My House Destroyer

My Night is Dark

the time has shown exactly at 00:15.but my two eyes still can not be closed.I remember a few hours ago Mas Adrian whining to sleep with the Four of us with the Reason to want to release the Miss to his two Children but I do not allow it, but I do not allow it,my heart still hurts even though There is a Miss that sneaks into my heart but my brain can still be a little sane.

I don't want to see my husband's face when he wakes up like a day in the moments before the Catastrophe is present in this house.I also kicked him out of the room and chose to sleep only with my two children.I don't care about him Will sleep where in the guest room, in the middle room or even in the guest room with his new wife.Astagfirullah my lips instantly clenched My tears immediately melted imagining my Husband touching the woman tonight.

Although My Husband has a lot of Money Enough, but I'm sure It won't be the same as it used to be, everything Will be All Overly divided by time, attention, attention,love and Love even more if the woman will later give offspring also to my husband, God imagine everything makes my chest pain my heart.

I looked at the two of my children who were sleeping beside me, I kissed their eyebrows alternately,I can't feel My Tears Falling down imagining If they'll lose a lot of things with their Dad.Imagine That's it. My heart hurts so much.

Suddenly a shadow came along with my husband,imagining Him Every morning waking up with wet hair and blushing cheeks full of happiness.Imagine the intimacy of both of them in combination with Love.He Will prepare breakfast for my husband and feed him as he asks on every Day.Then my husband will wrestle spoiled with her and embrace Ramput's waist accompanied by tickling laughter because my husband who teased her and even they will repeat to combine love again like a New Bride.Yes Allah hurts so much My heart imagines it.

" O God, I can't." I muttered Lirih I joined to press my chest that felt Suck back.

"But inevitably I must remain here and accept this harsh reality in spite of the pain, O God give your servant your guidance, Expand my heart, O Lord, hold my heart."

Then I took the Water of Wudhu back and returned to the Tahajud prayer and the Witir, I again complained to the owner of my life to always give me strength Whatever my current situation.

I really wanted to pack my clothes and also my Son's second clothes and go to my father's house.but leaving the House without Ridho's husband is Sin, he said,and I doubt my intention, said Our man cannot resist the decree of fate, but my husband has the right to choose and make that decision, he should be able to think that maybe I will be miserable,why did she not think of it, she instead decidedly married the woman and invited her to stay in this house and began to share her husband with the woman.

But I realized that if I wanted to run away with the Son, I was sure Mas Adrian would not stay silent.he would still insist on holding me and the children to keep from leaving this house,but if I remain defiant and Insist also surely the tip of the end Will quarrel and Imbasnya on the Son of the Child.whereas the Woman Will laugh happily with our quarrel and more freely approach Mas Adrian. not to mention the neighbors who always want to know and like to interfere in the affairs of others and spread gossip and gossip to each other.really imagine all that makes me unable to bear this burden myself.

"O Allah, there are many Risks that I have to face, I cannot bear Rabb."My murmur lamented my grief tonight over the stretch of my Sajadah with tears continuing to pour from my eyes.

I also stand in front of my Makeup Mirror.I look at my face I open Mukenah and my Crude I look at my Straight Long Black Hair which looks a bit Tangled because since this morning since women come home will only be able to curl up and crying out for my fate.

Both my eyelids are puffy, though,My face was pale and my lips dried up.I realized maybe I had lost the charm until in the eyes of Adrian I was not beautiful anymore he decided to marry again.If only he spoke honestly earlier maybe I was not too hurt like this moment, though,maybe slowly I can prepare my Mental to be able to be airy and sincerely accept his wishes.and I could deliver marriage even though it is very difficult for me but I will try sincerely if you want to speak honestly first.

Sadness, disappointment, anger, hurt, jealousy, hurt,pain all become one.I do not think my husband who daily gave me a million Happiness like heaven now in a day alone he was able to throw me into the Gorge Hell Hell Hell Hell Hell.really I hate him so much.

I'm moving my feet out of the room into the kitchen, to fill my already empty stomach because I haven't swallowed anything in the past,because I felt my stomach hurt a little then I decided to fill my stomach and I opened the refrigerator to take a bottle of water and drink it.

But I saw On the dining table, the food dish was still Whole.and not touched At all.and there were Two plates of food waste My Son was lying on the table just like that, I shook my head and exhaled.

" Is it possible that the two of them won't be eating dinner" I said in your heart I don't care about the two of them that matters as Kyla and Saga keep eating dinner.

I took a plate and sat on the table chair, then I poured rice into my plate while taking tempeh and fried tofu that I had cooked before, even though everything was not finished,I did not touch at all the women's cooking.Slowly I began to feed the Rice Brib into my mouth until it ran out.

I'm re-enchanted to imagine when Adrian used to be back at work late at night because Overtime he must have brought me food,only a packet of fried rice was the brother of the cart and we ate together while joking Laughter while whispering for fear of waking up our son,it was beautiful then that we took turns to feed each other as if our intimacy would never be lost and consumed by time.

but now everything changes just like that in an instant.now I just sit here alone in a heartache and eat alone with tempeh and know cold.Every tear melted just imagine it all.

suddenly my mind was disturbed about What my Husband did tonight.Yes God arrived My heart aches to imagine my husband at this time

reciting the prayer pads the man's crown buds then began unbuttoning the woman's nightgown and began to touch her,then the scene of them doing the duties of husband and wife also flashed and dance in my mind.ku squeeze my chest that feels starting to claustrophobic again, while my tears have poured out

then I stood up from my seat and Run to the Guest Room which was my purpose, when my hand would move the Handle the door I paled back and took a step back.

" I can't be like this, that woman is also my Husband's wife which means having the same rights as a wife." I muttered Lirih while shaking her head.

" Zahra I'm sorry, because I've brought you in a difficult situation like this."

my husband's voice was very soft while the woman continued to sob from her cries.

" Zahra you want to forgive me, I promise I'll make things okay as soon as possible, you just need to be patient."

My heart ached at the sweet words that came out of my husband's lips, he Tega once said that in order to calm his new wife without understanding my current feelings

" but I'm wrong if I'm trying to be your Complete Wife, since Three days ago we were married you wouldn't touch me at all." Zahra said in a soft voice

Astagfirullahaldzim, It pains me My heart aches, when I hear that the woman who became my madman is demanding the rights and obligations of my husband, but I Can What, What, I Can,what could I do, because it was the woman's right to my husband, my tears kept running away and pouring into my eyes, as much as I could shut my mouth tightly so that my sobs wouldn't be heard.

" I'm sorry Zahra." Said my husband in a soft voice with the sound of his footsteps that I believe are approaching the woman

I closed my eyes many times while pressing on my painful chest and stiffening my Heart.

" I do not demand What is from you, insha Allah, I will accept the attitude of the moon towards me,but I feel pain and there's no price if the man who's now my mahram won't touch me at all I,--"

" Zahra." my husband's throat

" I'm aware of my position, you may be forced to marry me because of your compassion and I realize that you love the moon more, I know that and I'm sincere if you're.----"

"cursion,"

" Mad." Oh."

" I'll do it Zahra" my husband said with Lirih to the woman

" is that right,----" said the woman slowly

" I'll do my duty as a husband tonight."

DEG

As soon as my body slumped to the floor with a helpless body, I was sure that now my Husband was saying a prayer over the top of the sweet potato of the woman and they would.

" Arggggh." I cried out inwardly while closing my lips in a meeting, meeting,with a slightly heavy body I began to stand up and sank my tears violently and then went away leaving a place that was so heartbreaking and dark tonight.

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