya
" Yes, how do I know." I'm upset
" Ow maybe you've seen people wrong" he said
" No way mas, obviously it's you, children just look at it" I said keukeh with my stance
Mas Damar seemed to think before he finally continued his words." Oh that was I had a chance to meet my friend linda kept talking to me for a while, so she wanted a consul, her son has heart disease."
" Yemen.?"
" Yes, my dear friend when I went to college" he said convincingly." seriously I did not lie to you." continued with a look full of seriousness
" really you're not lying.?"
" Well, it's a real pity I'm not lying" he said, holding my hand
" Why did I see you pull her hand and look like you left in a hurry.?" my selfish soul continued to increase when I found there was still a clumsiness from he said
" Yes because...I panic a little moon, so it's afraid of you and the child to find me,then I invite him to sit in a place that is rather quiet and not too crowded so that we can talk a little good." he replied impressed nervously but can be accepted sensibly
" Oh so it is.." I said.
Cup
Mas Damar also floated a short kiss on my lips while stroking my right cheek.
O Allah forgive me for being too suspicious of my own husband because honestly I am still very traumatized by past events with my ex-husband.
" Yes, I believe, but you must remember that I do not want you to betray me or to remain silent in marriage with another woman, because I will never want to be combined.!" I said with sharp eyes on him
Mas Damar also smelled his smile and stroked my cheeks in anxiety.
" O Allah loves that much love yes you are the same as me, so that you can think like that" he said accompanied by a crisp laugh featuring a row of neat white teeth
" I'm serious" I said with lips cut
" hehehe yes dear, I know and I am also serious until when I am only the only woman in my life, you believe in me" he said and grabbed my body into his arms
" yes, yes." I replied
" I love you so much the moon is so." he said softly as he continued to tighten his embrace.
And after that we also fell asleep and continued our sleep.yes at least I can feel relieved by hearing his explanation even though not one hundred percent believe his words,at least I can close my eyes and fall asleep tonight.
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As usual the next day I have returned to doing activities as usual to help aunty prepare breakfast for everything.usai all finished breakfast we again continue our activities each.and as usual I have never been separated from the gaze cynical aunt Ratih.but I do not respond too much and cuek.toh even though we are as good as anyone if someone does not like us, the point is that we will always be wrong in his eyes,and I learned to ignore it and not to worry too much, my husband and my mother-in-law are fine with me
" I leave first, baby." pamit mas damar
" Yes my heart" I said, grabbing the back of her hand and kissing her
" Yes you are good at home guarding children do not get tired.let aunty who knows the task of everything" he said while peeping my forehead,because today is Saturday, Kyla is off school and mas damar has a duty but only half a day
" Yes, yeah."
" Yes I've left first.Assalamualaikum."
" allaecret."
After the mas damar car left I rushed into the house and continued my activities back, taking care of the children.
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I saw the food ingredients in the refrigerator was almost exhausted I also sent a message to mas damar for permission to go out to the supermarket to shop for home needs with aunt
[Assalamualaikum mas, I want to ask permission today to come out with aunt for grocery shopping in the supermarket ya ]
[ Walaikumsalam, Iya dear you go just like aunty, do not forget to ask for a driver ]
[Yes mas, then I am ready first yes you do not forget to eat yes,assalamualaikum]
[ walaikumsalam my wife heart is on the way.]
Yes, that's my habit from the past until now, everyone will get out of the house without my husband I will always ask permission first to the husband, because wherever I step there must still be the pleasure of my husband.
My aunt and I rushed into the car, not forgetting that I took all my children with me because I didn't want to bother my mother-in-law and interrupt her break.
Once at the supermarket my aunt and I rushed inside and began to sort out the food ingredients, starting from vegetables, fish, meat, milk, drinks, and vegetables,fruit etc that become a staple that must be in the refrigerator.while my son sat in a chair while enjoying ice cream and snacks accompanied by a driver.
Bruckk
" Ah sorry, sorry."
Suddenly I accidentally hit someone, the man helped me pick up some milk boxes that I had been holding and put them in my grocery bed.
" Mother moon." The man made me lift my face
" Aqlan's." I said a little surprised
The young man then developed a smile on me." What's the moon, long time no see" he said starting a conversation
" Thank you I am good" I said
" Thank God, I'm so relieved to hear that" he said, which kept me quiet for a moment
" Ext another mbak shopping?" ask again
" Yes, monthly shopping." I replied flatly
" Oh same husband ?"
" no, both aunt and son."
" Oh where Mbak Kyla same Saga I have not seen a nephew for a long time" he replied with a distinctive smile while looking left right looking for the whereabouts of both children
" it's in front of the driver" I replied
" Em Mbak moon we can talk for a while" he said back seriously
" What are you talking about?"
" About Zahra."
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