My Endorphine 1: The Path of Love

I'm Coming Home (End of Season 1)

The school reunion is over..

Dio and Sava headed for the parking lot. Dio opened the car door for Sava. They're getting ready to go home. Dio was busy arranging his seat belt. He even helped put on Sava's seat belt.

“Tadi Wedding Organizer contact me, tomorrow we should start to determine the decoration for our wedding...” Dio.

"..." - ".Sava remained silent. His eyes are more controlling. He was watching someone from behind the car glass.

“After that, we also have to choose some places for prewedding photos..” Continue Dio.

"..." - ".Sava remained silent.

Dio realized Sava's residence. Dio was curious what made Sava not listen to his words. Dio followed the direction of Sava's view. He was quite shocked, because the thing that made Sava not listen to him was the person that Sava could never forget.

Sava stared at Luhan who was sitting down on the cement boundary of the school garden.

It felt so painful when it had been so long struggling to get Sava's heart, but in the end it still was. Sava will never be able to get it.

Although he has Sava's body beside him, but Sava's heart is not his. From the beginning it was not his. But it belongs to Luhan.

Dio just threw his breath heavy. The woman next to him was the woman he loved very much. Seeing Sava so injured made him even more injured.

“Va...” Call Dio slowly.

Sava awakens in his daydream. He's quite surprised.

“Di..Dio.. Ad... What's up?” Ask Sava gelagapan.

”Stop lying and say that you'll be fine when you're with me! I know your version of happiness with my version is different.” Dio.

“Ap..what do you mean, Dio?”

“If you don't want to regret, get to him.. Tell her you love her too.!” Dio said with a smile. Although his voice was very clear it sounded hurt.

“….”

“Didn't he need you? Don't you need it too?”

“…”

“Whatever I try.. No matter how hard I tried to get your heart, but still I couldn't reach you…. You're too far for me..”

“Di..Dio..”

"Although you've tried so hard to open your heart to me, you still won't be able to accept me.."

"Dio.. A.i.i.."

"We were not meant to be together. God told me a few times..."

"But Dio. a. I.."

“No need to worry about me.. Already, just end your theatrics with me. Honestly, this is sick.. But I'll be fine if I see you happy..”.

“…”

“If you want me to be happy, then get close to him! I'm happy when you're happy.”.

“Dio, forgive me..” Sava hugged Dio warmly.

“Hm, it's okay.. Go! Expose her! Grab her! Decapitate him! Tell me the truth! Don't let go of it again!” Sava nodded and got out of Dio's car.

He ran towards Luhan.

Dio stared at Sava's departure. It's a sad day. But he smiled again, this is his sacrifice for the person he loved. He will be happy whatever the happy Sava.

Isn't his act great?

“Hallo, sorry wedding on behalf of Dio and Sava canceled Dio said as he closed his HP.

Dio tried to look at Sava who was carrying his high heals while walking towards Luhan. Dio smiled as he thought Sava's behavior was funny. Dio still faithfully observed Sava and Luhan from inside his car. He has no intention of leaving.

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Sava memorizes Luhan. Breath gasping. His feet hurt because he ran barefoot. Angrily he threw his high heals to the ground, to the side of Luhan.

Luhan was startled, he turned his head towards the high heals that were bothering him. White barefooted feet stood beside him.

Sava regulated his irregular breathing.

“Stupid! What did you do from earlier? You just look at me like a fool! Why didn't you tell me I looked weird with high heals? Why don't you make fun of me if the dress I'm wearing doesn't suit me at all because it's pink? You hate pink, don't you? Isn't that weird? Why didn't you say it was tacky?” Sava said non-stop. He has trouble regulating his breath.

“….”

“Why didn't you tell me you missed me? Don't you miss me after 10 years apart? Why don't you ask me if I'm okay without you? Why didn't you hug me when you saw me back?”

“….”

“Why didn't you take me from Dio? Why did you let me silence you? Why don't you scold me? Why are you just keeping quiet? Have you forgotten me?”

“Your appearance is very good. You're so pretty tonight. I'm telling you the truth.Did I miss you? I'm almost crazy for missing you. It's a big lie that I've forgotten you. My life is full of shadows from you..”

“Lu..Luhann..”

“Don't go! Don't go again! I'd go crazy if I had to imagine it..”.

Sava shook his head in Luhan's embrace.

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From afar Dio was still staring at the two of them. Until finally the sound of a short message from his HP resuscitated him. Apparently it was a short message from Aina, her little friend. This is already the 80th message that Aina has sent in one day. There were also some miscalls from Aina.

“Alright, I'll see you tomorrow.” Reply Dio.

Dio looked back at Sava and Luhan. He smiles. Then he blamed the engine. He was ready to leave Sava and Luhan. His eyes were still looking towards Sava and Luhan who were hugging. He looked at them through the rearview of his car. He smiled back when he saw Luhan kissing Sava's lips.

“Sava is right, I am indeed a good person.” Dio said slowly.

With a complicated feeling he drove off leaving Sava and Luhan. He shed his tears.

Dio's crying!

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“You are wrong, Va..” Luhan said.

“...” Sava looked at Luhan as if asking what was wrong with him.

“Basically air is the most important source of life for living things on this earth, fish are no exception. Do you think fish will live only with water? Fish need air to breathe.. Water just helps her swim.”.

“Hiks..Hix.. I'm sorry.”

“Do not go-go again.!” Sava shook his head quickly. “I can die..”.

“Not going..”

“Thank you for choosing me..”

Sava smiled. “Luhan.?”

“Hm?”

“I'm home..” Sava said.

Luhan hugged Sava.

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Everyone deserves to love and be loved. True love will come to those who truly believe in it. True love will survive despite the many obstacles that must be passed. True love will not be lost despite distance and time.

True love has eyes so that it knows where to walk. He will return to his owner with a story and storyline that will never be expected.

Love is sometimes so difficult to achieve, but it gives way to achieve it. A sincere sacrifice that will lead the heart into love. Hard work, strong perseverance, and faithfulness are important keys to walking the path of love.

Never blame the love. Loving is not a criminal thing. It's not a crime let alone a mistake. Although loving someone will not be entirely happy, but ready to be hurt for love is the thing where to sacrifice.

Weight?

Sure feels heavy?

But, it will pay off when you see the smile on your lips at the end of the wait.

“Thanks for coming back..”

Time will change, and the season will go with it. Now start a new life page for a new story, story, story, plot, and love. Following the direction of life is like following the flow of water that flows non-stop. Keep going, keep going, and keep following it until you discover the wonderful wonders of love and life.

Keep following until the flow of life stops flowing at the estuary of eternal life at the end of the day. The happy ending and the end of grief are unpredictable.

Many mysteries of life will make yourself swallowed up in them. Just try your best to get the desired ending. Certainly a happiness.

Life will still continue along with the stories that adorn it. Although sometimes life does not match expectations, it even feels very heavy. But if traversed with a sense of acceptance and trying hard to get through it, then someday, in an unexpected time will definitely find a way of happiness.

Only sincerity and freshness make it easier to find that path of happiness. Likewise with friendship, friendship that initially had wavered because of self-ego, but will return because the self began to realize that the ego has fooled the mind.

Do not let the ego self-treat. Ego is not always true. Sometimes listening and understanding the surroundings is much better.

- THE END